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๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

๐˜๐˜–๐˜ž ๐˜๐˜› ๐˜Š๐˜ˆ๐˜”๐˜Œ ๐˜›๐˜– ๐˜‰๐˜Œ

๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

๐˜Ž๐˜๐˜™๐˜“๐˜๐˜™๐˜๐˜Œ๐˜•๐˜‹!๐˜š๐˜Œ๐˜๐˜๐˜’๐˜ˆ ๐˜Ÿ ๐˜ ๐˜–๐˜œ๐˜•๐˜Ž๐˜Œ๐˜™!๐˜”๐˜Š

๐˜Š๐˜ž: ๐˜ˆ๐˜•๐˜Ž๐˜š๐˜›, ๐˜Š๐˜๐˜๐˜“๐˜‹ ๐˜•๐˜Œ๐˜Ž๐˜“๐˜Œ๐˜Š๐˜›, ๐˜๐˜–๐˜š๐˜—๐˜๐˜›๐˜ˆ๐˜“ ๐˜๐˜๐˜š๐˜๐˜›๐˜š, ๐˜”๐˜–๐˜™๐˜Œ ๐˜ˆ๐˜•๐˜Ž๐˜š๐˜›, ๐˜๐˜•๐˜ˆ๐˜Š๐˜Š๐˜œ๐˜™๐˜ˆ๐˜›๐˜Œ ๐˜“๐˜Œ๐˜Ž๐˜ˆ๐˜“ ๐˜ˆ๐˜•๐˜‹ ๐˜”๐˜Œ๐˜‹๐˜๐˜Š๐˜ˆ๐˜“ ๐˜—๐˜™๐˜–๐˜Š๐˜Œ๐˜š๐˜š๐˜Œ๐˜š, ๐˜š๐˜Œ๐˜๐˜๐˜’๐˜ˆ ๐˜๐˜š 35, ๐˜”๐˜Š ๐˜๐˜š 26, ๐˜๐˜๐˜’๐˜ˆ'๐˜š ๐˜—๐˜™๐˜–๐˜š๐˜›๐˜๐˜Œ๐˜›๐˜๐˜Š ๐˜๐˜š๐˜•'๐˜› ๐˜ˆ๐˜š ๐˜Š๐˜–๐˜–๐˜“ ๐˜ˆ๐˜š ๐˜Š๐˜ˆ๐˜•๐˜–๐˜•

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๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

around nine oโ€™clock, she woke up from an impromptu nap. the first thing she did was check her phone. there wasnโ€™t much but a text from her sister two hours ago.

hey, can you come over when youโ€™re free and watch noah for me? iโ€™m going out for the night.

she tried calling her sister to see if she still needed to come over but got no response.

odd.

ten minutes later, she was out the door. promptly sending her girlfriend a text letting her know she probably wouldnโ€™t be home until morning, she set off to see her nephew.

the drive was short. the whole way there, she wondered why her sister didnโ€™t answer the phone. had she already left? if so, did she have someone else to watch noah? if she did, why didnโ€™t she say something?

as she pulled onto her sisterโ€™s street, she was able to see the police cars and the ambulance in her sisterโ€™s driveway.

as she came to an abrupt stop in front of her sisterโ€™s house, she all but jumped out of her car and ran towards the paramedic carrying her crying nephew.

noah spotted his aunt from where he cried in the manโ€™s arms, his own reached out for her.

the paramedics turned to her as she approached them, stretching an arm out to prevent her from getting any closer.

โ€œare you his mother?โ€ one of them asked.

she had to talk over the crying boy she desperately wanted to console. she explained that she was his aunt, and that her sister had asked her a few hours to come over to watch him, but she was asleep and unable to see the message.

โ€œweโ€™ve been trying to calm him down so he could talk to us, but heโ€™s been inconsolable.โ€

โ€œhe doesnโ€™t talk much anyways. my sister was supposed to ask if heโ€™s having, ya know, developmental problems, but she keeps pushing the appointment back. whatโ€™s wrong? where are you taking him?โ€

โ€œheโ€™s dehydrated, likely underfed, lord knows what else. we need to get him to the hospital.โ€

her heart dropped as she climbed onto the gurney, arms reached out to take hold of her nephew. once he was in her arms, he gripped onto her shirt tightly and continued to cry in her ear.

โ€œoh, i know, baby. you must be so scared. everythingโ€™s gonna be okay, i promise. whereโ€™s your mama, huh?โ€

๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

sevika looked down at her phone as it rang.

22:47๏ฟผ

Honey

she put down the cloth she was using to clean her prosthetic and picked up her phone to answer the incoming call.

โ€œhello?โ€

โ€œhey, you home?โ€

sevika could hear the upset in her loverโ€™s voice, and she didnโ€™t like it one bit.

โ€œyep. sitting here, missing you. you okay?โ€

there was a beat of silence before sniffles came from the other end of the line.

โ€œwhatโ€™s wrong, baby? are you hurt? is noah?โ€

โ€œitโ€™s noahโ€ฆ they- theyโ€™re keeping him overnight, vika.โ€

โ€œwho, honey?โ€

โ€œthe hospital. the hospitalโ€™s keeping him and i donโ€™t know where the hell my sister is and i donโ€™t have anything! he doesnโ€™t have his blanket, or- or his rat, or his pacifier! and heโ€™s been so upset so i canโ€™t leave him by himself-โ€

โ€œwhat do you need me to do?โ€ sevika, as she moved to put shoes on, spoke with a firm voice. it wasnโ€™t too often that her girlfriend needed a rock to lean on, but on the occasion that she did, sevika always came through.

โ€œum, could you go to my sisterโ€™s and get some of his things? i donโ€™t know if police are still there, but i donโ€™t want you to have to come here to get my keys and then go there just to come back here.โ€

โ€œyou donโ€™t need to worry about that. iโ€™ll take care of everything. you just sit tight with noah, okay?โ€

โ€œi appreciate you so much, vika. thank you.โ€

โ€œno need. you know iโ€™m always here for anything you need. just make sure you take care of yourself for me.โ€

โ€œi will. i love you so much, sevika.โ€

โ€œlove you too, honey.โ€

๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

it was well after midnight when sevika walked into the hospital room after getting some of noahโ€™s things. the halls were mostly empty as she walked through the pediatric unit with one of her duffle bags over her left shoulder and noahโ€™s diaper bag on her right.

as she quietly entered noahโ€™s room, her eyes naturally shifted to the bed where the boy and his aunt laid sleeping.

sevika walked through the room, sitting the bags at the foot of the bed before moving the chair near the window. as she slouched into it, she heard movement coming from the bed.

โ€œyouโ€™re back.โ€

the woman laying down spoke softly, her voice raspy with emotion.

โ€œyeah. i got his blanket, a few pair of pajamas, some soft pants, a couple t-shirts, some socks. grabbed a few pacifiers, too.โ€

โ€œwhat about-โ€œ

โ€œyes, i got the funny looking rat. i donโ€™t know why he loves that thing so much,โ€ sevika mumbled the last bit to herself. a laugh sounded from the other side of the room.

โ€œbecause you got it for him, sevi. and he loves everything that has to do with you.โ€

โ€œyeah, yeah.โ€

sevika watched as her girlfriend ran her fingers through the curls on noahโ€™s head. there was so much love and concern in her eyes as she looked down at her nephew.

โ€œhow is he?โ€ sevika asked gently. it took a before she got a response.

โ€œas well as he can be. this is the longest heโ€™s been asleep. he keeps waking up upset about the iv. kept trying to take it out, and then heโ€™d cry when i wouldnโ€™t let him. i felt so bad.โ€

โ€œyou shouldnโ€™t feel bad about that, honey. he needs the iv,โ€ sevika tried to offer comfort.

โ€œya know the doctors said there was absolutely no food in his stomach? and- and the police said the neighbor told them she hadnโ€™t seen my sister in days. multiple. she just left home by himself. a two year old, vika. i just talked to her yesterday! how could he be completely alone, helpless for days and his mom isnโ€™t somewhere dead? iโ€™m literally a phone call, a text, a fucking email away! heโ€™s- heโ€™s just a baby.โ€

sevika stood from her seated position and moved to console the woman whoโ€™d began to tear up.

โ€œweโ€™re gonna make sure heโ€™s okay, honey, i promise. and when we find your sister, weโ€™re gonna get some answers.โ€

๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

it was on day two of noahโ€™s hospital stay that two police officers and a social worker showed up to the boyโ€™s room.

the policemen to let the women know noahโ€™s mom had been found (in a restaurant trash enclosure of all places) and was being charged with child neglect, child abuse, and drug possession.

the social worker to tell them noah was officially a ward of the state as his mother was unfit and his father was unwilling.

โ€œso what do we need to do?โ€

โ€œwell, seeing as he has family nearby, we usually check to see if thereโ€™s someone willing and appropriate to be the legal guardian before-โ€

โ€œyes. yes, iโ€™m willing. whatever i need to do, iโ€™ll do it.โ€

after ten days in the hospital, noah was discharged. sevika got the boy changed out of his hospital attire and into some of the clothes she packed for him.

as they exited the hospital, sevika noticed how quiet her partner was. it wasnโ€™t until they reached their apartment that she found out why.

โ€œtalk to me, mama. whatโ€™s going on in that head of yours?โ€

โ€œโ€ฆ you know that evaluation they did on him?โ€

the pair were perched on the couch. noah sat on the floor in front of them gripping his blanket firmly in one hand, his stuffed rat in the other.

โ€œyeah. all the tests and shit. what about it?โ€

โ€œwellโ€ฆ i looked at the paperwork todayโ€ฆโ€

โ€œwhatโ€™d it say?โ€

the woman sighed heavily before continuing.

โ€œwell for starters, he was born prematurely with neonatal abstinence syndrome and fetal alcohol sydrome. they think thatโ€™s why his development is so off. they also think heโ€™s gonna develop some kind of anxiety after all this and suggest some kind of animal companion.โ€

โ€œwhat, like a service dog?โ€ sevika questioned. if it was whatโ€™s best for the little guy, sheโ€™d do it. but the thought of a mut tearing all her furniture up was not a happy one. her girlfriend nodded.

โ€œhm. okay. iโ€™ll look into it. now what else is there? because i can see it in your face; thereโ€™s something you arenโ€™t telling me.โ€

โ€œโ€ฆ nonverbal autism.โ€

sevika was speechless for a minute.

โ€œthey think he might have it?โ€ her voice was low as she asked the question.

โ€œthey know he has it. vika, how could he have been suffering all this time and i didnโ€™t know?โ€

sevika brought the woman closer with her right arm as her emotions welled up.

โ€œnone of this is on you in any way, alright? up until now, you didnโ€™t have any legal obligation to know any of this stuff. now that we know, weโ€™ll make sure heโ€™s taken care of. heโ€™ll be okay.โ€

as if the boy new they were talking about him, noah turned around and looked at the adults on the couch. his eyes were wide and the pacifier in his mouth bobbed up and down as he suckled on it.

his aunt smiled softly as she reached down to lift him up and place him in her lap.

โ€œwhat are you looking at, huh, baby?โ€ she smiled at the little boy in her arms. instead of verbally responding, noah cocked his head to side ever so slightly and laughed at her. her smile widened.

sevika watched the interaction take place before leaning in and pressing her lips to the side of her loverโ€™s temple. a pressure on her prosthetic pointer finger pulled her attention away.

she watched as noah squeezed the metal appendage and only intervened when he took out his pacifier and moved to replace it with the finger in his hand.

โ€œthatโ€™s gonna be a no, little man,โ€ sevika gently pulled her hand from him. the boy pouted at her in return and laid down on his auntโ€™s chest.

yeah. heโ€™s gonna be just fine.

๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

๐˜๐˜Œ๐˜“๐˜— ๐˜ ๐˜‹๐˜–๐˜•'๐˜› ๐˜’๐˜•๐˜–๐˜ž ๐˜ž๐˜๐˜ˆ๐˜› ๐˜›๐˜– ๐˜Š๐˜ˆ๐˜“๐˜“ ๐˜๐˜๐˜’๐˜ˆ'๐˜š ๐˜Ž๐˜๐˜™๐˜“๐˜๐˜™๐˜๐˜Œ๐˜•๐˜‹. ๐˜ช ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ "๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ" ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ. ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ "๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ?" ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ? ๐˜ช ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ. ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ? ๐˜ช ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ฉ. ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ'๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ป๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ช ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ข ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ช๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜ช ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ. ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ช๐˜ช๐˜ช (โ‰งโˆ‡โ‰ฆ)/

โ€” ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜บ๐˜ข

๐‘ด๐‘จ๐‘ด๐‘จ || ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ

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1 week ago

fanfic is crazy af, so youโ€™re telling me Sevikaโ€™s really a character from Arcane and not some hot cowboy who falls for me? like, Iโ€™m just a city girl running away to the country for who-knows-what, and suddenly weโ€™re rivals, thereโ€™s all this tension, and then we end up loving (and loving on) each other till sunrise.


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4 weeks ago
Silvia

Silvia

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Last Sunday was Motherโ€™s Day in my country, and I havenโ€™t been able to stop thinking about your first Motherโ€™s Day as Sevikaโ€™s wife. The smell of coffee and freshly baked bread wakes you before your daughterโ€™s cries do, which is unusual. The little one has had a set routine since she was born: she wakes up early for you to feed her, then goes back to sleep until sheโ€™s hungry again. You blink slowly, your body heavy with the accumulated exhaustion of interrupted nights, and reach out to the side of the bed where Sevika sleeps, only to find her gone, which makes you frown, though the aroma in the air tells you exactly where she is.

When you finally sit up in bed, you see her coming into the room with a tray in her hands. This time, her expression isnโ€™t tough at all; itโ€™s a strange mix of pride and shyness. Her steps are heavy but careful, her breathing deep and controlled, trying to be as quiet as possible so she doesnโ€™t wake you. Sheโ€™s so focused on not making a sound that she doesnโ€™t notice your eyes are already open, watching her with a sweet smile.

โ€œGood morning, beautiful,โ€ she says when she finally looks up, her voice low and husky, as if sheโ€™s afraid to break the moment. โ€œHappy first Motherโ€™s Day.โ€

On the tray: golden toast, perfectly scrambled eggs, hot coffee, and a small plate of fruit. Next to it, a little black velvet box.

โ€œSevikaโ€ฆโ€ you whisper, with a smile you didnโ€™t even know you could make so early in the morning.

She sets the tray on your lap, sits at the edge of the bed, and opens the little box for you. Inside, thereโ€™s a silver necklace. On the pendant, a tiny inscription:

โ€œThe best of me, I share with you.โ€

You open the locket and see a tiny photo: you, Sevika, and Silvie, your daughter, on the couch. It was taken a few months ago, days after you were discharged from the hospital after giving birth. In the photo, the baby is resting in Sevikaโ€™s arms. Sheโ€™s looking at the camera with a shy smile, as if sheโ€™s learning how to smile again after so long and, in a way, she is.

โ€œI love you,โ€ is all you can manage in that moment, you donโ€™t know how to say more with so few words. โ€œHappy first Motherโ€™s Day to you too, love. Watching you be a mother is one of the greatest privileges of my life.โ€

Sevika, uncomfortable with so much affection all at once, clears her throat and leans in to kiss your forehead. Her hands reach for your face, holding it gently, caressing your cheeks as her lips travel slowly over your forehead, nose, chin, and finally end with a soft kiss on your lips. She doesnโ€™t respond to your congratulations. Ever since you decided to have Silvie, Sevika has insisted that youโ€™re the mother, after all, you carried her for nine months, you breastfeed her, and so on. You keep disagreeing, the girl has Sevikaโ€™s face, her gray eyes, thick black hair, and even though sheโ€™s only five months old, she already makes the same grumpy face as your wife. As she pulls away, Sevika hands you the coffee, as if that balances out the emotion of the moment.

โ€œI have to go,โ€ she murmurs, stroking your hair, trying to comb it gently with her fingers. โ€œGet some rest, okay? I already fed the little one, so she wonโ€™t wake up for a while.โ€

Before you can answer, she keeps talking: โ€œI know your mom is coming for lunch this afternoon, so relax. Breakfast is already done, and I doubt my lovely mother-in-law will let you cook. We both know she still thinks youโ€™re too weak from giving birth, even though Silvieโ€™s teeth are already starting to come in.โ€

You smile at her words and canโ€™t help but sigh as you watch her leave for work, not without first giving the baby sleeping in the crib beside your bed a gentle kiss on the head. In the afternoon, the house is filled with Silvieโ€™s laughter as she plays on your motherโ€™s lap. Silvie babbles sweetly, responding to whatever her grandmother says as if she truly understands. You, on the other hand, are sitting in front of them, absent-mindedly playing with your fingers without even realizing it.

โ€œIs something wrong, honey?โ€ your mother asks, her eyes on you, and you recognize that look that cuts through silences.

You look up, your eyes shining.

โ€œItโ€™s Motherโ€™s Day and Iโ€ฆโ€ you pause. โ€œI feel like Iโ€™m celebrating it alone.โ€

โ€œAlone? But Silvie is with you, and Sevika too, right?โ€

โ€œYes, but Sevika doesnโ€™t consider herself a mom,โ€ you reply, lowering your gaze. โ€œShe says that since she didnโ€™t carry her, since she didnโ€™t give birth itโ€™s not the same. That she just supported me. Butโ€ฆ I see her with Silvie, she takes care of her, sings to her, changes her diaper and still, she doesnโ€™t feel like sheโ€™s part of this.โ€

Your mother stays silent for a few seconds. Then she leans in and strokes your hand. โ€œDo you know what your grandmother used to do when I didnโ€™t feel like I fit in as a mother? She reminded me that being a mother isnโ€™t just about giving birth. Itโ€™s about staying when things are hard, about loving unconditionally. Maybe your wife just needs someone to tell her that. For you to tell her.โ€

You purse your lips, thoughtful. โ€œAnd what if she doesnโ€™t believe me?โ€

โ€œThen donโ€™t just tell her. Make her feel it. Write her a letter, or give her something that carries the weight of what she means to you and to her daughter. Sometimes, what doesnโ€™t go in through the ears goes straight to the heart.โ€

When Sevika comes home that night, sheโ€™s tired, her mechanical arm moving slower than usual. But when she walks in and sees the table decorated with flowers, a homemade dinner, and you holding Silvie in your arms, the tension in her shoulders melts away. After your conversation with your mother, you decided to do everything you could to make your wife understand how important she is to you and to your little girl. After making dinner, you dressed Silvie in a blue dress and did her hair in two little pigtails, which took forever, since she doesnโ€™t like having her hair done. When you finished with her, you found a sundress in your closet that matched your daughterโ€™s, putting in the effort to look nice for your wife.

โ€œWhatโ€™s all this?โ€ she asks, raising an eyebrow.

โ€œMy Motherโ€™s Day gift for you,โ€ you reply, showing her a sheet of paper folded in thirds: a handwritten letter from you, with a tiny handprint from Silvie at the end. Sevika takes it, but doesnโ€™t pay much attention for now. Her eyes are fixed on you, on your nervous smile, unsure how sheโ€™ll react to the surprise, on the way the dress highlights every part of your body she knows by heart. Without saying a word, she comes closer, her hands finding your hips and caressing them with a mix of tenderness and possessiveness, squeezing them lightly as she speaks:

โ€œYou look beautiful, love. I canโ€™t believe you did all this for me.โ€

You smile and lean in for a quick kiss on the lips. As you try to pull away, Sevika pulls you back and traps you in a more passionate kiss, her lips moving against yours with such need that you forget everything around you, until Silvie, seeing her moms sharing all the love between them, complains, whining and reaching out for Sevika to pick her up.

โ€œMama,โ€ she demands, opening and closing her hands to get her other momโ€™s attention.

Sevika smiles and takes her from your arms, giving her a gentle kiss on the forehead. โ€œHey, princess, did you miss me?โ€

Silvie just smiles, her little hands reaching for Sevikaโ€™s face, touching her scar as if itโ€™s a special game just for her. You let her catch up with her baby, but impatience eats at you.

โ€œOpen the letter,โ€ you insist with a smile, unable to hold back any longer.

Sevika chuckles, finding your restlessness amusing. Then, with Silvie in her arms, she opens the letter, trying not to crumple it. She reads it in silence, says nothing for long seconds, but you see a small tear escape, betraying her. She wipes it away quickly. Then she lowers the letter and looks at you, her eyes shining, jaw tight as if holding herself together is her way of loving.

โ€œLove,โ€ she starts, but her voice breaks. She sighs, searching for a way to organize her feelings. โ€œAre you too tired? I want to introduce you to someone very important to me. Letโ€™s go see her, come with me.โ€ Her words come out in a rush, almost unintelligible. You blink several times, trying to process what she just said.

โ€œGo where?โ€

โ€œTo see her. My mother.โ€

Zaunโ€™s cemetery rests hidden among smoking factories and poisoned canals. There are no flowers or prayers, just scraps of metal marking anonymous graves. Itโ€™s a chilling place, where the dead donโ€™t rest, they simply stop getting in the way. But none of that bothers you, youโ€™re focused on whatโ€™s happening right now: itโ€™s the first time Sevika has ever spoken to you about her mother. The grave is simple, marked by a plaque worn down by time.

Sevika kneels. You stay close. Silvie rests in Sevikaโ€™s arms, and the baby seems to understand her motherโ€™s pain, her sadness, because since Sevika picked her up at home, she hasnโ€™t wanted to let go, lying on her shoulder, sucking her pacifier, eyes wide open, staring at the grave.

โ€œSheโ€ฆ was strong. Much stronger than me,โ€ the words come out broken. โ€œMama.โ€ Her voice cracks. Looking at her, you donโ€™t see Sevika, the woman everyone fears, you see a little girl, defenseless, alone. โ€œI never said goodbye. But if you can see me now, I know youโ€™d understand why Iโ€™m fighting.โ€

She pauses for a long time, stroking the edge of the grave with her metal fingers, as if afraid to break it.

โ€œThis is my wife, Mom. Sheโ€™s my family now,โ€ she continues, pointing at you. โ€œAnd this,โ€ she adds, looking at Silvie, โ€œis the beginning of something better.โ€ Sevika smiles sadly. โ€œShe has your name, Momโ€”Silvia. But we call her Silvie, because sheโ€™s so little.โ€

You kneel beside her., taking her hand. You feel her tremble.

โ€œThank you for bringing me,โ€ you whisper.

โ€œThank you for making me a mom,โ€ Sevika replies, without looking at you. But she squeezes your hand as if sheโ€™ll never let go.

That night, under Zaunโ€™s polluted sky, Sevika cries. You hold her. And Silvie, after spending the whole day with her mothers and grandmothers, sleeps. In that scarred corner of the world, something new is born. Something strong.

Something Sevika only knows from women like her mother. Like you.

โ‹†๏ฝกโ€งหšสšโ™กษžหšโ€ง๏ฝกโ‹†


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2 months ago
Don't Cry, My Love...

Don't cry, my love...

Sevika wasnโ€™t the kind of person who showed many emotions. Since the moment you met her, her toughness had always been part of her charmโ€”her firm, almost intimidating presence. But ever since the two of you started building a family, everything had changed, even if she tried to hide it at times.

It was a quiet afternoon at home. The soft light of sunset filtered through the curtains, bathing the living room in golden hues. The sound of your wifeโ€™s gentle laughter and the soft tapping of tiny feet filled the air. Your baby girl, Silvie, was only eight months old, but she was already beginning to show her personality, and like any baby at that stage, she was exploring her world.

Sevika was sitting on the couch, watching her daughter with a mix of tenderness and focus. She was used to the strength her job demanded, to the harshness of her daily routine, but that little smileโ€”those bright, curious eyes of Silvieโ€”had the power to make her melt like a piece of chocolate in the sun.

You, her wife, were in the kitchen, finishing up a snack for the family. The smell of freshly baked cookies filled the air, but what truly caught your attention was the cheerful laughter of your baby and the soft words Sevika whispered as they played together on the couch. โ€œSilvie, whereโ€™s your favorite toy?โ€ Sevika said, lifting a small rattle with a smile. Silvie, with her big curious eyes, reached out for the toy, but something on the floor caught her attention insteadโ€”a small piece of metal, a screw that had fallen from somewhere and now dangerously lay within her reach.

It wasnโ€™t the first time the little one grabbed something she shouldnโ€™t have, and although Sevika was always vigilant, there was no way to prevent her daughter from getting curious about the wrong things from time to time. With swift movements, Sevika took the piece from the babyโ€™s hands. โ€œNo, no, no, princess!โ€ she said, her voice soft but firm, as she moved the screw out of reach. โ€œThatโ€™s not for you, sweetheart.โ€ Silvie, surprised by the sudden change, began to let out a soft cry, almost as if she didnโ€™t understand what had just happened. But as soon as she realized something important had been taken away, her crying intensified, turning into an inconsolable wail.

Seeing the shift in her daughterโ€™s expression, Sevika couldnโ€™t help but blush, even though she tried to keep her composure. โ€œOh no, donโ€™t cry, my love.โ€ Her voice softened instantly. โ€œItโ€™s just because itโ€™s dangerous, right?โ€ She looked at her tenderly, trying to soothe her, but the baby kept crying, staring at the screw just out of reach.

โ€œYouโ€™re going to make mama cry, huh?โ€ she said with a soft laugh. Sevika blushed even more as she saw the child crying louder, tears running down her cheeks. From the kitchen, you heard the little sob and quickly approached, setting the cookies aside. Seeing the scene, your expression softened, and a tender smile appeared on your face. โ€œWhatโ€™s going on here?โ€ you asked gently, coming closer to take Silvie into your arms.

Sevika, who had been trying to comfort her daughter, turned toward you with a mixture of desperation and love. โ€œIโ€™ll let you take herโ€”sheโ€™s being a bit stubborn,โ€ she said, passing the crying infant into your arms. โ€œShhh, itโ€™s okay, my love,โ€ you whispered, trying to soothe her.

But the baby didnโ€™t want to calm down. She kept looking at Sevika with those big teary eyes. The woman who was once a pillar of strength now seemed helpless, her expression showing just how much it hurt to see her daughter so upset.

Sevika slowly walked toward you, still holding the metal piece in her hand, and leaned in to gently caress the babyโ€™s cheek. But Silvie, still inconsolable, continued to cry. You watched them both, seeing how Sevika was trying to calm her despite not quite knowing how to handle these moments. The baby lifted her head from your shoulder, looked directly at her mother, and then, in a sudden wave of emotion, did something neither of you expected:

She pouted.

It was subtle at first, like she didnโ€™t quite understand the importance of what she was doing, but when the corners of her mouth curved downward, Sevika froze. The babyโ€™s eyes, full of pure innocence, looked at her as if asking for an explanation. In that moment, with that tiny pout, Sevika felt something she had never experienced beforeโ€”a feeling of absolute vulnerability. The strength she had always carried seemed to dissolve in an instant. She looked at the baby, then at you, and everything inside her melted, as if the force of that small gesture could tear down any wall she had ever built.

โ€œSee? Look what you did,โ€ you whispered with a tender smile, tinged with playful teasing. Sevika didnโ€™t know how to react.

โ€œWhat? I didnโ€™t do anythingโ€ฆโ€ she frowned, but without conviction. It was clear that, in that moment, she felt defeated by a simple pout.

The baby, seeing that Sevika wasnโ€™t reacting as she hoped, began to cry again. Not loud crying, but soft, heartbreaking sobs. Sevika couldnโ€™t hold back anymore, and with a sigh, she stepped closer to you, arms open for her daughter.

โ€œCome on, baby,โ€ she said, her voice rough but full of affection, โ€œcome to mama.โ€ The baby, hearing the soft tone of her motherโ€™s voice, stopped crying almost instantly, though the pout still lingered on her little face. Sevika held her in her arms, feeling her daughter cling to her as if nothing else in the world mattered.

In the distance, the living room clock marked the passing minutes, but for you, Sevika, and Silvie, those moments felt eternalโ€”filled with tenderness, laughter, and a vast, immeasurable love. The baby had discovered, in the most innocent way, the power she held over both of youโ€”the power of a simple pout that could bring even the strongest to their knees.

โ€œYou know what, love?โ€ you said with a smile, looking at the baby in her arms. โ€œI think our daughter just learned how to completely melt us.โ€

Sevika smiled, gently rocking the baby in her strong arms. Silvie was her exact replicaโ€”dark skin, thick black hair, gray eyes that could melt anyoneโ€™s heart, especially yours. Her face mirrored Sevikaโ€™s, but that innocent, pleading pout sheโ€™d now use to get what she wanted reminded Sevika of you. It made her smile sweetly, an unusual expression for herโ€”but one Silvie had managed to draw out countless times since the day she was born. This was her daughter, a reflection of both of you and of the love you shared. The sum of so many good and bad moments, of sleepless nights and days when hope was the only thing you two had left. Silvie and you were her home, and Sevika would do anything to protect you.

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4 months ago
Iโ€™ll Always Be Here...

Iโ€™ll always be here...

The soft light from the apartment filtered through the curtains, creating a gentle, almost cozy atmosphere, as if the outside world had been left beyond its reach. The rain fell softly over the city, but in the small refuge where you lived with Sevika, only the sound of the water and the occasional tapping of a raindrop against the window accompanied the silence that had settled over the place.

Sevika sat at the edge of the bed, her face reflecting fatigue and frustration. The new mechanic arm, replacing the one she had lost, was still wrapped in bandagesโ€”a mix of cables and metal that didnโ€™t quite feel like her own. The smell of antiseptic filled the air, but Sevika didnโ€™t notice. She could only think about what had just happened.

You had finished your shift at "The Last Drop," and although the place was still bustling with activity, all you wanted now was to be with her. As you entered the apartment, you felt the weight of what had happened heavier than it appeared at first glance.

You approached her quietly and knelt in front of Sevika. Your eyes met, and for a moment, words werenโ€™t needed. You gently stroked her face, noticing the tension in her jaw. Sevika pulled away slightly, as if the simple gesture of affection made her feel vulnerable. "How are you feeling?" you asked, your voice soft but full of concern.

She sighed, looking at her prosthetic arm, her expression full of irritation and rejection. "I canโ€™t stand it... Itโ€™s not the same. I donโ€™t know how to do things with this. Everything feels... clumsy." Sevika's usually harsh tone sounded more broken than usual.

You sat beside her, drawing closer, wrapping an arm around her waist in a gesture of comfort. "You donโ€™t have to do it all alone, Sevika. Iโ€™m here." You whispered, your hand slowly tracing her back, trying to calm her.

Sevika closed her eyes, feeling a wave of emotion she couldnโ€™t contain. It was hard for herโ€”not just losing something so vital, but also depending on someone. Her image of strength had always been built on her independence. Now, she was at a point where even the simplest tasks, like showering or getting dressed, felt like challenges.

"I donโ€™t want you to see me like this... I need to be strong, like always..." her voice cracked, a slight tremor betraying her. You looked at her with compassion, gently touching her cheek.

"You are strong, love. You donโ€™t have to prove it all the time. And thereโ€™s no shame in accepting help." you smiled sweetly, though your eyes shone with the sincerity of your love.

Sevika sighed, something in her chest loosening as she heard those words. The warmth of your embrace enveloped her, and for the first time since the accident, she allowed herself to relax. You helped her get up, guiding her toward the bathroom.

The process of showering became a different experience. You helped her balance, using the new prosthetic, while Sevika tried not to lose her patience. It was difficultโ€”it felt like she was starting over, as if everything she knew about herself was changing. But with your presence nearby, things seemed a little more bearable.

When you were done, you gently dried her hair, noticing the small imperfections and scars Sevika tried to hide. Then, you helped her put on clothes, carefully adjusting her shirt to avoid hurting her.

"Itโ€™s not so hard, see?" you said, winking at her as you gently stroked the arm that was still not used to moving with ease. Sevika looked at you with a faint smile, her gaze filled with gratitude. Although she felt vulnerable, the closeness of your presence gave her a sense of peace she hadnโ€™t experienced before.

Finally, when you both sat on the couch, Sevika rested her head in your lap. The rain continued to fall, but in that moment, everything seemed calmer. You ran your fingers through her hair, every movement full of affection, while Sevika, for the first time in a long while, allowed someone to take care of her.

"Thank you..." Sevika murmured, her voice softer than you had ever heard it.

You smiled and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. "You donโ€™t have to thank me, love. Iโ€™ll always be here."

Sevika lifted her gaze, searching your eyes, and for a moment, the world seemed to stop. With a sideways smile and a gaze full of mischief, Sevika hugged you tightly, brushing her lips against yours in a kiss that left no room for doubt.

"I love you.... And I promise I wonโ€™t waste your time with this new version of me." she whispered, with a touch of challenge but also with the softness of vulnerability that only you could see.

Smiling, you caressed her face, sliding your hand to her neck with a gentle pressure. "All I want, Sevika, is for you to be okay. And it doesnโ€™t matter what version of you that is. Iโ€™m with you, always."

The kiss continued, deeper this time, full of promises, affection, and a love that transcended any obstacle, even the most physical. While the storm outside the apartment raged on, within those walls, Sevika and you found a calm and comfort that could only be found in each otherโ€™s embrace.

โ‹†๏ฝกโ€งหšสšโ™กษžหšโ€ง๏ฝกโ‹†


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