I write one shots/imagines for geum seong je. I also write for other characters of kdramas,k actors and kpop idolsđ
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Dark romanceâąsmut**
You hadnât seen him for three weeks.
You changed your number. Blocked him everywhere. Moved out of your apartment without telling anyone where. But Geum Seong-je had a way of finding things â people â when he wanted them. And he always wanted you.
So when you opened the door to your new place and saw him standing there in the hallway, hood up, eyes bloodshot, fists clenched at his sides, you knew it was over.
âYou really thought you could disappear on me?â he said quietly.
You should have slammed the door. Screamed. Called for help. But your heart was already racing â not from fear. From that sick, aching part of you that missed him every night, even when you hated him.
âI didnât think youâd come.â
âI never stopped looking.â
His voice was low, almost broken. When he stepped into your apartment without asking, you didnât stop him. When he grabbed your face and kissed you like he was drowning, you didnât push him away. And when he whispered, âYou ruined me, and you think Iâd let you leave?â â you pulled him closer.
His jacket hit the floor. Your shirt followed. His hands were rough, desperate â dragging down your back, gripping your waist like he could hold you in place forever.
âSay it,â he growled against your neck. âSay you missed me.â
You didnât want to. You tried to lie.
But his hand slipped between your thighs, fingers sliding over your underwear, and your body betrayed you with a soft gasp that only made him smirk.
âLiar,â he whispered. âYouâre soaked.â
He pushed your panties aside, fingers teasing you, slow at first, then harder when you arched into him. Your hands tangled in his shirt, dragging it over his head. His body was tense, inked with bruises and rage, but he let you touch him like you were the only thing that calmed the fire.
âYou think I donât know you?â he rasped. âYou leave, you run â and you still want me like this.â
You hated how true it was.
He pushed you back onto the bed, crawled over you like a storm â wild eyes, clenched jaw, every muscle in his body coiled like he was barely holding himself together. He kissed you like he wanted to devour you. And when he finally slid inside you, deep and punishing, you moaned his name like it was salvation.
âIâll never let you go,â he groaned into your ear. âIâd burn the whole world to keep you.â
His thrusts were rough at first, fueled by weeks of madness â but when your nails dug into his back and your legs wrapped around his waist, he slowed. Not because he wanted to â but because he needed to feel you break for him.
Every time you gasped his name, every time your body trembled around him, it made something darker settle behind his eyes.
âYouâre mine,â he said, forehead against yours, breath heavy. âYou always fucking were.â
When you came undone under him, crying out, he followed with a hoarse moan and buried his face in your neck, breathing you in like you were the only thing keeping him alive.
He didnât leave that night.
He held you after â arms wrapped tightly around you, his voice barely a whisper: âRun again, and Iâll come find you. Over and over.â
And you knew you would let him.
Every time.
Geum Seong-je x Fem!Reader
Dark Romance · Obsession · Intimate NSFW · Angst & Craving
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You hadnât seen him for three weeks.
You changed your number. Blocked him everywhere. Moved out of your apartment without telling anyone where. But Geum Seong-je had a way of finding things â people â when he wanted them. And he always wanted you.
So when you opened the door to your new place and saw him standing there in the hallway, hood up, eyes bloodshot, fists clenched at his sides, you knew it was over.
âYou really thought you could disappear on me?â he said quietly.
You should have slammed the door. Screamed. Called for help. But your heart was already racing â not from fear. From that sick, aching part of you that missed him every night, even when you hated him.
âI didnât think youâd come.â
âI never stopped looking.â
His voice was low, almost broken. When he stepped into your apartment without asking, you didnât stop him. When he grabbed your face and kissed you like he was drowning, you didnât push him away. And when he whispered, âYou ruined me, and you think Iâd let you leave?â â you pulled him closer.
His jacket hit the floor. Your shirt followed. His hands were rough, desperate â dragging down your back, gripping your waist like he could hold you in place forever.
âSay it,â he growled against your neck. âSay you missed me.â
You didnât want to. You tried to lie.
But his hand slipped between your thighs, fingers sliding over your underwear, and your body betrayed you with a soft gasp that only made him smirk.
âLiar,â he whispered. âYouâre soaked.â
He pushed your panties aside, fingers teasing you, slow at first, then harder when you arched into him. Your hands tangled in his shirt, dragging it over his head. His body was tense, inked with bruises and rage, but he let you touch him like you were the only thing that calmed the fire.
âYou think I donât know you?â he rasped. âYou leave, you run â and you still want me like this.â
You hated how true it was.
He pushed you back onto the bed, crawled over you like a storm â wild eyes, clenched jaw, every muscle in his body coiled like he was barely holding himself together. He kissed you like he wanted to devour you. And when he finally slid inside you, deep and punishing, you moaned his name like it was salvation.
âIâll never let you go,â he groaned into your ear. âIâd burn the whole world to keep you.â
His thrusts were rough at first, fueled by weeks of madness â but when your nails dug into his back and your legs wrapped around his waist, he slowed. Not because he wanted to â but because he needed to feel you break for him.
Every time you gasped his name, every time your body trembled around him, it made something darker settle behind his eyes.
âYouâre mine,â he said, forehead against yours, breath heavy. âYou always fucking were.â
When you came undone under him, crying out, he followed with a hoarse moan and buried his face in your neck, breathing you in like you were the only thing keeping him alive.
He didnât leave that night.
He held you after â arms wrapped tightly around you, his voice barely a whisper: âRun again, and Iâll come find you. Over and over.â
And you knew you would let him.
Every time.
Geum Seong-je x Fem!Reader
Dark Romance · Obsession · Established Relationship · Emotional Intensity
This will be the last of the âno one elseâ series đđ
Requested: yess!!
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You used to wake up alone.
Now, it was always him.
Geum Seong-je didnât sleep much, but when he did, it was always with an arm flung over your waist like a chain. His breath against the back of your neck, warm and steady. His body curled around yours, protective and overwhelming all at once.
When you stirred that morning, his grip immediately tightened.
âWhere are you going?â he murmured, voice rough with sleep.
âI just moved,â you whispered. âRelax.â
He didnât.
âYou move too far and my chest starts to ache,â he said, almost like a joke. But you knew better.
You rolled over, facing him. His hair was messy, eyes still heavy-lidded, but alert. Watching. Like he was still afraid youâd disappear.
âYou donât have to watch me like Iâm going to vanish,â you said softly.
âYou did,â he answered, eyes locked to yours. âOnce. I wonât forget it.â
His tone wasnât accusing. It was just⊠truth. The kind of truth that haunted him.
You reached out, brushing your fingers down the scar on his cheek, the one he never talked about. âIâm not running again.â
His expression didnât change much, but you saw it â the flicker of relief. The crack in his armor.
âGood,â he said. âBecause Iâd find you.â
âI know.â
You both lay there in silence for a moment.
And then he shifted, propping himself on his elbow to look down at you. There was a fire in his eyes. Not anger â devotion. The dangerous kind. The kind that didnât know where he ended and you began.
âI donât like the way people look at you,â he said. âLike they deserve a chance. Like they donât know youâre already taken.â
You smiled faintly. âThey donât matter.â
He didnât smile back. âTheyâd matter if you looked back.â
âI wouldnât,â you said. âYou know that.â
But he was already pulling you closer, holding you like he could fuse you to him with just his hands. âI trust you,â he murmured. âI donât trust the world.â
You rested your forehead against his. âThen stay close.â
âIâm not going anywhere. Youâre mine. Youâll always be mine.â
It wasnât a question. It wasnât a request. It was a truth youâd both already accepted.
And for better or worse â in obsession, in fire, in love twisted and beautiful â you were his.
Completely
Requested:yesssss!!
Na Baek-jin x Fem!Reader
Soft NSFW · Comfort · Gentle Dom · Intimate First Time Vibes
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The door clicked shut behind you, sealing the world out.
Baek-jin was quiet, as always. But his eyesâthose sharp, calculating eyesâhad softened. He stood just inside his apartment, one hand still on the door, the other reaching for you like it was instinct.
âCome here,â he murmured.
You did.
His hand slid up the back of your neck, fingers threading into your hair as he kissed youâslow, deliberate. There was no rush, no fumbling. Just heat building gradually, like sunlight creeping over your skin.
Your back hit the wall with a soft thud, but his touch was gentle, like he was afraid of breaking you. His hands cradled your face, then your hips, and finally your waist as he pulled you closer, mouths barely parting between breathless kisses.
âYou sure?â he asked against your lips.
You nodded. âI want you, Baek-jin.â
That look flickered in his eyesâsomething dark, something protective. He didnât say anything. He just picked you up like it was easy, carrying you to the bedroom with his forehead pressed to yours.
He laid you down on the bed like you were the most fragile thing in the world. His touch never rushed. Fingers traced every inch of youâyour collarbones, your sides, the soft skin of your thighs. Each kiss left heat behind, trailing lower with every breath. His mouth was reverent on your skin, like he was trying to memorize the taste of you.
Clothes disappeared slowly. His hoodie first, yours next, layer by layer until there was nothing left but skin and breath and need.
He hovered above you, bare and beautiful, eyes locked on yours. âTell me if itâs too much.â
You reached up, hand curling at the back of his neck. âItâs not. I want all of you.â
His movements were careful, but when he finally slid inside you, it stole the breath from your lungs. He gasped softly against your throat, burying his face in your neck as he pushed in deeper, your body stretching to take him.
âFuckââ he whispered, voice strained. âYou feel so good. So warm.â
You clung to him, legs wrapping around his waist, letting him go slow, deep, loving. He moved like he wasnât just fucking youâhe was claiming a place inside you that no one else had touched. His hands gripped your hips like they anchored him, like letting go might kill him.
âYouâre mine,â he said softly, lips brushing your ear. âIâll never let anyone hurt you.â
He kissed you through every moan, every slow thrust, every wave of pleasure that made your toes curl and your body tremble under him. And when you fell apart around him, crying his name with your nails raking down his back, he held you like you were something holy.
He came with a soft groan, hips stuttering, forehead pressed to yours. Even then, he didnât let go.
Later, you lay tangled together in silence. His arms around your waist, chest to your back, thumb stroking lazily along your hip.
âYou okay?â he asked, barely above a whisper.
You smiled, heart full. âMore than okay.â
He kissed your shoulder, lips lingering. âGood. Because Iâm not going anywhere.â
Pairing: Geum Seong-je x Reader
Reader has gone through a bad day and just needs to feel safe
Genre:fluff
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The day had clawed its way through you.
Everything that could go wrong had. Your phone screen cracked. You failed a test you swore you were ready for. Someone said something cruel, and it stuck to you like tar. Every word today felt louder than usual. Every hallway, more suffocating. You were tired of people talking at you, expecting things from you, watching you.
You didnât cry. Not yet. You just moved on autopilot, feet dragging until they brought you to the one place you didnât have to pretend.
The warehouse was quiet. Familiar.
Geum Seong-je was there, back turned, doing something with his handsâmaybe taping up his gloves, maybe cleaning up after a fight. He always had a reason to keep busy. Even when things were quiet around him, his body was never truly still.
You didnât say anything. You just walked up behind him slowly, like approaching a wild animal. You knew how he was. Touchy. Defensive. Like if you leaned on him wrong, heâd snap and bare his teeth. But today⊠today you just needed something to anchor you.
So you leaned forward and rested your head gently on his back, arms not even wrapping around himâjust laying against him like a ghost of a hug.
He stiffened immediately.
âThe hell are you doing?â His voice was sharp, not yellingâbut cutting.
You didnât move. âIâm tired.â
He took a step forward, trying to shake you off. âGo sleep somewhere else.â
You grabbed the back of his hoodie, fingers curling into the fabric like it was the only thing keeping you from sinking. âJust for a second.â
He turned around now, face shadowed, brows furrowed in irritation. âIâm not your damn pillow. Donât come around me like that.â
You finally looked up at him, and this time you couldnât stop your voice from cracking. âI just want to be held.â
It came out so small.
So raw.
Like a piece of you broke off and landed at his feet.
He opened his mouthâprobably to say something sharp, maybe tell you to go homeâbut then he saw your face. Not just your red-rimmed eyes or the trembling line of your mouth, but all of it. The weight. The silence. The fight you had clearly already lost with yourself.
His jaw tightened. Then relaxed.
He sighed, turning his head slightly like he was annoyed with himself.
ââŠTch. Come here.â
You didnât move fastâscared heâd change his mind if you did. But he didnât stop you when you stepped forward. Didnât push you when you leaned into him again.
This time, his arms came upâawkward at first, like he didnât know where to put them. But eventually, one arm wrapped around your back, then the other rested lightly on your shoulders. It wasnât tight. It wasnât romantic. But it was real.
Warm. Solid. Human.
His hoodie smelled like worn leather and faint cologne. His chest was steady under your cheek. You let out a breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding for hours.
You didnât talk.
He didnât ask what happened.
And that was the best part.
Seong-je wasnât the type to whisper comforts or tell you things would be okay. But he was warm. And still. And after a few minutes, his hand liftedâhesitantlyâand started brushing down your back in a slow, grounding motion.
âYou shouldâve just said something,â he muttered under his breath.
You smiled weakly into his chest. âI didnât think youâd let me.â
ââŠYeah, well.â He cleared his throat. âI didnât think youâd cry on me either, but here we are.â
You werenât crying, not reallyâbut maybe he said it just to give you permission.
You stayed like that for a while. Long enough for the noise in your head to dull. Long enough for his arms to tighten just a bit more. Long enough to believeâfor a little whileâthat the world wasnât as cruel as it had felt this morning.
And Geum Seong-je, rough edges and all, held you like maybe he needed this too.
I need more geum seong je fics to read on here. Ive done read them allđ©đ©đ©
Geum Seong-je x Younger Reader(by three years)
Genre: Dark Romance / Obsession / Psychological
Geum seong je finds himself stalking and following her. Memorizing her schedule. Knowing where she lives. It doesnât bother her. It makes her fall moreâŠ
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She didnât know his name.
You had passed by him maybe onceâtwice, if fate was being funny. You didnât even look up when it happened. Just another boy in the background. Another blurred face in the messy canvas of school and city and bus rides.
But to him, you were everything.
Geum Seong-je noticed you the first time you passed his crew on the back street near the old convenience store. Your uniform was neater than the othersâ, your head lowered like you didnât want to be seen. But he saw you. He always sees what others donât.
That day, he followed you.
At first, just a block. Then two. Then every afternoon. You always took the same way home, headphones in, oblivious to the shadows you walked past. He memorized your routine. 4:07 p.m., you left school. 4:15, stopped for bubble tea. 4:38, turned the corner by the florist and disappeared into that tiny house with the rusting gate.
He didnât know why it started. It didnât matter.
There was a pull, like something primal. You were youngerâthree years, maybe moreâbut it didnât register as a problem in his mind. Age didnât mean anything. Not when heâd already decided you were his. Not when he felt something raw and alive clawing at his insides every time he saw you.
You smiled at a classmate onceâsome boy your ageâand Geum Seong-je gritted his teeth so hard his jaw ached. He didnât like that. You didnât even know him, but he burned with possessiveness anyway.
He watched you through windows. From rooftops. He learned your schedule better than you knew it yourself. Some nights, he followed you all the way to your tutoring sessions. Once, he even stepped into the same bookstore just to hear your voice when you asked the clerk about a novel.
Your voice made his fingers twitch. He wanted to own that softness. Trap it in a glass jar and never let anyone else hear it again.
You didnât know it yet, but Geum Seong-je had already chosen you.
And he was just waiting for the right moment to make you see him too.
Lately, youâve felt it.
A shift in the air. A weight behind your every step, like someoneâs gaze is stitching itself into your spine.
It started small. The hair on your arms rising when you turned the corner near the convenience store. The feeling of eyes pressing against your back on the bus, even when no one was looking. You chalked it up to stress, to weird dreams and too many late nights reading horror stories.
But now?
Now youâre not so sure.
Today, you swear someone followed you.
Not with footsteps. Not anything obvious. Just that pull again â the sense that someoneâs always a few steps behind, never touching, never close, but there. Breathing the same air. Watching.
And the weirdest part?
Youâre not scared.
You should be. Any sane person would be. But instead⊠thereâs something else curling in your stomach when it happens. A strange calm. A chill that makes you walk slower instead of faster.
It feels like somethingâs waiting for you. Like heâs waiting.
You donât know his name. But youâve seen him â tall, maroon jacket, eyes like theyâve seen too much. Heâs always on the edge of your world. Near the bus stop. Outside the boba shop. Once, you saw him in the reflection of a window⊠just standing across the street, his gaze slicing straight through the glass like he could see inside you.
You donât know him.
But you feel him.
Like he lives beneath your skin. Like something buried deep in your chest recognizes him, even if your mind doesnât understand why.
Itâs not love. Itâs not fear either. Itâs something in between. Something darker. Something magnetic.
From across the street, Geum Seong-je watches you pause. You turn your head like you can sense him. His breath catches. You feel him, donât you?
He knew you would.
He smiles.
Youâre almost ready.
Pairing: Yeon Si-eun x fem!reader
Genre: Fluff, slow-burn comfort
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The wind was crisp todayâcool enough to make you shiver despite the faint sunlight filtering through the trees in Yeongdeungpo Park. You tugged your sleeves over your hands and glanced beside you.
Yeon Si-eun was sitting on the park bench, back straight, hands resting neatly on his knees. His expression was neutral as alwaysâguarded, distantâbut you could tell he was relaxed in his own way. The gentle sway of his leg and the way he let out a soft breath every now and then told you more than his face ever did.
âYouâre cold,â he said suddenly, his voice low.
You blinked. âWhat gave it away? My chattering teeth?â
His gaze flickered to youâdry, deadpan.
âYouâre not that subtle,â he replied.
You rolled your eyes, but smiled. âYou could offer me your jacket, you know. Like a proper gentleman.â
âI would,â he said without missing a beat, âbut youâd probably drown in it.â
That made you laugh, and you didnât miss the tiny twitch at the corner of his mouth. You loved thatâyou loved the way he didnât smile often, but when he did, it felt like youâd uncovered something rare. You didnât need big gestures with Si-eun. His presence, his quiet concern, was enough.
âYou always come out here when youâre thinking,â you said, watching the small pond across from the bench. Ducks floated lazily, undisturbed by the cold.
âItâs quiet here.â
âYou donât like quiet?â
âNo, I like it,â he said, turning his head slightly to look at you. âBut when Iâm with you, the quiet feels different.â
Your heart stuttered.
He wasnât the kind of guy to say things like that. He wasnât the type to offer compliments or be affectionate without reason. But every now and then, he dropped these quiet, thoughtful lines that left you breathless.
âDifferent how?â you asked softly.
Si-eun looked away, watching the leaves dance in the breeze. His brows drew togetherânot in irritation, just contemplation. Youâd come to recognize the subtle shifts in his expressions.
âItâs not heavy,â he finally said. âSilence is usually⊠pressure. But with you, itâs not.â
You didnât speak for a while, afraid that anything you said might shatter the moment. You simply leaned your shoulder into his, your touch light but intentional. He didnât flinch. He didnât move away.
He let you stay there.
That was enough.
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You and Si-eun werenât datingâat least, not officially. You werenât even sure what you were. Friends, maybe. Companions. Something suspended in that space between understanding and unspoken affection.
But days like this made you feel like you didnât need a label.
âYou know,â you said after a while, watching a kid try to feed bread to a pigeon twice his size, âmost people wouldnât pick a cold bench over their warm beds on a weekend.â
He shrugged. âMost people arenât me.â
âMm, true. But most people arenât this pretty, either.â
That made him pause.
âPretty?â
âYou know you are,â you teased. âIf you ever wanted to stop beating people up, you could just model for skincare brands. Youâve got that âstone-cold beautyâ thing going for you.â
He gave you a flat look, but his ears were pink. That was enough for you to claim victory.
âYouâre weird,â he said quietly.
âSo are you.â
There was a pause. He was still looking at you, his gaze lingering just a moment too long to be casual.
âThatâs why I donât mind being around you,â he murmured.
You were pretty sure your heart forgot how to beat for a second.
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Later, the two of you wandered the nearby streets, your footsteps naturally falling in rhythm. Si-eun didnât talk much, but his presence filled the space in other ways. You always noticed the little thingsâhow he walked on the side closest to the road, how his eyes subtly scanned your surroundings, how he slowed his steps if you fell behind.
There was comfort in that. In knowing that he cared in ways that didnât need to be said aloud.
You stopped in front of a small convenience store.
âWant hot chocolate?â you asked.
He nodded once. You ducked inside, grabbing two cans of warm cocoa from the heated shelf. When you came back out, he was leaning against the wall, hands tucked into his pockets, face turned up slightly to the sky like he was trying to read something in the clouds.
You handed him one can.
âThanks,â he said, fingers brushing yours as he took it.
The contact made you warm in a way the drink couldnât.
You both stood there for a moment, sipping cocoa in silence.
âI used to do this alone,â he said suddenly.
You looked at him.
âCome out on weekends. Watch people. Drink hot chocolate.â
You smiled. âSounds lonely.â
âIt was.â
His eyes met yours. There was something unguarded in his gaze, a softness that didnât come often.
âItâs not anymore,â he said.
Oneshot were seong je finds reader in his bed after he was out handling a couple of guys who had fought her while walking home in an alley way (he told her to go home but she went to his house instead)
The front door creaked when he opened it.
Blood still clung to his knuckles, dried into the creases of his fingers. His hoodie was soaked with someone elseâs sweat, maybe some of his own, and the adrenaline hadnât fully left his bloodstream yet. It rarely did.
Theyâd laid hands on you. That was enough to make him see red. Enough to make him track them down like dogs.
But the house was too quiet now.
Geum Seong-je kicked off his boots and headed down the dim hallway. The rain hadnât stopped â he could still hear it hammering against the windows. He told you to go home. Told you to listen.
You never listened.
And when he stepped into his bedroom, there you were.
Curled in his bed, soaking wet, blood streaked down one arm, your lip split and trembling. His sheets were damp. Your clothes were stuck to your skin like a second layer. Your shoes were still on.
âYou walked here?â His voice came out low. Barely controlled.
You didnât look at him. Didnât answer.
He crossed the room in two steps.
âYou walked here. In the rain. After they touched you?â
You blinked. He could see the shiver you tried to suppress, your body reacting before your pride could hide it. The blood on your shirt wasnât all dried. Some of it was still fresh.
âI didnât want to be alone,â you whispered.
That cracked something in him.
Geum Seong-je didnât speak for a long moment. He just stood there, fists clenched, chest rising slowly. Then, without a word, he knelt at the edge of the bed and started untying your soaked laces. You flinched when his knuckles brushed your ankle.
âI told you to go home,â he muttered. âBut you came here, instead.â
Your voice was barely audible. âThis is home.â
He froze. Just for a second.
Then he yanked your shoes off with more force than necessary and peeled your jacket away from your shoulders. It clung, resisting, your blood and the rainwater mixing into a mess that stained his fingers.
You tried to sit up, but his hand landed on your thigh â firm, grounding.
âStay still.â
You didnât dare disobey.
He left for a moment. You heard drawers open, the faucet running. When he came back, he had a towel, gauze, ointment, and one of his oversized shirts.
âTake the top off.â His tone left no room for argument.
You moved slowly, the sting in your ribs sharper now that the adrenaline was fading. He watched you, eyes narrow, jaw tight, like he was memorizing every bruise so he could repay them tenfold.
He cleaned the cut on your arm with terrifying gentleness, fingertips brushing over your skin like you were something fragile, breakable.
âYou shouldâve called me,â he murmured.
âYou told me to leave.â
âYou shouldâve still called.â
Your eyes flicked up. âWould you have come?â
He paused.
Then leaned in.
âIâm always coming for you.â
The silence between you tightened, thick with something you didnât know how to name. You winced when he pressed antiseptic to your split lip. He cupped your jaw to steady you, his thumb brushing your cheek, rough with callouses and blood.
âI handled it,â he said. âThey wonât touch you again. They wonât touch anyone again.â
A beat.
âDid you kill them?â
His eyes didnât flinch. âNo. But I made them wish I had.â
The room went still.
âYou scare me sometimes,â you admitted.
He brushed damp hair from your face. Then leaned forward and kissed your forehead â barely a whisper of contact.
âI know,â he said. âBut Iâm the only one whoâs allowed to hurt you.â
You didnât know whether to cry or kiss him.
So instead, you let him pull his shirt over your head, let him dry your hair with the towel like heâd done this a hundred times before. And when he climbed into bed behind you, one arm sliding under your neck and the other over your waist, pulling you close, you didnât fight it.
You just let yourself be held. By the boy who broke bones with his fists and still handled you like porcelain.
Because somehow, in all this cold, bleeding chaos â
Geum Seong-je was the only warmth you had left.
âą He tells you heâs âjust keeping you safe,â but itâs really about control. Youâre not allowed to walk home alone. Your location is always known.
âą He doesnât trust anyone else with you â even your friends. Heâll start isolating you, gently at first. Then, not so gently.
âą If someone touches you â even accidentally â he notices. And that person will feel it, later. Quietly. Violently.
âą Heâs not affectionate in public. Not out of shame â but control. Youâre his. Thatâs enough.
âą When you fight, he shuts down. Ice-cold silence. Youâll beg for a reaction, and heâll stare at you with that deadpan expression that makes your heart drop.
âą But later, heâll show up outside your door, bruised from a fight, and press his forehead to yours like nothing happened.
âą The only way he knows how to love is through violence. If someone hurts you â even emotionally â he will retaliate.
âą He doesnât understand emotional boundaries. If you cry, he gets angry. Not at you â at the world. At whoever made you feel like that.
âą He has no limits when it comes to revenge. People disappear. Rumors start. You stop asking questions.
âą He doesnât need to ask what youâre doing. He already knows. His reach in the streets makes sure of that.
âą Sometimes heâll be standing outside your class, not saying a word. Just watching. People start whispering. You donât know if youâre flattered or terrified.
âą He reads your texts when you leave your phone unattended. Not because he doubts you. Because he needs to know.
âą He shows affection when youâre broken â when youâre crying in the dark or trembling after a confrontation. Thatâs when he becomes gentle. Thatâs when his voice drops low, and he brushes hair from your face like youâre something fragile.
âą But if you act too independent, too distant? He withdraws immediately. Gives you the cold shoulder until you come crawling back. He needs to feel needed.
âą He doesnât flinch at your anger. But your tears? That kills him â because he knows he causes them, and yet he still wants to keep you close.
âą He once held you after a breakdown and whispered: âNo oneâs allowed to hurt you. Not even me.â But he already had.
âą He tells you, âYou donât need anyone but me.â Over and over â until you believe it. Until itâs true.
âą You canât tell if youâre in love or if youâve been caged. But some twisted part of you doesnât want to escape.
âą Heâd burn the world down for you â but heâd burn you too, just to keep you his.
Even if he has a cold demeanor he would give In to your hugs and kisses and if you asked heâd cuddle you to sleep.
He loves seeing you wrap your arms around him if it means you will sleep feeling safe.
If it ever seems heâs not listening to you when heâs on his while your telling him all your school problems or girl drama. Heâs most likely writing down names so he knows who he canât trust around you.
Arguments end the same sometimes with him. Heâs yelling at you. He leaves yâallâs apartment.he comes back with silent treatment, so your the one having to say sorry. Then yâall end up cuddling on the couch watching tv
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A/N: There will be more!!!! If you want me to write any more kpop groups. Idols. Actors, etc plz ask!!!!(i dont rlly do smut but I will try if you request itđ)
A lot of my fanfic will have songs that you can listen to that give the vibe of the writing but you donât have to listen to them you can listen to your own music!!
About me!!
She/her, Spanish/Mexican Americanđ
I donât really write smut, I do sometimes, only if requested or asked(plz donât be scared to askđ )
I love kpop, punk rock, and underground rap/Memphis rap!!!!
I also love love LOVE twilight (team Jacobâđ) Iâm also a big jasper fanđ
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But these are the ones I plan on writing(an have written) thus farđ
No one else pt1, pt 2, pt3, pt4, pt 5
Geum seong je x reader headcanons
Only I hurt you
No One Else (follow up)
Every Time
I Know You Missed Me
The Last Cigarette
Cherry coke & cigarettes
Cherry coke & cigarettes pt 2
Glass cage pt 1, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt7, pt 8
The quiet between us
I Just Want You
Na Baek Jin Headcanons
Dirty little secret
Rumors & recordings
Beneath the smoke
To be loved by a monster
Nothing yet
Nothing yet
Genre: Dark romance, psychological climax, toxic intimacy. Very little brief mention of smut
Tone: Obsessive desire, emotional conflict, sensual tension, blurred lines
A/n: this is the last part but if you want like a follow up of there lives iâll do it!!
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You knew heâd come back.
Heâd been gone for three days, but his absence only thickened the air, like the moments before a stormâcalm, but electric. When you opened your bedroom door and found him there, sitting on your bed in silence, it wasnât fear that hit you first.
It was recognition.
You shut the door quietly behind you. Your heart didnât race. It waited.
âHello,â he said.
His voice was low. Tired. Dangerous.
âI should call someone,â you said.
âYou wonât.â
And the terrifying part wasâhe was right.
He stood slowly, shadows clinging to him like they belonged to him. His presence filled the room until you couldnât breathe around it. He looked at you like a man whoâd spent days walking barefoot through hell, just to stand in front of you again.
âYou lied to me,â he said. âYou pulled away.â
âI needed to.â
âI needed you,â he growled, stepping closer. âDo you know what it felt like? Thinking youâd outgrown me? That youâd left me?â
You stepped back, but not far.
He stopped inches from you, chest rising and falling fast. He looked desperate and furious and shattered.
âI wanted to forget you,â you whispered.
âLiar.â
His hand cupped your jawârough, trembling. His thumb slid over your cheek like he was memorizing it all over again.
âI hate what you make me,â he said. âBut Iâd rather be thisâunhinged, broken, obsessedâthan feel nothing without you.â
You shouldâve pushed him away.
You wanted to.
But his lips were already on yoursâdemanding, aching, full of everything he hadnât said in days. And God help you, you kissed him back.
Not out of love.
But because it was the only thing that made the silence bearable.
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It wasnât soft.
It was all fingernails and breathless gasps and clothes dragged off in frustration. He didnât touch you like he was asking for anythingâhe touched you like he was claiming you. And you let him.
Because some part of you still needed to be wanted this much. Still craved the danger of him, the way his voice said your name like it was a prayer and a threat all at once.
âMine,â he growled against your throat.
âSay it.â
You hesitated.
Then: âYours.â
And it broke you.
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After, you lay tangled in the sheetsâhalf on top of him, your breath slowly returning. Your mind was blank. Your body buzzed. Shame and longing mixed into something you couldnât name.
He looked at you, eyes calmer now. Sadder.
âTell me you wonât leave again,â he whispered.
You didnât answer.
Not yes. Not no.
Just laid your head on his chest and closed your eyes.
Because maybe this wasnât love.
But it was the closest either of you had ever come.
And that was enough.
For now.
Genre: Dark romance, emotional unraveling, obsession
Tone: Cold war tension, quiet heartbreak, dangerous buildup
I have no music for this oneđ
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You didnât answer that night.
And you didnât follow him when he walked away.
That was the beginning.
The shift.
The unraveling.
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You stopped texting first.
You sat with other people at lunch.
You let your headphones drown him out in the hallway. Walked past him without slowing down. Not in hatredâjust in resistance.
You needed to know if you were still a person without him. If your thoughts were your own. If your voice didnât echo back his name every time you breathed.
He noticed, of course.
He always noticed.
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At first, he didnât confront you.
Just watched.
From his usual spot near the stairs. Or across the hall. Or from a corner of the convenience store he never used to go to.
He watched you laugh with someone else.
He watched you tuck your phone deeper into your bag.
He watched the space between you grow like a wound.
And thenâhe started cracking.
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It came out in bursts.
One day, he grabbed your wrist in the hallway. Too tight. Too fast.
âDonât ignore me,â he said.
You stared at him, calm and deliberate. âYou said to choose. Iâm choosing.â
He didnât let go.
His hand was shaking.
Youâd never seen him shake before.
âYou think walking away makes you free?â he asked. âYou think Iâll just disappear?â
âI donât know,â you whispered. âDo you want to disappear, Seong-je?â
That made something in him snap.
He let go.
But the next day?
He wasnât at school.
And neither was the guy youâd been working on the project with.
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You found out through someone else that the kid ended up in the nurseâs office with a busted lip and no explanation.
You didnât ask.
You knew.
You went home that night with your heart pounding and your stomach twisted.
You wanted space.
But distance from Geum Seong-je didnât feel like freedom.
It felt like walking through a minefield barefoot.
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He didnât show up again for three days.
And for three days, you slept with your phone on your pillow, waiting.
Not because you missed him.
But because some part of you knewâwhen he came back, he wouldnât come quietly.
And if you werenât ready, heâd take back everything you were trying to reclaim.
One word at a time.
Genre: Dark romance, angst, possessive unraveling
Tone: Paranoia, emotional cracks, trust bleeding out
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It was a small thing.
An after-school tutoring session. A group project. A few classmates staying late to work on a presentation.
And you lied.
You told Seong-je you had to stay late because your teacher needed help organizing paperwork. Harmless. You just didnât want him hovering. Watching. Breathing down your neck every second.
You needed air.
That was all.
But the moment you walked out of the school gates, and saw him waiting across the street, back against the wall like alwaysâyou knew.
Heâd known.
And heâd followed.
You walked toward him slowly.
He didnât speak.
Didnât blink.
Just stared with those cold, burning eyes like you were a puzzle he had just realized was missing a piece.
âWas it worth lying?â he asked.
His voice was quiet. Too quiet. Not calmâcontained. Like something was locked behind it.
You opened your mouth. Then closed it.
He took a step closer.
âI saw you,â he said. âWith him.â
âNothing happened.â
âI didnât ask if something happened.â
There it was. That awful, quiet fury. Worse than yelling. It made the air feel tight. Your ribs ache.
âI just wantedââ You hesitated. âI wanted space.â
His jaw clenched. âFrom me?â
You nodded. Barely.
That was the first time he truly looked hurt.
Not angry.
Not possessive.
Just⊠hurt.
Like youâd ripped something out of his chest and stepped on it.
And for a secondâjust a secondâyou hated yourself for it.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â he asked.
âBecause I knew you wouldnât let me go.â
âI wouldnât have stopped you,â he said, voice flat. âBut I wouldnât have liked it.â
He stepped closer. Too close.
And this time, you did flinch.
That pause⊠it shattered him.
âYouâre scared of me again,â he said.
You didnât answer.
He laughed once. Bitter. Broken.
âYou said you could handle me. Said you wanted this. That we understood each other.â
âI did. I do,â you said, voice soft.
âThen why lie?â
âBecause Iâm tired, Seong-je,â you whispered. âIâm tired of always looking over my shoulder. Of knowing if I talk to someone too long, youâll find a way to make them disappear. I wanted to feel normal for one day.â
His eyes were cold. But not unreadable.
Noâthis time, they looked⊠betrayed.
âYouâre not normal,â he said. âYou stopped being that the second you chose me.â
You swallowed.
And then he said it. The words that changed everything.
âSo pick. Right now. Do you want normal, or do you want me?â
It wasnât a question.
It was a test.
And God help youâ
You didnât answer.
Genre: Dark romance, psychological drama, emotional fallout
Tone: Dangerous affection, unraveling consequences, possessive tension
(The guy Jun hyuk is a made up character for this fan fic)
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It wasnât just between the two of you anymore.
People had started to notice.
The way you always sat next to himâeven when there were open seats. The way his eyes followed you like a tracking system. The way no one could joke with you anymore without feeling like a shadow was hovering behind them.
You hadnât meant for it to get this far.
But the deeper you fell into himâthe more obvious it became that there was no getting out without a cost.
And people were beginning to pay it.
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It started with Jun-hyuk.
Heâd been your friend since middle school. Safe. Easygoing. The kind of guy who knew your momâs name and brought you snacks during exam week.
He was also the first person to finally say it out loud.
âYouâve changed,â he told you after school, standing just outside the school gates. âYou donât laugh anymore. You watch. Like youâre waiting for something bad to happen.â
You didnât answer.
He stepped closer. âIs it⊠is it Seong-je?â
The name made your chest tighten. You hated how much you liked hearing it from someone elseâs mouth. Like he was yours, and everyone knew.
You didnât say yes. You didnât have to.
Jun-hyukâs jaw clenched. âHeâs not normal. You know that. Heâs dangerous.â
âHe protects me.â
âNo,â he snapped. âHe isolates you.â
That made you look up.
And the worst part?
You felt angry.
Because even if it was trueâeven if you knew it deep downâhe didnât get to say it. Not him.
Not anyone.
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You told Seong-je about it that night.
Not because you wanted him to do anything.
But because you wanted him to know.
He was silent for a long time after you finished. Sitting beside you, eyes on the floor, the silence thick.
Then he spoke.
âDo you miss him?â
You turned your head slowly.
âDo you want me to?â
His gaze snapped to yours. Cold. Controlled.
But something was breaking.
âNo,â he said. âBecause if you ever doâŠâ
He trailed off. Didnât finish.
Didnât need to.
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Jun-hyuk stopped showing up to school the next day.
Rumors swirled.
Some said he got into a fight and didnât want to come back.
Others said someone threatened him.
You knew the truth.
And when Seong-je sat beside you in class like nothing had happenedâcalm, composed, triumphantâyour stomach twisted.
But you didnât say anything.
Because part of you felt safe.
And part of you liked it.
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You were losing things.
But you still had him.
And in the growing silence of your life, that started to feel like enough.
Even if he was a storm and you were just learning how to breathe in the eye of it.
Genre: Dark romance, psychological tension, co-dependency
Tone: Intimate, intense, twisted comfort
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It started small.
He stopped asking who you were withâbecause he already knew.
He never said how. You didnât ask. You didnât want to know if heâd installed something, followed you, or convinced someone to watch for him. It was easier not to ask questions when the answers didnât scare you anymore.
What scared you more was how safe you felt with him watching.
How, after a few weeks, you started looking at your phone and wanting to see his name flash across the screen. Not because of what heâd sayâbut because of what it meant:
You were his.
And he hadnât changed. Not really.
He still hated when you laughed too hard at someone elseâs joke. Still gave quiet, chilling stares to anyone who got too close. Still showed up unannouncedâsometimes with bruises on his knuckles and blood on his sleeve.
But now, you didnât flinch.
You just grabbed the antiseptic and asked who it was this time.
You werenât afraid of him anymore. You were afraid of what you were turning into beside him.
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The first time you did something for himâsomething darkâyou didnât even think.
One of the boys in your class said something crude about you behind your back. It got back to Geum Seong-je fast, but you were faster.
You cornered the guy in the hallway, right where the cameras didnât reach. Told him to keep your name out of his mouth, or heâd lose more than just a tooth next time.
He laughed.
So you slapped him. Hard.
When Seong-je found out, he didnât yell. Didnât threaten.
He just looked at you like youâd finally become what he saw in you all along.
âMy girl,â he whispered that night. âKnew you had it in you.â
You shouldâve been ashamed.
You werenât.
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It escalated from there.
You lied for him. Covered for him. Fed his paranoia and his temper. He pulled you deeper every day, and you let himâbecause each pull came with a touch, a look, a whisper of affection that felt like a drug.
âIâd kill for you,â he told you once, mouth close to your ear.
You didnât say anything.
But the terrifying part wasâyou knew now.
Youâd kill for him too.
You werenât in love.
Not really.
This wasnât love. This was obsession wrapped in warmth. This was being broken by the same hands that held you through the night. This was letting yourself be re-shaped into someone who didnât cry when things got uglyâbut smiled, instead.
And God, it felt so good not to feel small anymore.
Not when he made you feel dangerous.
Genre: Angst, dark romance, mutual obsession
Tone: Slow-burning surrender, dangerous comfort
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You shouldâve left.
You shouldâve screamed. Slammed the door. Blocked his number. Told someone.
Instead, you let him in.
Not just into the building. Into your room. Into your space. Into that quiet, aching part of you that had grown used to his presenceâhis chaosâhis control.
He didnât smile when you opened the door.
He didnât need to.
The moment you stepped aside, the silence between you both said everything.
You sat on the floor beside your bed. He followed, without a word. Shoulder to shoulder. Close, but not touching.
It was almost worse than touching.
âYou scare me,â you whispered. The words burned your throat.
He didnât flinch.
âGood,â he said again, voice low. âThen weâre still real.â
You turned your head slowly to look at him. His profile was all shadows and sharp lines. Beautiful in a way that hurt to look at too long.
âYou donât scare me like a stranger does,â you said. âYou scare me because⊠you feel like home sometimes. The kind of home that locks all the doors behind you.â
His eyes shifted toward yours. âI told you before. You make me worse.â
âAnd I told you,â you murmured, âyou make it hard to breathe.â
Neither of you moved. But something between you did. A pull. A surrender. A sick kind of trust.
âThen donât breathe,â he said. âNot if it means walking away from this.â
You shouldâve fought it.
But your hand moved. Found his.
Not because you forgot what heâd done. What he could do. But because no one had ever made you feel so seen. Even when he hated your freedom, even when he tried to cage itâhe saw you.
And you were so tired of feeling invisible everywhere else.
âI think I hate you sometimes,â you whispered.
He smiled. âThat means itâs real.â
You leaned your head on his shoulder. And he finally, finally breathed out like heâd been waiting hours for that single moment.
Like your head there was the missing piece in a puzzle made entirely of jagged edges.
âPromise me something,â you murmured.
His body tensed beneath you.
âAnything.â
âDonât ever lie to me. Hurt me, break me, scare meâfine. But donât pretend this is something sweet. Donât call it love when itâs something darker.â
He was quiet for a long time. Then:
âI wonât lie. This isnât sweet. Itâs twisted. Itâs wrong.â
His hand tightened around yours.
âBut itâs ours.â
You closed your eyes.
And for the first time in days⊠you slept.
Wrapped in danger. Wrapped in obsession. Wrapped in the one person you knew would burn down the world just to keep you for himself.
And part of you?
Part of you liked it.
Genre: Angst, emotional tension, psychological push-and-pull
Tone: A bit softer, but still haunting
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It had been three days since the rooftop.
Three days since Geum Seong-je kissed you like he wanted to carve his name into your mouth. Three days since youâd told yourself, for the hundredth time, that this canât go on.
You ghosted him. Or tried to.
No texts. No after-school meetings. You walked with other people in the hallway. You answered class questions, laughed too much, and avoided stairwells. You told yourself heâd get bored. Move on. Obsession only works if the subject plays along, right?
But on the fourth day, he was waiting.
Not at school. Not even near the campus.
He was outside your apartment building, leaning against the wall like he belonged there. Hoodie up, head low, one AirPod in like he had all the time in the world.
You stopped walking half a block away. Thought about turning around.
But of courseâhe saw you.
He didnât wave. Didnât call out. Just stared, waiting. Like this was inevitable.
You stepped closer.
âHowâd you even know where I live?â
He looked at you. That maddening calm. âYou said once your bus stop was near the GS25 with the cracked window. I only had to walk around the area.â
You swallowed. âYou tracked me down from that?â
He didnât blink. âYouâre not that hard to find when you matter.â
You crossed your arms, hugging yourself without meaning to.
âYou shouldnât be here.â
âI gave you space,â he said. âFour days of it. Didnât like it.â
You stared him down. âThat wasnât a gift, Seong-je. That was me trying to figure out how to breathe again.â
He studied your face. Quiet. Thoughtful. Too quiet.
âDid you figure it out?â he asked. âHow to breathe without me?â
Your mouth opened, then closed again.
He stepped forward slowly, until there were only inches between you.
âI thought about you every day,â he said, voice like gravel. âEvery hour. And not just in the cute, high-school crush kind of way. I imagined knocking on your door and asking who was in your house. I imagined dragging your phone out of your hands to see who you were texting. I imagined hurting anyone who made you laugh like you used to laugh with me.â
You flinched.
He saw it. And didnât back down.
âIâm not the good guy,â he said. âI donât want to be.â
âThen what do you want?â you whispered.
His hand movedâslow, deliberateâand landed over your heart. Not touching skin. Just hovering.
âThis,â he said. âYours. Mine. I donât care how ugly it is, I just want it beating where I can see it.â
You looked away. Voice shaking.
âYou canât control me forever.â
âI donât need forever,â he said. âI just need right now.â
He leaned in again. Not for a kiss. For a breath. As if breathing the same air kept you tethered.
You stood still. Not forgiving. Not forgetting.
Just⊠stuck.
Because love shouldnât feel like drowning.
But sometimes obsession wears the same face.
Pairing: Geum Seong-je x Reader
Genre: Angst, possessiveness, obsession, unresolved tension
Setting: Post-Class 2 events, dark school rooftops and quiet apartments
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You shoved his hand off your wrist for the third time that night.
âGeum Seong-je,â you snapped. âYouâre not my boyfriend. You donât get to act like this.â
His eyes flickered. Not wide, not surprisedâbut focused. Too focused. Like a lion watching prey try to limp away.
âDonât call me by my full name like that,â he said, stepping forward. His voice wasnât loud, but it tightened the air between you.
âWhy not? Thatâs your name, isnât it? Or should I start calling you what people actually say behind your back?â
He raised a brow. âYou think I care what people say?â
âYou care when I say it.â
That shut him up, for a beat. And that silence felt more dangerous than any insult he could throw.
You folded your arms, already regretting coming up to the rooftop with him. Heâd cornered you at the stairwell after your last class, askingâno, demandingâa word. Always when no one else was around. Always when it would be easier to just nod and let him have his say.
You shouldâve said no.
âYou were with him again,â Seong-je said finally, his voice low. âYou know who I mean.â
You blinked. âAre you seriously bringing this up again? Heâs a friend. A normal friend.â
âNormal? You think that guyâs not waiting for you to give him one smile and climb into his lap?â
You stepped back. âYouâre out of line.â
He followed, slow and deliberate. âMaybe. But Iâm not wrong.â
âEven if youâre not, it doesnât matter. You donât get to dictate who I hang out with. You donât own me.â
That word. Own.
His face twitched. Not angry. Not yet. Just⊠strained. Tense in that way he got when he was trying not to lose control.
âI donât want to own you,â he said. But his eyes said otherwise. âI just want you to understand. Iâm the one who sees you for who you are. Not them. Not that guy. He doesnât know how your voice sounds when youâre lying. I do.â
You stared at him, arms still crossed. âThatâs not love, Seong-je. Thatâs surveillance.â
He laughed. Just once. Sharp, bitter.
âLove?â he repeated. âYou think what you make me feel is love?â
You paused. The rooftop air felt colder suddenly. And quieter. His voice dropped to a near whisper.
âI donât sleep some nights,â he said. âNot because of guilt. I donât have much of that left. But because I canât stop thinking about you. What youâre doing. Who youâre smiling at. If youâre still thinking about me or if youâve finally decided Iâm just another freak with a control problem.â
You didnât speak. Because he wasnât wrong. You had thought that. Maybe still did.
âBut then you do something stupid,â he continued. âLike laugh too loud in the hallway. Or wear something that makes every guy turn his head. And I realizeâthey donât get to see you like that. They donât get that part of you. Only I do.â
You exhaled slowly. âThatâs not love either. Thatâs obsession.â
He stepped closer again, so close you could smell the faint trace of smoke and mint he always carried. Not cologneâsomething darker. More dangerous.
âI donât care what you call it,â he said. âAs long as it keeps you away from him.â
You glared at him. âYou think Iâll drop my friends just because you said so?â
He leaned in, voice quiet enough that you could feel it in your spine.
âI think you already have. At least a little. Because youâre still here. Because even when I scare the hell out of you⊠you stay.â
He was right. And that terrified you more than anything.
Because you had a million chances to walk away from Geum Seong-je. From his temper, from the way he made everything a war, from the way his gaze felt like it could skin people aliveâbut you didnât.
Maybe because part of you liked how intense he got. How he looked at you like you were the only real thing in a world full of pawns and trash. Maybe you liked being the one exception.
But at what cost?
âYou need help,â you whispered.
His head tilted, eyes unreadable. âYou make me worse. You know that, right?â
You nodded, slowly. âYeah. And you make it really hard to breathe sometimes.â
He looked at you for a long time. No smirk. No anger. Just a quiet, razor-sharp stare.
âGood,â he said. âThen weâre even.â
And then he kissed you.
It wasnât soft.
It wasnât sweet.
It was a claim.
Possessive. Bruising. A kiss like a warning.
You didnât kiss back. But you didnât push him away, either.
And when he pulled back, his hand still wrapped around your wrist, you realized he wasnât going to let go.
Not tonight. Maybe not ever.