!THE BREATH HOLD VIDEO I’VE BEEN GETTING THAT REQUEST FOR!
Here you go!! Instead of just holding my nose and mouth closed after I ran out of air, I did this. I couldn’t hold my breath for long - my lungs suck. Wanted to do a little heart torture with the breath holding. And wanted to do it sitting and arching my back to get a better reaction from my ticker.
There’s NO AUDIO EDITING in this video. I wanted you to experience the whole thing! So if there is movement, you’ve been warned that those segments have NOT been muted.
(I am totally 100% fine, by the way, no worries!)
I know you guys have all been waiting for this.
It's the urgent need to place it at mitral, for me 🥰
My discord is now fully accessible!!
New features :
- no activity check ups anymore
- no kicking (max banning)
I want my sever be more Uh.. Known and able for everyone! 💕
Future plans for this year's are :
- Work on Laila's pngtuber
- Stream more often after my visa is finished
- Receiving heart rate monitor 💕
- Streaming while I play or draw with the heart rate monitor! (gonna be so much fun).
- Get proper microphone so I can do live heartbeat sharings.
- Create Laila's lore comic.
Thank you for reading and have a nice day pookies! Love you all! 💕
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Imagining having a zombie gf so u could just go inside them and touch their heart ♥, let's use fantasy that it's still beating one 💓
An older picture, but makes me think about being forced to take round after round of shocks until my poor little heart simply can't take any more...
.... and then the aed pads and the bra are cast to one side as my torturer gets to work on my chest, his bare hands and brute force keeping my heart pumping....
(And hopefully the panties will be cast to one side too, giving easy access to a good fucking whilst I'm in cardiac arrest.... I'm sure I'd be wet even in the absence of a heartbeat.... 😈)
SFM Heart Attack
Something I whipped up in Source Film Maker and Blender over the past few days. It's basic, there's no sound, and its a bit rough but I hope you enjoy.
Credits
Carmelita Fox model is made by Pacgama on Garry's Mod Workshop, I just imported it to SFM and edited the models .qc file to make the jacket removable.
Improved Heart Model by Spyke on the SFM Workshop.
The medical props are from Meet The Medic Beta Props by TheGameChief on the SFM Workshop.
The walls and floors are the Wall/Floor Pack by zombiller on the SFM Workshop.
The red box the heart is in is the Dumb Box by MysteryPancake on the SFM Workshop with the color changed.
Everything else (just the bed really) is default in SFM
Blender and SFM can both be found on Steam
so are any other cardiophiles weirdly turned on hearing someone's heartbeat sync up to dance music, or is that just me
Please don’t point out how dirty the mirror is. I know 🥲💕