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she likes a boy

pairing: f!reader x kim yooyeon

genre: angst.

warning: none

I stood in the corner of the gym, my heart aching at the sight in front of me. The girl i loved was laughing, her smile so bright and warm, and her eyes sparkling like stars in the night sky as he wrapped his arm around her waist. They looked good together—his hand rubbing her side comfortingly, her laughter mixed with his. Every look, every touch between them made me feel like I was being torn apart from the inside.

I clenched my jaw, my nails digging into my palms as my hands trembled. I had memorized every little detail in her smile, the sound of laughter was music to my ears, and the way her eyes lit up when she was happy made me happy with her. But now, her laughter, her smiles, and her happy expressions weren’t for me. Now, they’re all for him.

I hate it. I hate the way she looks at him so happy, how she goes to him for comfort, how she looks at him like he’s the only person in her world. 

I hate how much it hurts to see her with him. 

I want to look away from them, to escape the horrible ache in my chest at the sight, but I can’t. I yearned for her like a star falling from gravity’s embrace. 

And then, they walked away, his arm now on her shoulder and hers on his waist. I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. A dull ache settled in my chest, my love for her buried deep inside where no one could see.

I know that some loves aren’t meant to be. Some loves are to be carried in silence, in the darkest parts of the shadows, where no one can see the ache in my chest that will soon break. 

i can't be your love

pairing: zhou xinyu x f!reader

genre: short angst

warnings: none

“do you love her?”

nien crossed her arms over her chest while waiting for xinyu’s response. 

xinyu opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out. she just looked up at her best friend with teary eyes and nodded.  

nien sighed and wrapped her arms around xinyu, pulling the latter's head to her chest. 

“xinyu…” 

xinyu sobbed into nien’s shoulder, her hands balling the latter’s jacket into her fists. 

“i love her so much.”

nien held xinyu tightly, letting the girl's tears stain her jacket. “i know, i know.” she whispered in her ear, gently running her fingers through her charcoal locks. 

xinyu kept crying and it seemed like she wasn’t going to stop any time soon. 

unbeknownst to xinyu, y/n was standing right outside the door, unintentionally listening to nien comfort xinyu by whispering sweet nothings into her ear. 

y/n didn’t realize that tears had begun to fall down her cheeks until the lump in her throat had started to become unbearable. she let out a shaky breath and began to walk away quietly, the tears furiously streaming down her face.

she quietly mumbled, “i love you, too…”

she let out a shaky breath and began to walk away quietly, tears furiously streaming down her face.

maybe in another life, y/n wouldn’t be so afraid and let herself be in a relationship one last time.

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currently having very unholy thoughts about having a little fling with sohyun and catching feelings for her. at first you try to hide them but eventually you can’t help yourself and you confess. she turns you down, saying she’s not ready for a serious relationship and values her freedom. it of course shatters your heart at the time but you force yourself to move on

time skip to some months later and you’re both invited to the party of a mutual friend and you show up hand in hand with your new fling and she just feels a surge of anger ripple through her bones. all her friends notice the obvious shift in her mood, and even you do from all the way across the room feeling her eyes staring daggers at you and your oblivious lover.

thinking about jealous sohyun who finally gathers the nerve to make her way over to you, grabs you by the hand when your fling is preoccupied with dancing with their friends to the blaring music and pulls you into the bathroom, slamming and locking the door behind you. you open your mouth to protest and ask who exactly she thinks she is and what she’s doing but before you can one of her hands is on your chin as she pulls you in and attaches her pretty lips to yours. the breath is knocked out of you as you gasp at her boldness and she simply deepens the kiss.

jealous sohyun whose mind is racing as she helps you onto the bathroom counter pinching your thigh and kneels on the floor and lifts your skirt, a sly smile on her face as she maintains eye contact with you and mentions the embarrassing wet patch that is evident on your panties, teasing you about how you wanted this all along. insisting that you were purposely trying to make her jealous so that she’d pull you away and remind you who you belong to.

jealous sohyun who slips your panties off and tosses them to the side, taking two fingers to your cunt, pushing them in slowly and stroking your walls, letting your wetness collect on them before bringing her fingers to her mouth letting out a moan at your taste as you feel your cheeks begin to burn and your cunt clenches around nothing at the sound.

i swear she just has the perfect mouth for eating you out?? she delivers a few seductive kitten licks to your clit and sucks ever so softly and next thing you know she’s devouring you like a woman starved and all you can do is tangle your fingers in her thick hair biting back your moans as she delves deeper into your heat. licking, biting, and squeezing at your plush thighs and occasionally leaving kisses on your soft stomach before returning to her original task of sending you over the edge.

involuntarily bucking your hips and pushing the back of her head deeper into you as you feel your orgasm approaching, completely forgetting your former embarrassment and letting your sinful whines fall from your lips as you chant her name which only encourages her to pick up her pace as you stutter out that you’re almost there.

“please please please” you beg pathetically, barely even making a full sound, your voice just breathlessly scattered as your eyes widen and you sinfully open your legs wider to grant her better access as your body tingles and is overcome with toe curling pleasure

hi um idk why this got so long bc it definitely wasn’t supposed to and it’s my first time ever writing something like this so i’m not entirely mad, but i’m so sorry for being terrible at writing smut / explaining thoughts !! anyways i want sohyun so bad it’s not even funny anymore . . .