it sometimes sucks being considered smart while also being neurodivergent. they've set up such high expectations for me and when i inevitably can't reach them because of the fact my brain literally works differently they get disappointed.
So i was joking around with a friend about the surprisingly active group of Arcade Gannon lovers...he then proceeded to uh say this (All below this cause multiple kinda big screenshots)
IT GOT WORSE THERES MORE
AND WORSE
HAD HORRIFIC art block for like a week an a half! I'm free of it finally!!!! Be prepared I have multiple ideas for my courier and Arcade!
When you tell people you have DID and they instantly say "like that Split movie." Im going fucking explode dude its nothing like that.
The vibes of my anxiety, hesitancy and apathy are slowly being converted into just straight "who gives a fuck" vibes and the explosive urge to live right now with my entire fucking being
Testosterone is great
Makes me uhhh not wanna die ig
i made an abomination
I told you guys I was working on the fic. This is the before and more like trying to get a better understanding of the two before I make the official one, so go crazy <3
Roach in Las Almas what will he do
My only true headcanon when I write John Walker is: he's a total bottom. Didn't realize it until after Bob walked into his life. Divorced guy loves taking it, often, and in as many positions as they can manage. Totally unapologetic about it too.