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Converting friendship to love (?)
Today I had a very inspiring conversation about love. Someone asked me if my falling in love with my girlfriend was instantaneous. To give a sufficient answer, I had to start from a couple years ago.
In the first years of highschool I had a girlfriend, then we broke up. Then I was attracted to a girl I didn't actually know. It was a very mindless and surprisingly pricey crush/relationship, anyways hard to define and completely irrelevant... I had all these, while my girlfriend and I were only friends.
My experience was, that love is a relationship, where you can't fully trust the other, you have to provide, where feelings are forged and you can't be honest about it, where you kind of get all used-out for a made-up ideal, which doesn't even exist in real life. With this sad and depressing concept I often pictured myself lonely in the future.
HOWEVER, and this however is, I suppose, one of the most important howevers in my entire life, I had a very great friend. She was my secret's keeper, someone, who understood me and whom I understood just as much. She was the most important person to me and I was 100% aware of this but considering what Iknewabout love, I figured it's the best to be friends and not even the slightest bit lovers...
After a long and fruitful friendship, and some disappointing experiences with other girls, the big, romantic turn occured. We (I mean my girlfriend and I (of course)), went to a big christian youth conference, where there was a seminar about how we relate to the people. The preacher said, that we should inspect our lives and find the leaks on our relationships and go and try to mend them. My first thought was a girl I was very keen on getting to fall in love with me, who would've thought... BUT a little later that night, I realised how twisted my life was and more importantly my relationships. And then I started to have faith in love, where you care, you respect, you can be honest, and most of all, you finally are whole.
There was one person, who I felt all this with. And it wasn't and still isn't just some mindless emotional stuff. This is a wonderful, deep and meaningful relationship. It takes you to places you never thought existed. You feel its stunning heights and the somehow hopeful depths. It isn't contrary. It's honest and clean. It makes you balanced and your life seems to finally get on the right track.
I'm in love. Not in the blinded, naiv kind. It's true love and sometimes it comes along with troubles, no doubt, but it feels just right. I'm grateful for my wonderful Girlfriend. Whenever I look at her, or listen to her or just simply think of her, I know, that this is where I belong. She gives me that feeling, that I'm finally home.
I could write houndreds of books about my remaining thoughts on love but this is a piece, which I felt like sharing...
This one is without the little usual more or less stupid small / short story. It is just another sunset in Castelo de Vide. Words seems not necessary. (And be warned: next I'll post a short video with... Sheep!) #castelodevide #justanothersunset #sunrays #altoalentejo #life #beingalive #feelingalive #coreofliving #being #somewhereelse #laurieandthestoryof (Is somewhere in that sunset...) #living #grateful #andwhateverhashtagiuseitwillnotcoverthefeelingofbeingalivethatigetwheniexperiencesunsetslikethisdayafterdayandevenmorebeautifuldaysandnightsforwhichicantthankthistownanditspeopleenough (Usual one-off hashtag...) #udenfilter #mantelmomento #danielmantel #primeiroproximopasso (Even he is also present...) (her: Castelo de Vide)
Alright guys! My new single “Take Me There” comes out in 4 days! I’m really excited and it’s my first music video under a major label! I’d love the support! You can pre-save by clicking this link: https://linktr.ee/sukesharay again thank you everyone for the love and kindness!!! This song is about my past struggles with abuse and rising against that!!! Let’s go!!
"A Place We Never Knew" is out now! Hit this link to listen —> https://SukeshaRay.lnk.to/APWNK
I am so incredibly proud of this project, and so grateful to be able to work with Warner Music with its release!!!
THANK YOU EVERYONE for the support!
~love
Sukesha Ray <3
Sakura❤️ by me. #form #Love #grateful #naruto #style #fashion #anime #sakuraharuno #manga #instaart #instagram #instalove #music #artist #art #painting #drawing #otaku #color (at Atlanta, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BprgTXmlCpa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qpyt2ohcwxil
Kindness is everywhere
Every time you think, there is no more kindness left in the world, there will always be a person to prove to you that you're right. But at the same time, there will always be another person to prove you wrong. You just had to look around to see that person. Just like how someone wrapped me in blanket when I was sleeping in cold when they could've just ignored too.
Colour Run KMM 2019
I played with colour powder today for the first time. Today my college is celebrating its 20th anniversary. So due to that we had many activies and many people including alumni, people from nearby housing area, parents and many more came to our college today. We had food stalls and other activities. Colour run was one of it. Firstly in the morning we ran around the college in the college compound. Then after that the winners were announced. First 150 students won the medal. Then started the most important moment. It's none other than colour fight. Evryone started targeting their friends and throw colour powder towards them. The field was full of colours flying in the air. We all were wearing a white shirt provided so it made the colour clearly visible and added more fun to it. Some were chasing their friends to throw colour on them while the other were throwing colours on their friends' faces and shirt.
I threw the powder high in the sky. And it fell back on me again. That made me so happy. I was surrounds by colours. For some reason my heart felt that happines. My friends threw colour powder on me and i also threw back at them. Since i wear spectacle, my spec all got colour. 😔🤭 But it was still fun though. This is my first time playing colour powder. Indians used to celebrate this as holy but since its rarely celebrated in my country i have never celebrated or played with it before. So i was double excited. But one weird thing is my colour powders didnt finish at all. It was like a magic packet. I kept using the colour powder in it but still i had some left. So in the end i had to give my colour powder to friends and asked them to finish it. It's weird right. I was super excited today. I even jumped in the air to express my happiness. I also took alot of pictures as memories. With my friends and without my friends too.
The only thing that worried me was i didnt had enough friends. I only had 3 of them to play colour powder with me. It would have been best if i had many friends. And that's how your supposed to enjoy this game too. That's the only thing i wasnt satisfied about. But yet I enjoyed myself. My first experience of playing with colour powder turned into one of my beautiful memory. And one of the bucket list is ticked off.
Here's a picture taken before the run. My shirt was as white as a paper.
And here the picture after the run (ft. Nysaa and Nad)
This is me with my classmate. Actually there were some more of them but couldnt find them all at that time. So we just took it with whom were there. Haha
Honestly I had a lot of fun today even though i didnt had many people to share the fun with me. I shared the joy with those who are genuinely happy to share the fun with me. I want to have more days like this in future. And I wanted to shared that joy with many more people. Hopefully it'll happen soon.
Anyways thank you KMM for organizing such a great event today and giving us opportunity to make great memories with loved ones.
And yeah Happy 20th Anniversary KMM 🥳🥳 Thank you for the life lessons you're teaching me. Even though you are lack in some ways and give me hard times sometime I'll take it as a way to improve myself as a person. And I'll make sure to make you proud too. Just like how your previous students (alumni) did. Thank you and I love you 😘💕
P.S : I'm writing this right after came back from the colour run. I havent took my bath yet. Then only i'll see the colour river flowing in my bathroom 🤭😂😂.
Atleast for a day, atleast try to go out escape from those four walls and see what's happening outside. There's a beautiful world out there.
A week ago yesterday I made first christmas purchases and I so happen to get christmas tree balls that remind me of WICKED. Also we had our first snow. Christmas season is approaching…
All that WICKED Merch… 💚🩷
Anyways, hope everyone who celebrates had a Happy 🦃 Day / Thanksgiving up until now.
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Up until now the (minor) decision i made last year around this time, has influenced my life and health positively. 🩷
Harms Vineyards and Lavender Fields, Biodynamic and Organic Ranch, Napa Valley
Weekend sanctuary #placestosee #santuario #timetochill #enjoylife #2018 #thankful #grateful #naturalmystic
r u capable of being grateful for the good little moments in your hectic life?
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