Imagining having a zombie gf so u could just go inside them and touch their heart ♥, let's use fantasy that it's still beating one 💓
Also sorry if I haven’t responded to you. School is kicking my ass. I’m trying to get through all my messages rn🥰
My discord is now fully accessible!!
New features :
- no activity check ups anymore
- no kicking (max banning)
I want my sever be more Uh.. Known and able for everyone! 💕
Future plans for this year's are :
- Work on Laila's pngtuber
- Stream more often after my visa is finished
- Receiving heart rate monitor 💕
- Streaming while I play or draw with the heart rate monitor! (gonna be so much fun).
- Get proper microphone so I can do live heartbeat sharings.
- Create Laila's lore comic.
Thank you for reading and have a nice day pookies! Love you all! 💕
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Time down: 15 min
Dx: Possible OD
Rx: Narcan IV Epi
Shocks: 6 & still no regain
You arrived and I give you the debrief:
23 yrs old female took a substance witnessed by friend. Patient went down in cardiac arrest. Early CPR started by friend. Approx 5 min before we intervened. She’s 15 min down ventricular fibrillation. 6 shocks so far haven’t responded. Epi is in. Let Continue Compressions!
Will she make it??
( first time ever uploading my own video that I recorded. I’m so self conscious of my body 😬 Eeeeeek!! Hope you enjoy)
My body is ready for shocks
Hey guys. I have a video that @jesuscprbackup edited together! The full runtime is 1 minute! It’s forsale on my OF and via PayPal for 5$ message me if you have any questions (OF minimum price is 5$ that’s why it’s priced that way)
And BOOM goes the dynamite
Rose, Pepper, and Rose
It was a rainy day. The weather was chilly and gloomy. I stay alone so I was really bored. My friends and I had planned for a road trip but the weather destroyed it.
I prepared myself a hot cup of coffee to relax and feel warm. As I drank my coffee, I chest started feeling weird. I thought it was due to the weather, you know, cold weathers really have a bad impact on my chest. So i ignored it sipping on my coffee and listening to music. Within few mins, my chest started to ache more than before and I began to lose control over my breathe. I tried staying calm but not long after that, I started feeling light headed. I felt as if someone was hammering sharp nails on to my chest. I clenched ny chest in pain and guess what? I almost felt like my heart popped out of my ribs.
I love fast and irregular heartbeats, so as i felt my heart out of control I got too excited. I lost complete control over my breathing and I was grasping for air. I wanted someone to rip open my shirt and soothe my struggling heart. Even though I my heart ached, I wanted to record the melody of my struggling heart.
I opened the first three buttons of my shirt and I was already feeling tired. I could see my chest rising and falling and my boobs bouncing with each heart beat. I placed my hand under my left breast and felt my heart beat. It felt like my heart could pop out any moment. I couldn't control my excitement but my heart really ached with every beat. I grabbed my empty coffee cup and pressed it as hard as I can with an earphone connected to my phone so that I could record it. I knew I would pass out anytime soon as my chest really began to ache.
That was the last thing I remember. When i woke up, I could find myself attached with drips on my wrist and wires all over my chest. My heart rate was running on 145 bpm. The doctor informed me that my heart rate was over 230 bpm when I came it.
So probably this recorded heartbeat ranges anywhere between 200 bpm - 260 bpm. I suffer from arrhythmia so it took a toll on my chest. I feel alright now but I get excited whenever I hear to this. I'm a dark cardiophile so I love feeling the pain in my chest. Hope you guys like it!