Why Am I Like This - Blog Posts

Guess what?!? It’s fucking covid!

I have went 4 years without having this bullshit. I have feel like absolute garbage. I finally went to the doctor today and had a shot of steroids too.

Ugh, I just want to feel better!!!

i’m so fucken sick and i’m exhausted. Don’t know what I’ve got. Could be the absolute piss yellow clouds of pollen? absolutely! Could I have gotten something from the little brats that were near me open mouth coughing- that was definitely a sick cough? yup!

I like my men how I like coffee….rolling off my car. beep beep beep

write the fic i’ve been brainstorming since i watched saltburn : ❌

draw scene from the fic that has been stick in my head instead of writing it: ✅

*sigh*

meanwhile it has taken me an entire YEAR to put together the bare minimum of even marginally useful thoughts about my actual phd topic, WHY

so I wrote two papers in like 1-2 weeks each about other stuff I was doing to procrastinate working on my doctorate and THEY HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED

How to maintain more than 3 friendships at once and not loose everyone around me no borax no glue

I think I might have the spreadsheet autism. I’m supposed to be writing a paper, but I ended up procrastinating by creating a spreadsheet detailing by how much each state’s minimum wage fails to support basic costs of living.

hear me out...

The question is...

When Charli XCX's "Boys" comes on the radio

AND

Hayley Kiyoko's "Girls like Girls" is about to play on shuffle on your phone...

WHAT DO YOU LISTEN TO????

(Based on an actual dilemma I had once)

Me when I'm not home: omfg I have so much to do when I get home, and so many essays to write not to mention all the studying I have

Me when I get home: oh cool 115k word fic, lets read it all in one sitting

don’t have actual plans for the future but i do have a futuresona which is a version of me that accomplishes all of my assorted and unrealistic goals

i was drinking coffee and someone asked me a question and i answered but i forgot i had coffee in my mouth and it all fell out helnp me

"Dad issues"

"Mommy issues"

Nah-uh, I'm the issue

Cause I like men that have seen dark shit so they know the value of peace and love and happiness. They are mysterious and have sexy voices that I can easily imagine them saying the filthiest things in my ear. That armour maybe hard, but I know those boys are SOFT underneath. The perfect formula to have me simping😅

Why must I always love the men who have severe trauma, wear helmets and armor, and just need a hug

Why do all the best ideas always come when I want to pass out???

If Tubas were prohibited from entering a certain area would they be contra-banned?

2+4=6, 8+8=16 so 7+8=15, 1+6=7, so therefore 27+48=75

I love "how do you do math?" questions. Here's how my brain does it:

How about you guys?

makes real friends for the first time in my life: this is so nice. it's like platonic polyamory

them: you mean a friend group?

ADHD at night: I could write a book. I could get my Master’s Degree. I could go to the club and come home with 12 new friends. I could get a job at that club and meet the mother of my children. I could cure every disease and use my wealth to bring world peace.

ADHD during the day: Fold laundry too hard :( Come back next week

Randomly slept for 14 hours. I think Xavier took over my body

Stinky boy doing a scrub

Much needed

Very nice

scrub-a-dub-dub, outlaw in a tub

I feel this in my soul.

Me @ Arthur Morgan: YOU LISTEN HERE, YOU BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING! YOU ARE AMZING, KIND, AND ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL HUMAN BEINGS I HAVE EVER SEEN.

Protect the gentle cowboy! He deserves the best in life.

:’c

Stranger things

Okay, so I'm new to this show( just beginning) and its already destroying me. I want to adopt Jonathan and Eleven. I'm only on the third episode! Guys, send help.

bae: *sends romantic music lyrics from her favorite songs*

me: *sends gif of a lady dancing with broccoli in her hands*

I'm

30%- I want to achieve my dreams

30%- Never want to leave my bed

20%- Just want to go ape shitt

20%- Confusion

sorry all i do is talk about how much i want to kiss kai abd also marry him and form a healthy long-term ace4ace relationship with him hes ace btw he told me (he did not actually tell me. he is not real, and therefore can not tell me anything. however i think of him as asexual because i am too and it would make me so happy if he was but they ar e genuinely never gonna confirm that) anyway hey

Ace4ace. What the fuck. I'm ace too and I want to kiss him. Are you me. Am I you. Idk

Also he is real wydm. How is he not real if he's affected me, a REAL person, so badly????? Explain that then. Huh.

I am shocked with how much this is me...

here’s to all 50 of my unfinished fics

i forgot how to draw collapse ;;;;;;;;

owawa i feel so bad i've been drawing everybody in my top 5 favorites except for him lately ;;