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been a while. ;) 

(oh my frick plz use headphones)

It was a rainy day. The weather was chilly and gloomy. I stay alone so I was really bored. My friends and I had planned for a road trip but the weather destroyed it.

I prepared myself a hot cup of coffee to relax and feel warm. As I drank my coffee, I chest started feeling weird. I thought it was due to the weather, you know, cold weathers really have a bad impact on my chest. So i ignored it sipping on my coffee and listening to music. Within few mins, my chest started to ache more than before and I began to lose control over my breathe. I tried staying calm but not long after that, I started feeling light headed. I felt as if someone was hammering sharp nails on to my chest. I clenched ny chest in pain and guess what? I almost felt like my heart popped out of my ribs.

I love fast and irregular heartbeats, so as i felt my heart out of control I got too excited. I lost complete control over my breathing and I was grasping for air. I wanted someone to rip open my shirt and soothe my struggling heart. Even though I my heart ached, I wanted to record the melody of my struggling heart.

I opened the first three buttons of my shirt and I was already feeling tired. I could see my chest rising and falling and my boobs bouncing with each heart beat. I placed my hand under my left breast and felt my heart beat. It felt like my heart could pop out any moment. I couldn't control my excitement but my heart really ached with every beat. I grabbed my empty coffee cup and pressed it as hard as I can with an earphone connected to my phone so that I could record it. I knew I would pass out anytime soon as my chest really began to ache.

That was the last thing I remember. When i woke up, I could find myself attached with drips on my wrist and wires all over my chest. My heart rate was running on 145 bpm. The doctor informed me that my heart rate was over 230 bpm when I came it.

So probably this recorded heartbeat ranges anywhere between 200 bpm - 260 bpm. I suffer from arrhythmia so it took a toll on my chest. I feel alright now but I get excited whenever I hear to this. I'm a dark cardiophile so I love feeling the pain in my chest. Hope you guys like it!

Heres my first vid! I decided to do kinda a calm heartbeat rec so yall could get the basis of my heart. I did have a little too much caffeine this moring so my heart was kinda thumpy.

A journey through the heart of Ceruleanbeats as she exercises and recovers an exploration of her valves and chambers as her healthy heart pounds.

Another edit done with permission let me know what you guys think. tried to find some different internal footage this time, another edit on the way :)

I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:

IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.

1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.

2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.

3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”

4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”

5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.

TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.

Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.

Happy Halloween!!

My second favorite holiday! Here are some quick pics in some new undies...

I'll be back very soon ❤️

Ok! Second attempt for @heartlover86. No shirt - showing my full bare torso, kneeling, showing my belly, and breath-holds. Had to do a few jump cuts to edit out some background noise. Hope this is better!