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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭___𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐤𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

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《 From Vik's point of view 》

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We were lying in her bed again. She was under the covers while I layed next to her, on top of the comforter. I yearned to lay with her under the warmth of the soft blanket as well. Most of all I yearned for her touch, feeling her gentle fingertips glaze over my skin.

Our conversation had drifted upon the subject of the future. Something that I was always slightly afraid of because I could never be sure what happens there. But she was afraid as well.

“To be completely honest I do not see myself living in London when I get older. I dream of having a house at home. But at the same time, I would want to keep in good contact with you and the others”

She spoke to me quietly. I could not call her ever mentioning anything of that sort. Part of me hoped that she trusted me more than others. After all, I was the only one who stayed over at her room during the night and whose room she would stay over at from time to time. 

“I do not even know where I would wanna get settled. It seems so far away you know”

I said truthfully. She looked at me and smiled, suddenly I felt the strength to conquer my uncertainty.

“Yeah, I get that. It's the same for me as well, the only thing I know is that I want to be able to go home and stay there one day.”

It was sad to see her long for her home when she was here, away from the place she missed. But it made me wonder, would I, maybe, be able to go home with her? And stay there as she said. 

Gosh, no no no, stop it! I screamed at myself in my head. We were just friends. I was only going to get hurt even more if I continued to entertain the thought of us being something else further on. My brain told me to stop, but my heart desired to keep on wishing. With chaos in my mind, I let out a sigh without noticing.

“Everything okay?”

Y/n asked me with a droplet of concern on her face. But I just shook my head. As we started to talk about a new film we both wanted to go see in the cinemas instead, a thought tortured me in the back of my mind.

What will happen when we move out of the Sidemen house in the future? When we do not live together anymore? Will she drift away from me or worst of all, return home and forget me?

Without acknowledging it she lightly laced her fingers with mine. After letting out a short gasp I weakly squeezed her hand that was now in mine. The small affection made my heart beat crazy and my chest sting. 

Squeezing my hand back she gifted me a blindingly bright smile that I could not bring myself to not mirror. Whatever would happen in the future would happen then, devastating or wonderful, all that really mattered was right now.

my y/n.

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Hope you liked this little drabble and that you have an enchanting day or night 🍂!!

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𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐤𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐧 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬___𝟖𝐭𝐡𝐒𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

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Mostly about the earlier years. Could also be viewed as romantic :>

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The first sidemen to actually meet you! Not gonna lie he only started a conversation because he thought you were pretty and you were playing Minecraft. But he is glad he did. At first, Vikk thought you were nice to talk to, you were just easy to have a nice conversation with (and he thought you were pretty and he was just a teenage boy-). He really liked playing Minecraft with you and felt even a bit jealous when you got on with the other Sidemen just as well as you did with him. But of course, you didn’t abandon nor forget your Minecraft buddy.

“I am just saying if it weren’t for me all of you wouldn’t have met y/n”

“Nah man, she was doing bits we would have met her at some point”

“But I invited her to play with us all!”

Whenever you thought JJ was going too rough on Vikk (but when is he not?), you would always say something in return. Not enough for him to start another diss track season just enough for him to shut up and remove Vikk from being the target once again. He always appreciated it and found your snappy comments dearly amusing.

When Vikk got obsessed with Pokemon Go you joined him in going around the city to find those lil shits. 

The fans loving it whenever Vikk and you make videos together.

And when the two of you get to be in the same team in a sidemen video.

'03:01 the happiness in both of their eyes when they realized that they're on the same team 🥲'

'istg y/nstar is the best sdmn ship'

'you know it's gonna be a good video when y/nstar have been put together'

During the time in the first Sidemen house, the two of you would have little sleepovers in his room. After a long day of recording, it was always lovely to simply lie down and relax together.

It would usually start with watching a tv show or a movie like for example Game of Thrones. and as the time got later you and Vikk would start just talking about anything. Childhood memories, stories about school, thoughts about the future, or any topic that came up.

Vikk never really talked about his problems, or things that worried him, he just kept it to himself all the time. He still does it which breaks your heart. But during these makeshift sleepovers, he would open up once in a blue moon. And on that rare occasion, he wouldn't bottle it all up.

But as the years passed you weren’t able to have those sleepovers anymore. Before he moved out of the second Sidemen house Vikk and you had your last sleepover. It was weird, something about it felt sentimental. It felt like the end of an era and in a way, it probably was. 

You adore him, there will always be a special place in your heart for Vikk. Seeing him grow into the man he is today warms your heart.

And just as you adore him, Vikk adores you as well. There is just something so unique about you, something that brings out the best in him. Something that makes enjoying himself so easy, almost completely effortless.

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Hope you liked these lil headcanons and that you have a joyous day or night <3 !!