Genre: Dark romance, angst, possessive unraveling
Tone: Paranoia, emotional cracks, trust bleeding out
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It was a small thing.
An after-school tutoring session. A group project. A few classmates staying late to work on a presentation.
And you lied.
You told Seong-je you had to stay late because your teacher needed help organizing paperwork. Harmless. You just didn’t want him hovering. Watching. Breathing down your neck every second.
You needed air.
That was all.
But the moment you walked out of the school gates, and saw him waiting across the street, back against the wall like always—you knew.
He’d known.
And he’d followed.
You walked toward him slowly.
He didn’t speak.
Didn’t blink.
Just stared with those cold, burning eyes like you were a puzzle he had just realized was missing a piece.
“Was it worth lying?” he asked.
His voice was quiet. Too quiet. Not calm—contained. Like something was locked behind it.
You opened your mouth. Then closed it.
He took a step closer.
“I saw you,” he said. “With him.”
“Nothing happened.”
“I didn’t ask if something happened.”
There it was. That awful, quiet fury. Worse than yelling. It made the air feel tight. Your ribs ache.
“I just wanted—” You hesitated. “I wanted space.”
His jaw clenched. “From me?”
You nodded. Barely.
That was the first time he truly looked hurt.
Not angry.
Not possessive.
Just… hurt.
Like you’d ripped something out of his chest and stepped on it.
And for a second—just a second—you hated yourself for it.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” he asked.
“Because I knew you wouldn’t let me go.”
“I wouldn’t have stopped you,” he said, voice flat. “But I wouldn’t have liked it.”
He stepped closer. Too close.
And this time, you did flinch.
That pause… it shattered him.
“You’re scared of me again,” he said.
You didn’t answer.
He laughed once. Bitter. Broken.
“You said you could handle me. Said you wanted this. That we understood each other.”
“I did. I do,” you said, voice soft.
“Then why lie?”
“Because I’m tired, Seong-je,” you whispered. “I’m tired of always looking over my shoulder. Of knowing if I talk to someone too long, you’ll find a way to make them disappear. I wanted to feel normal for one day.”
His eyes were cold. But not unreadable.
No—this time, they looked… betrayed.
“You’re not normal,” he said. “You stopped being that the second you chose me.”
You swallowed.
And then he said it. The words that changed everything.
“So pick. Right now. Do you want normal, or do you want me?”
It wasn’t a question.
It was a test.
And God help you—
You didn’t answer.
Geum Seong-je x fem!reader | heavy angst,
Guys I’m sorry for doing this to y’all. But I couldn’t help it. Trust when I say your are gonna need to listen to this song while reading this ok😓🙏🏻🙏🏻
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It was raining.
A quiet, warm rain that tapped gently on the windows like it didn’t want to disturb anything.
The house smelled like vanilla and red wine.
The soft hum of the heater filled the room.
The baby had just fallen asleep — her little fists curled under her chin, breathing soft and perfect.
You’d both stood over her crib a little longer tonight.
Just looking.
Seong-je had kissed your temple and whispered:
“She looks like you when she sleeps.”
You smiled, eyes full.
“You say that every night.”
He just grinned, kissed your lips next, and turned the baby monitor on.
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You sat together by the window, watching the rain blur the world.
Two glasses of wine.
His fingers intertwined with yours.
Married.
Safe.
Hidden.
In love.
You almost believed the world had forgotten you.
You almost believed forever could fit inside four walls.
And then—
BANG. BANG. BANG.
Three deafening knocks on the front door.
Too hard.
Too fast.
Too official.
You jolted.
Wine glass spilled.
Your heart stopped.
Seong-je was already on his feet.
You grabbed his arm.
“Don’t—wait—don’t open it—”
But he was calm. Too calm. Like he’d been waiting for this moment his whole life.
“Stay with the baby.”
“No—”
Too late.
He opened the door.
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Ji-won was standing in the rain.
Behind him—
Two FBI agents.
Their badges out.
Jackets soaked.
Guns visible.
Outside, headlights cut through the dark.
Several cars.
People moving behind trees.
Voices on radios.
It wasn’t just a knock.
It was a raid.
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You stepped into the hallway, barefoot.
And time slowed.
You saw Ji-won’s face.
Guilt. Regret.
And something like mourning.
One agent stepped forward, raising his voice:
“Geum Seong-je—hands on your head. Get on the floor. Now!”
You couldn’t process it.
“W-what? What’s going on—?”
“We’ve been investigating the disappearance of [Y/N] for over a year now. A camper in the area saw you both near the river. We confirmed the identity. We know you’re here. Sir—on the ground. Now.”
Your world cracked like glass.
The baby monitor screeched from the table.
Your daughter crying, wailing in the other room.
“No—no—no!”
You ran forward, but one of them grabbed you—holding you back gently but firmly.
“Ma’am—step aside—”
“Don’t touch him! He didn’t do anything wrong!”
But Seong-je just looked at you.
Not afraid.
Just heartbroken.
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He lowered himself slowly to the floor.
Hands on his head.
The agents surrounded him.
Cuffed him.
One read him his rights, voice drowned out by your screaming.
“Don’t take him!—please—PLEASE!—don’t take him away!—”
You were shaking, clawing to get to him.
The rain poured harder.
Your feet slipped in the mud.
Seong-je looked over his shoulder as they pulled him to the truck.
And he smiled.
Just a little.
Like it was the only thing he had left to give you.
“You’re safe now,” he mouthed.
“I love you.”
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You ran after them.
Screaming.
Begging.
Your body against the side of the truck as they shoved him in.
“I love him! You don’t understand—HE SAVED ME! Please—please—just let me talk to him—let me touch him—just ONE MORE TIME—!” You screamed as the cops held you back.
But the engine roared.
The door slammed.
And Seong-je disappeared behind steel and glass and red lights.
You stood in the driveway.
Soaked.
Bleeding from your knees.
And screamed.
“BRING HIM BACK—”
“PLEASE BRING HIM BACK—”
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The FBI tried to talk to you.
One woman crouched down, jacket shielding your body from the rain.
“Are you okay? Do you need medical—?”
You shoved her away.
“I’m not okay! I’m never going to be okay again.”
And you collapsed.
Right there in the mud.
Hands in your hair.
Eyes toward the empty road where they’d taken your husband.
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Your baby’s cries still echoed from inside the house.
The monitor was still glowing.
And your chest caved in as you whispered to no one:
“She won’t even remember his face…”
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that new chapter AND y si fuera ella?? perfect tbh
Thank youuuuuu. I’m not even gonna lie reading the chapter back I did shed a little tear 😭😭😭😭there will be another chapter thooooo😝😝😝😝
Omgg heyyyy!!. Sry I havent posted in a while it’s summer and ive been busy🤪🤪🤪🤪anyway here’s a short oneshot.
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Genre: Angst / Slice of Life
Characters: Geum Seong-je x fem!Reader
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The air behind the convenience store was thick with smoke and silence.
Geum Seong-je leaned against the concrete wall, one hand buried in his pocket, the other lazily holding a cigarette. He didn’t usually smoke during school hours—it made him look like he cared too much. But today was different.
You watched him from the corner of the alley, your presence deliberate but unspoken. He noticed you. Of course he did. He always did.
“You follow me again,” he muttered without looking. “I should start charging you.”
You walked closer, not bothering to deny it. He had a way of dragging people in, even when he told them to stay away. Especially when he told them to stay away.
“I heard about what happened with Banseok High,” you said quietly.
“Tch.” He flicked ash to the ground, jaw tight. “People talk too much.”
You leaned against the wall beside him, close but not touching. He didn’t move away. That counted for something.
“Why do you keep doing this?” you asked.
He finally turned to look at you, eyes sharp but tired—always tired. “Doing what?”
“Picking fights. Getting yourself nearly killed. Pretending like none of it matters.”
There was a long pause. The wind carried the scent of burnt tobacco and blood not yet washed off his knuckles.
“It doesn’t matter,” he said flatly.
You tilted your head. “Liar.”
A humorless smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “You think you know me?”
“I think I know enough.” You nodded at the cigarette. “You only smoke when something’s eating at you.”
He didn’t deny it. Just looked away again, gaze distant, as if he could see every mistake he’d ever made written in the cracks of the pavement.
“You don’t have to keep doing this alone, Seong-je.”
Those words hit harder than any punch he’d taken. He didn’t move, didn’t speak, but something shifted. His hand, still holding the cigarette, trembled just slightly before he crushed it under his shoe.
Then he turned to you, really turned to you—eyes not cold, but hollow.
“Don’t say things like that,” he said. “Not to someone like me.”
You stepped closer, and this time, he didn’t flinch when you touched his hand.
“Maybe it’s time someone did.”
The silence after your words hung heavy, like the static before a storm.
Geum Seong-je looked at your hand on his, his fingers tense like a spring ready to snap. You didn’t move. You let him decide.
He could’ve walked away. Should’ve. It would’ve been easier.
Instead, his fingers curled, slowly, uncertainly, around yours.
It was subtle—barely a grip, barely anything at all—but to him, it felt like confession. Like surrender.
“I don’t know how to do this,” he said, so quietly it could’ve been the wind.
You met his eyes. “You don’t have to know everything. Just don’t push me away.”
He stared at you—really stared. As if he was searching for the trick, the weakness, the betrayal he was sure had to be hiding somewhere behind your kindness. But all he found was the same calm defiance that had always drawn him in.
His fingers tightened just slightly. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t.”
That made him scoff. “I’m not like those soft guys you probably like. I’ve got blood on my hands. I’ve done shit that doesn’t wash off.”
You stepped closer, now chest to chest. “So have I. Maybe not like you, but… we’ve all got scars. Doesn’t mean we’re not allowed to feel something good.”
He looked away again, jaw clenched. But he didn’t let go.
“You’re not scared of me?”
You shook your head. “I’m scared of losing you before you ever let yourself be known.”
That broke something in him. Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just the faintest crack in the armor—enough to let the light in.
He lowered his head, resting his forehead against yours, breath warm and uneven.
“You make me want things I don’t think I deserve.”
You reached up, gently brushing your fingers against the side of his face, over a forming bruise. “Then let me give them to you anyway.”
For a moment, the world narrowed to the space between you.
Then, slowly, carefully—as if afraid it would all shatter—Seong-je tilted his head and pressed his lips to yours.
It wasn’t practiced. It wasn’t polished. But it was real. Raw. Honest.
And in that kiss, Geum Seong-je didn’t feel like a fighter or a delinquent or a shadow in someone else’s story.
He just felt human.
Geum Seong-je x Fem!Reader
Dark Romance · Obsession · Intimate NSFW · Angst & Craving
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You hadn’t seen him for three weeks.
You changed your number. Blocked him everywhere. Moved out of your apartment without telling anyone where. But Geum Seong-je had a way of finding things — people — when he wanted them. And he always wanted you.
So when you opened the door to your new place and saw him standing there in the hallway, hood up, eyes bloodshot, fists clenched at his sides, you knew it was over.
“You really thought you could disappear on me?” he said quietly.
You should have slammed the door. Screamed. Called for help. But your heart was already racing — not from fear. From that sick, aching part of you that missed him every night, even when you hated him.
“I didn’t think you’d come.”
“I never stopped looking.”
His voice was low, almost broken. When he stepped into your apartment without asking, you didn’t stop him. When he grabbed your face and kissed you like he was drowning, you didn’t push him away. And when he whispered, “You ruined me, and you think I’d let you leave?” — you pulled him closer.
His jacket hit the floor. Your shirt followed. His hands were rough, desperate — dragging down your back, gripping your waist like he could hold you in place forever.
“Say it,” he growled against your neck. “Say you missed me.”
You didn’t want to. You tried to lie.
But his hand slipped between your thighs, fingers sliding over your underwear, and your body betrayed you with a soft gasp that only made him smirk.
“Liar,” he whispered. “You’re soaked.”
He pushed your panties aside, fingers teasing you, slow at first, then harder when you arched into him. Your hands tangled in his shirt, dragging it over his head. His body was tense, inked with bruises and rage, but he let you touch him like you were the only thing that calmed the fire.
“You think I don’t know you?” he rasped. “You leave, you run — and you still want me like this.”
You hated how true it was.
He pushed you back onto the bed, crawled over you like a storm — wild eyes, clenched jaw, every muscle in his body coiled like he was barely holding himself together. He kissed you like he wanted to devour you. And when he finally slid inside you, deep and punishing, you moaned his name like it was salvation.
“I’ll never let you go,” he groaned into your ear. “I’d burn the whole world to keep you.”
His thrusts were rough at first, fueled by weeks of madness — but when your nails dug into his back and your legs wrapped around his waist, he slowed. Not because he wanted to — but because he needed to feel you break for him.
Every time you gasped his name, every time your body trembled around him, it made something darker settle behind his eyes.
“You’re mine,” he said, forehead against yours, breath heavy. “You always fucking were.”
When you came undone under him, crying out, he followed with a hoarse moan and buried his face in your neck, breathing you in like you were the only thing keeping him alive.
He didn’t leave that night.
He held you after — arms wrapped tightly around you, his voice barely a whisper: “Run again, and I’ll come find you. Over and over.”
And you knew you would let him.
Every time.
hi i love your weak hero fanfics 😍😍 could you make something about baek dongha?
Heyy thank you sm for requesting!!!!(srry for taking s long time I was very busy😘)
Pairing: Baek Dong-ha x fem!reader
Genre: Slow-burn romance, angst with comfort, emotional vulnerability
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The rooftop was Baek Dong-ha’s escape.
Most people thought he thrived in chaos—always at the center of smoke and blood, commanding fear like it was instinct. But up here, with the city lights flickering below and the sky swallowing up his silence, he could finally breathe.
And now, you were here too. Sitting beside him, your legs swinging off the edge like you weren’t afraid of anything—not the height, not him.
“I figured I’d find you up here,” you said softly, placing a convenience store coffee beside him. It was the same one he always grabbed. Iced black, no sugar.
Baek Dong-ha didn’t look at you right away. He kept his eyes on the skyline, the cold wind brushing against the bandage on his jaw. “You shouldn’t be here.”
You smiled, not offended. “Neither should you. But here we are.”
He finally looked at you. Not with the sharp, cutting gaze that scared most people away. This one was quieter. Tired. Like he was always bracing for the next fight, even when there wasn’t one.
“Why do you keep showing up?” he asked, voice low. “Even after everything you’ve seen?”
You leaned back on your hands, your shoulder brushing his. “Because you’re more than what people see when they look at you.”
A bitter scoff escaped him. “They see what’s real.”
“I don’t think so,” you said, turning to face him. “I think they see what you want them to see.”
That made him pause. His fingers tightened slightly around the coffee cup. “And what do you see?”
You hesitated, then answered honestly. “Someone who’s hurting. Someone who doesn’t know how to be soft without feeling weak. Someone who thinks being alone is safer—but deep down, doesn’t want to be.”
His throat worked around a swallow. “You think you know me that well?”
“I’m still trying,” you said. “But I’m not scared to.”
Baek Dong-ha didn’t say anything for a while. The wind picked up, carrying the distant sounds of traffic and the echo of something fragile between you.
Then, so quietly you almost missed it, he said, “You shouldn’t get close to me.”
“I’m already close,” you replied. “And I’m still here.”
He turned his head just slightly, studying you. Like he was trying to find the catch. But there wasn’t one. Just you, stubborn and soft, sitting beside a boy the world had already written off.
Finally, he leaned back against the railing, letting out a slow breath.
“…I don’t know how to do this.”
“You don’t have to,” you said gently, brushing a strand of hair out of his eyes. “You just have to let me be here.”
Baek Dong-ha closed his eyes, letting your hand linger. For the first time in a long time, he didn’t feel the need to run or fight. He just… existed. Right beside you.
And maybe, for now, that was enough.
• He tells you he’s “just keeping you safe,” but it’s really about control. You’re not allowed to walk home alone. Your location is always known.
• He doesn’t trust anyone else with you — even your friends. He’ll start isolating you, gently at first. Then, not so gently.
• If someone touches you — even accidentally — he notices. And that person will feel it, later. Quietly. Violently.
• He’s not affectionate in public. Not out of shame — but control. You’re his. That’s enough.
• When you fight, he shuts down. Ice-cold silence. You’ll beg for a reaction, and he’ll stare at you with that deadpan expression that makes your heart drop.
• But later, he’ll show up outside your door, bruised from a fight, and press his forehead to yours like nothing happened.
• The only way he knows how to love is through violence. If someone hurts you — even emotionally — he will retaliate.
• He doesn’t understand emotional boundaries. If you cry, he gets angry. Not at you — at the world. At whoever made you feel like that.
• He has no limits when it comes to revenge. People disappear. Rumors start. You stop asking questions.
• He doesn’t need to ask what you’re doing. He already knows. His reach in the streets makes sure of that.
• Sometimes he’ll be standing outside your class, not saying a word. Just watching. People start whispering. You don’t know if you’re flattered or terrified.
• He reads your texts when you leave your phone unattended. Not because he doubts you. Because he needs to know.
• He shows affection when you’re broken — when you’re crying in the dark or trembling after a confrontation. That’s when he becomes gentle. That’s when his voice drops low, and he brushes hair from your face like you’re something fragile.
• But if you act too independent, too distant? He withdraws immediately. Gives you the cold shoulder until you come crawling back. He needs to feel needed.
• He doesn’t flinch at your anger. But your tears? That kills him — because he knows he causes them, and yet he still wants to keep you close.
• He once held you after a breakdown and whispered: “No one’s allowed to hurt you. Not even me.” But he already had.
• He tells you, “You don’t need anyone but me.” Over and over — until you believe it. Until it’s true.
• You can’t tell if you’re in love or if you’ve been caged. But some twisted part of you doesn’t want to escape.
• He’d burn the world down for you — but he’d burn you too, just to keep you his.
Even if he has a cold demeanor he would give In to your hugs and kisses and if you asked he’d cuddle you to sleep.
He loves seeing you wrap your arms around him if it means you will sleep feeling safe.
If it ever seems he’s not listening to you when he’s on his while your telling him all your school problems or girl drama. He’s most likely writing down names so he knows who he can’t trust around you.
Arguments end the same sometimes with him. He’s yelling at you. He leaves y’all’s apartment.he comes back with silent treatment, so your the one having to say sorry. Then y’all end up cuddling on the couch watching tv
Pairing: Yeon Si-eun x fem!reader
Genre: Fluff, slow-burn comfort
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The wind was crisp today—cool enough to make you shiver despite the faint sunlight filtering through the trees in Yeongdeungpo Park. You tugged your sleeves over your hands and glanced beside you.
Yeon Si-eun was sitting on the park bench, back straight, hands resting neatly on his knees. His expression was neutral as always—guarded, distant—but you could tell he was relaxed in his own way. The gentle sway of his leg and the way he let out a soft breath every now and then told you more than his face ever did.
“You’re cold,” he said suddenly, his voice low.
You blinked. “What gave it away? My chattering teeth?”
His gaze flickered to you—dry, deadpan.
“You’re not that subtle,” he replied.
You rolled your eyes, but smiled. “You could offer me your jacket, you know. Like a proper gentleman.”
“I would,” he said without missing a beat, “but you’d probably drown in it.”
That made you laugh, and you didn’t miss the tiny twitch at the corner of his mouth. You loved that—you loved the way he didn’t smile often, but when he did, it felt like you’d uncovered something rare. You didn’t need big gestures with Si-eun. His presence, his quiet concern, was enough.
“You always come out here when you’re thinking,” you said, watching the small pond across from the bench. Ducks floated lazily, undisturbed by the cold.
“It’s quiet here.”
“You don’t like quiet?”
“No, I like it,” he said, turning his head slightly to look at you. “But when I’m with you, the quiet feels different.”
Your heart stuttered.
He wasn’t the kind of guy to say things like that. He wasn’t the type to offer compliments or be affectionate without reason. But every now and then, he dropped these quiet, thoughtful lines that left you breathless.
“Different how?” you asked softly.
Si-eun looked away, watching the leaves dance in the breeze. His brows drew together—not in irritation, just contemplation. You’d come to recognize the subtle shifts in his expressions.
“It’s not heavy,” he finally said. “Silence is usually… pressure. But with you, it’s not.”
You didn’t speak for a while, afraid that anything you said might shatter the moment. You simply leaned your shoulder into his, your touch light but intentional. He didn’t flinch. He didn’t move away.
He let you stay there.
That was enough.
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You and Si-eun weren’t dating—at least, not officially. You weren’t even sure what you were. Friends, maybe. Companions. Something suspended in that space between understanding and unspoken affection.
But days like this made you feel like you didn’t need a label.
“You know,” you said after a while, watching a kid try to feed bread to a pigeon twice his size, “most people wouldn’t pick a cold bench over their warm beds on a weekend.”
He shrugged. “Most people aren’t me.”
“Mm, true. But most people aren’t this pretty, either.”
That made him pause.
“Pretty?”
“You know you are,” you teased. “If you ever wanted to stop beating people up, you could just model for skincare brands. You’ve got that ‘stone-cold beauty’ thing going for you.”
He gave you a flat look, but his ears were pink. That was enough for you to claim victory.
“You’re weird,” he said quietly.
“So are you.”
There was a pause. He was still looking at you, his gaze lingering just a moment too long to be casual.
“That’s why I don’t mind being around you,” he murmured.
You were pretty sure your heart forgot how to beat for a second.
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Later, the two of you wandered the nearby streets, your footsteps naturally falling in rhythm. Si-eun didn’t talk much, but his presence filled the space in other ways. You always noticed the little things—how he walked on the side closest to the road, how his eyes subtly scanned your surroundings, how he slowed his steps if you fell behind.
There was comfort in that. In knowing that he cared in ways that didn’t need to be said aloud.
You stopped in front of a small convenience store.
“Want hot chocolate?” you asked.
He nodded once. You ducked inside, grabbing two cans of warm cocoa from the heated shelf. When you came back out, he was leaning against the wall, hands tucked into his pockets, face turned up slightly to the sky like he was trying to read something in the clouds.
You handed him one can.
“Thanks,” he said, fingers brushing yours as he took it.
The contact made you warm in a way the drink couldn’t.
You both stood there for a moment, sipping cocoa in silence.
“I used to do this alone,” he said suddenly.
You looked at him.
“Come out on weekends. Watch people. Drink hot chocolate.”
You smiled. “Sounds lonely.”
“It was.”
His eyes met yours. There was something unguarded in his gaze, a softness that didn’t come often.
“It’s not anymore,” he said.
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A/N: There will be more!!!! If you want me to write any more kpop groups. Idols. Actors, etc plz ask!!!!(i dont rlly do smut but I will try if you request it😉)
A lot of my fanfic will have songs that you can listen to that give the vibe of the writing but you don’t have to listen to them you can listen to your own music!!
About me!!
She/her, Spanish/Mexican American😛
I don’t really write smut, I do sometimes, only if requested or asked(plz don’t be scared to ask😅)
I love kpop, punk rock, and underground rap/Memphis rap!!!!
I also love love LOVE twilight (team Jacob✊😜) I’m also a big jasper fan😏
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But these are the ones I plan on writing(an have written) thus far👇
No one else pt1, pt 2, pt3, pt4, pt 5
Geum seong je x reader headcanons
Only I hurt you
No One Else (follow up)
Every Time
I Know You Missed Me
The Last Cigarette
Cherry coke & cigarettes
Cherry coke & cigarettes pt 2
Glass cage pt 1, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt7, pt 8
The quiet between us
I Just Want You
Na Baek Jin Headcanons
Dirty little secret
Rumors & recordings
Beneath the smoke
To be loved by a monster
Nothing yet
Nothing yet
HII could you do a kang wooyoung x reader fic 😛😛😛
Pairing: Kang Woo Young x Fem!Reader
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Secret Relationship
Warnings: Swearing, emotional tension, implied possessiveness
Summary: You’ve been sneaking around with Kang Woo Young for months—behind stairwells, in empty classrooms, under shadows. But you’re tired of being a secret. And he… he doesn’t want to let you go, but he won’t let the world have you either.
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You pulled your hand away first.
The bell rang, signaling the end of lunch, and Woo Young’s grip on your wrist lingered a little too long before he let go.
“Someone could’ve seen us,” he muttered, eyes sharp as ever, scanning the empty stairwell where he’d kissed you like he owned your lungs.
You crossed your arms, heart still hammering from the way he’d just whispered your name minutes ago like a damn prayer.
“Then maybe we should stop hiding in goddamn stairwells.”
Woo Young’s eyes snapped to yours. Cold. Warning.
You didn’t flinch. Not this time.
“It’s not that simple,” he said, voice low. Controlled.
“It is for me,” you shot back. “Either we’re together, or we’re not. I’m not going to keep being your secret.”
He took a step closer. “You want everyone to know? You want to walk the halls with my name in your mouth like it’s safe?”
You blinked. “Yeah. I want to hold your hand without ducking behind a corner. I want to be seen.”
Woo Young scoffed—bitter, harsh. “You think that’s romantic? You think anyone around here’s gonna let you breathe if they find out you’re mine?”
Your breath caught. Yours.
He wasn’t denying it. He just didn’t want anyone else to know it.
“You’re not protecting me,” you said. “You’re protecting yourself.”
Silence.
His jaw clenched. You watched him war with himself—the need to hold on, and the instinct to push you away. The same look he always wore after a fight: bruised pride and something darker underneath.
“You knew what this was,” he finally said.
You stepped back. “Yeah. I thought it was something worth fighting for.”
You turned, heading back down the stairs, ignoring the way your chest ached when he didn’t stop you.
It had been four days.
Four days since you walked away from Kang Woo Young in that stairwell.
Four days of no calls. No texts. No midnight glances. Nothing.
You hadn’t spoken a word to him. Not in class. Not in passing. Not when he lingered in the hallway just a little too long, waiting for you to look at him.
You didn’t.
And that? That drove him insane.
He never said it out loud. Of course he didn’t—he was Woo Young. Cold, unreadable, untouchable. But beneath the silence, the storm was building.
He watched you laugh with a friend by the vending machines. That smile—the one that used to be just for him—was out in the open now. It made his jaw tighten.
Then he saw it.
Some guy. Tall. Too confident. Reaching for the same drink you did. Laughing. Leaning too close. And worse—you didn’t pull away.
Woo Young didn’t think. He moved.
One second, the guy was smiling.
The next, he was slammed against the wall.
“Back the fuck off,” Woo Young growled.
You spun around. “Woo Young—!”
The hallway fell quiet.
Eyes were on you. On him. On the way his hand fisted in the guy’s collar like he was ready to crack teeth against tile.
“Are you serious right now?” you snapped, shoving his arm.
He let go—but his eyes never left yours. Not even as the guy stumbled away, swearing under his breath.
“You’ve got no right to act like that,” you hissed.
“I do,” he said calmly. Too calmly. “You’re mine.”
That word again.
You felt heat crawl up your spine—not from desire this time, but fury.
“You only remember that when someone else looks at me.”
His silence was confirmation enough.
You turned to leave, but his voice—low, ragged—caught you.
“You don’t look at me anymore.”
You froze.
He wasn’t yelling. He wasn’t pushing. He just… sounded like something cracked under the surface.
“I see you walking past like I’m a stranger,” he continued. “Like none of it meant anything.”
You swallowed hard.
“You made me your secret, Woo Young,” you said quietly. “Now you don’t get to act like I betrayed you just because I stopped playing along.”
Then you walked away again.
But this time, his hand didn’t reach for you.
Not yet.
Geum Seong-je x fem!reader | dark romance, emotional intimacy, small town trip, slow burn, someone shows up from the past
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He watches you from across the room — standing by the window, staring at the woods like they’re whispering promises of somewhere else.
So he surprises you.
“I’m taking you out today.”
You turn, startled. “What?”
“Town. A small one. Off the map. Quiet.”
He sets down a folded hoodie and sneakers at your feet. “No one’ll know you.”
You blink, barely believing it. “You’re serious?”
He looks up. Eyes soft, unreadable.
“I want to give you something.”
You ask what.
He answers without words.
Just freedom.
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The drive is long and winding, the road narrow and wrapped in green. You watch the trees blur past the window, sunlight flickering through the leaves like gold. He’s quiet at first, one hand on the wheel, the other resting between you — close enough to touch.
You eventually take it.
And he lets you.
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The town is small. Too small for crowds. Barely more than a gas station, a diner, and one dusty little grocery store with faded signs and empty aisles.
It’s perfect.
He holds your hand like a warning — not to you, but to anyone who might look your way.
You walk beside him through the store, looking at the shelves, grabbing a few things — fruit, snacks, tea you remember liking. Then you drift.
Your eyes catch the tiny beauty section tucked into the corner. Old shelves. Plastic bins of lip gloss, lotion, cheap face masks in wrinkled packaging. Useless stuff, really.
But something about it makes you smile.
You let go of his hand — just for a second.
And vanish around the aisle.
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You’re holding a little blush compact and a pink tube of something when you hear it:
“ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs sʜᴇ?”
His voice.
Sharp. Controlled. But underneath it — panic.
You peek out from the aisle and see him talking to the bored cashier, who shrugs like it’s no big deal.
You step out. “I’m here.”
His eyes snap to yours.
He crosses the distance in three strides. Grabs your wrist, not hard, but firm.
“You don’t leave my sight.”
You nod quickly, whispering, “I just… saw this stuff.”
You show him the little basket in your hands. It’s got three sheet masks, a cheap perfume, two scrunchies, and a bottle of shampoo that smells like strawberries.
He stares at it. Then at you.
Then walks away with it.
You follow him, heartbeat still fast.
At the register, he adds a few more things. Things you didn’t even ask for — a soft brush, scented candles, a compact mirror.
He never asks if you want them.
He just buys them because you touched them.
Because if you want it, it’s yours.
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The ride home is different.
You’re not looking out the window anymore.
You’re looking at him.
He drives with one hand on the wheel, the other resting beside you again — close enough to grab.
This time, you do.
Your fingers thread with his. And then — you laugh. Out of nowhere.
He turns his head, surprised. “What?”
You smile. “I was just thinking how weird this is.”
“What is?”
“I feel… happy.”
He doesn’t speak for a moment.
Then he says, without looking at you:
“You haven’t smiled like that since I took you.”
You squeeze his hand. “You’re the reason I’m smiling now.”
That gets him.
He exhales slowly, like your words knock something loose in him.
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On the way back, you talk more than you ever have.
He tells you about his first fight. His first scar. The day he realized he was capable of hurting someone and how easy it was to never stop.
He tells you about music he likes (he doesn’t admit it, but he likes old love songs), and the time he got caught stealing a bike when he was twelve, and how he broke his hand punching a guy who insulted his mother.
You ask him things you were scared to ask before.
He answers all of them.
Not because he’s suddenly soft.
But because he knows you’re already his — and he wants you to know the man you belong to.
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By the time you pull into the driveway, your heart is so full you almost cry.
He kills the engine.
The forest is quiet.
And you whisper, “Thank you.”
He looks at you.
Really looks.
Like he can’t believe the girl he once caged is now choosing him back.
His thumb brushes your cheek.
And he leans in slowly, pressing a kiss to your lips — not demanding, not claiming.
Just… grateful.
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Inside the house, he puts your new things in his bathroom.
Not the basement.
Not a guest room.
His.
Because this is your life now.
And even the outside world can’t take it away.
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You sit in the bathroom — his bathroom — on the edge of the tub while he silently unwraps the little drugstore beauty products you picked out.
He opens the strawberry shampoo.
Sniffs it. Blinks slowly.
Then holds it out to you.
“You like this?”
You nod, a little shy. “It reminds me of being sixteen.”
He says nothing.
But when you look in the shower later, the bottle is already there, standing like it belongs.
He placed it next to his expensive soap.
Side by side.
Like you’re already one thing.
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He brushes your hair out on the bed.
You sit between his legs in one of his shirts while he runs the soft new brush through your hair — slow, patient, careful not to tug.
“Why are you doing that?” you murmur.
He doesn’t answer right away.
Then:
“Because no one ever brushed mine.”
The silence settles like mist.
You twist to look at him.
He’s watching the strands fall between his fingers, like they’re silk.
You lean into his chest. “I’ll brush yours tomorrow.”
His jaw twitches.
He kisses the top of your head.
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The next morning, you wake up wrapped in him — arms across your waist, chest against your back, your legs tangled in his.
You lie there a long time.
Not because you’re scared.
But because it feels like home.
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You cook breakfast together.
Which is to say: you try to stir the eggs while he stands behind you like a wall of heat, one hand on your hip, the other covering yours on the spoon.
“Let me help—”
“I am helping,” he mutters, lips grazing your temple.
You laugh.
He still moves like he expects someone to shoot through the windows. Still glances at the door. Still keeps a gun under the sink.
But with you?
He’s relaxed.
And with him?
You’re whole.
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Later, curled on the couch with a blanket over both your legs, you look at him and say the most dangerous thing you’ve ever said:
“I don’t miss my old life.”
He blinks. Slow. Turns to face you.
“You mean that?”
You nod.
“I was lonely. Empty. The world had me, but it didn’t see me.”
You pause. “You saw me. You… chose me.”
His hand comes up to cradle your jaw.
“I’ll always choose you.”
Then he adds — lower, darker:
“Even if I have to burn the world down to keep doing it.”
And you believe him.
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You go to sleep that night in his bed.
His arms.
His world.
And for the first time in your life… you dream of staying.
Forever.
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It’s been three weeks since the grocery store trip.
Three weeks of laughter, touches, stolen kisses in the kitchen.
You even started keeping your own mug by the sink.
You started calling it “home.”
He didn’t correct you.
And you thought — maybe the world forgot you.
But the world has a memory like a knife.
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It happens on a Sunday.
You’re in the garden. He let you start one — just herbs and small flowers. You wear a hoodie two sizes too big (his), and you’re humming to yourself when the air shifts.
Footsteps.
But they’re not his.
You freeze.
Then — a voice:
“…[Y/N]?”
You turn.
And time stops.
It’s your friend. From your old life.
The one who cried when you vanished.
The one who swore they’d find you, somehow.
You whisper their name.
They step closer, wide-eyed. “Oh my god. You’re alive. We’ve been looking for you—where have you—are you hurt? What the fuck is going on?”
You open your mouth.
But the truth dies in your throat.
Because behind them—
Silent. Still.
Like death itself—
Seong-je.
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Your friend doesn’t see him yet.
You do.
His expression is unreadable. Not furious. Not loud.
Cold.
Lethal.
Your friend grabs your hands. “We can go. Right now. I have the car. Come on. You don’t have to be scared anymore—”
You pull back.
They freeze.
“…What?”
You glance behind them.
“Leave.”
“What?”
“Now. Before he—before I—please. Just go.”
That’s when your friend finally turns.
Sees him.
And takes a step back.
But it’s too late.
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He doesn’t touch them.
Doesn’t speak to them.
Just stands there, knife at his belt, calm as a shadow.
Your friend looks at you, desperate. “He’s brainwashed you. You think this is love? This is prison.”
You shake your head.
“No. My life before him was the prison.”
You look at Seong-je then. “This is the first time I’ve ever felt free.”
He finally moves — walks to your side, hand brushing yours.
And you take it.
In front of your friend. Without shame.
“You chose him,” they whisper.
You nod once.
“Always.”
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He lets them leave.
No chase.
No threat.
But they leave pale. Shaking. And you know they’ll tell someone. Try to come back.
You don’t care.
You go inside with him. Sit on the couch.
You’re silent for a long time.
Then:
“You’re angry.”
“No,” he says. “I’m reminded.”
“Of what?”
He turns to you, fingers tightening around yours.
“That this world thinks it can take what’s mine.”
You climb into his lap. Wrap your arms around his neck.
“I told them the truth.”
His jaw flexes.
You kiss it. “I chose you.”
He nods.
“I’ll always choose you.”
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That night, he doesn’t leave your side once. Not to check the locks. Not to patrol. He just holds you.
And whispers, “They can come back. But they’ll never take you.”
And you whisper back, “I won’t let them.”
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Reading it back I didn’t know it was this long 😭😭😭😭
I write one shots/imagines for geum seong je. I also write for other characters of kdramas,k actors and kpop idols😛
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