Pity - Blog Posts

hades-in-a-handbag

5 years ago

I fell headfirst into your eyes. Walking deep into your soul. Forgetting where I'd been before.

Now i’m so lost in you I don’t know if I’ll be able to find my way out.

Clawing at your seams, desperate for freedom.

Trapped am I in the lilt of your voice; the tilt of your head. The sad way you look at me.

I’m not sure if I’ll ever be rid of you; or if I even could

‼️Dead bird warning‼️

Today wandered the street when i saw a dead bird in the middle of it. It made me feel sorrow and pity, and seeing ants crawling on it’s head bothered me in a weird way.

I decided to take the bird to lay beneath a nearby tree, instead of being stepped on by walkers or eaten by dogs or street cats.

Holding it’s soft motionless body, making sure it’s head doesn’t falls back and giving it a proper burial made me feel better with myself.

I also thought about how one day i’ll be that bird, laying lifeless to rot, with people looking down at me, pitying me. How i need to make a change, to take my goals more seriously and approach situations differently.

So when the day comes and i’m that dead bird, people won’t feel pity and sorrow when they look down at me.

I guess i got my little “Disney princess- Main character moment” and i felt special and smart(๑´ㅂ`๑)

Here is a picture of the bird before i buried it: