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omg i loved your Left Behind ficccđ. Could you maybe do a part two where like she confronts her brothers and maybe they say smthn mean. And she canât believe their mom didnât say anything either. I love the angst vibe.
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part 1
pairing: carlos sainz x leclerc!reader
summary: the reader confronts Carlos, Charles, and Arthur after discovering that Carlos went to Mexico with his brothers without informing her. The confrontation leads to a painful argument, where she faces indifference from her brothers and feels deeply betrayed by Carlos.
warnings: angst, emotional neglect, family conflict.
âItâs not as easy as you think.
The tension in the dining room was thick, and every word from Arthur seemed to cut deeper than the last. You couldnât believe you were sitting here, staring at them, the people who were supposed to care for you the most, yet all you felt was betrayal.
âDo you think I donât understand? âYour voice trembled with raw emotion. âIâve been nothing but supportive, Charles. But you⌠you went to Mexico with Arthur without even telling me! ÂĄAnd with Carlos too! âYou could feel the anger rising, thick and uncontrollable.
Arthur crossed his arms, a look of irritation on his face. âYouâre being dramatic. âhe muttered. âIt wasnât that big of a deal.
Charles, who had been silent up until that point, finally spoke, but his words hit you like a slap. âWe were busy. It wasnât intentional.
âIt wasnât intentional?! âyou echoed, incredulous. âHow do you not tell your sister that youâre leaving the country? How is that not intentional?
The hurt was suffocating. You looked at them, trying to hold back tears, but they were already welling up in your eyes. Your brothers just didnât get it. They never did.
You turned to your mother, who had been quiet the entire time, her eyes fixed on her plate, as if she were trying to avoid the storm brewing around her. âAnd you? Youâre just going to sit there? Youâre not even going to say anything? âYour voice cracked as you let out the question, your gaze pleading.
âI donât want to get involved. âyour mother replied, her tone flat, emotionless. âThis is between you three.
The silence that followed felt suffocating. No one was on your side. No one even cared enough to understand.
You could feel the tears threatening to spill, but you refused to let them show. âFine. âyou said, the words dripping with a coldness you didnât feel. âI get it. You donât care.
You stood up, your chair scraping harshly against the floor, the sound jarring in the quiet room. You didnât wait for anyone to speak. You couldnât. Not when everything youâd ever wanted. Recognition, care, love. Was so effortlessly ignored.
Without another word, you walked out of the room, the cold air hitting your face as you stepped into the garden, your chest tight with emotion.
The sound of footsteps behind you broke the silence, and you didnât need to turn around to know it was Carlos. You knew he had been watching, and you knew this moment had been coming. But you werenât ready for what came next.
âÂżAmor? âCarlosâs voice was gentle, but you could hear the concern beneath it. âI saw you leave. Are you okay?
You shook your head, not trusting yourself to speak, but the words bubbled out anyway. âIâm not okay, Carlos. âyou whispered, your voice small, fragile. âI canât believe you went to Mexico with them and didnât even tell me. I thought⌠âThe hurt in your voice made it impossible to continue.
Carlos stepped closer, his hand hesitating in the air before resting on your shoulder. âI never meant to hurt you. âhe said softly, his voice low, almost apologetic. âIt was just⌠a last-minute thing. You know how it is with Charles and Arthur.
âThatâs not the point! âYou pulled away from him, anger flaring again. âThe point is, you left without saying anything. You chose them over me. Again.
Carlos looked at you, his expression full of guilt, but there was something else behind his eyes. Something that made you feel even more alone. âI didnât mean to make you feel this way. You have to know that.
But you didnât feel reassured. Not anymore. The hurt was too deep, the sense of betrayal too overwhelming. âNo, Carlos. I through you cared about me. I through i mattered to you. â you swallowed hard, trying to keep your voice steady. âBut you donât. You never did.
His face faltered at your words, and for a moment, he just stood there, as if unsure of what to do. But you didnât give him the chance to fix things. You had already made up your mind.
âYou should go. âyou said, your voice distant. âI need some space.
Carlos hesitated, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer. âIâm sorry. âhe murmured before turning away, the sound of his footsteps fading into the night.
You stayed in the garden, the cold air numbing your skin, but it did nothing to numb the ache inside you. You had hoped, at least for a moment, that Carlos would choose you. But in the end, like everyone else, he had walked away.
So like queen idk if u have instagram but like recently the leclercs went to Mexico so can we maybe get smthn REALLL angsty where its like carlos x leclerc reader and sheâs not too close to the family. (not on her part mainly charles and arthur) and they go on vacation without telling her and sheâs like sad. You can have more ending if u want
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a/n: okay, let me know if this is what you wanted. because I understand the point but not too much.
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part 2
pairing: carlos sainz x leclerc!reader
summary: left out of a family vacation, you confront Carlos about the secrecy and the growing distance with your brothers. Tensions rise, but Carlosâ heartfelt apology offers a chance for reconciliation and understanding.
warnings: angst, themes of exclusion and insecurity, emotional confrontation.
The early morning sunlight crept through the curtains of your shared apartment in MĂłnaco, but the warmth on your face did little to ease the growing heaviness in your chest. You scrolled through Instagram absentmindedly, your feed filled with glimpses of familiar faces. Your brother, Charles and Arthur. Both smiling and laughing under the mexican sun.
Charles had posted a picture of himself sipping on a cocktail by the pool, Arthur had shared a video of their group riding ATVs through the desert, and then there was Carlosâyour boyfriend of two yearsâposing in the same photos, his trademark smile shining brighter than the sun.
And yet, no one had told you about the trip.
Not a single word.
Your throat tightened as you swiped through the posts. You hadnât even known they were leaving Monaco, let alone heading off to Mexico. What hurt most wasnât the secrecy â it was the reminder that, despite your efforts, you were still an outsider in your own family.
Youâd always known that Charles and Arthur shared a bond you could never quite penetrate. They were close, the kind of brothers who had their own language, their own inside jokes. As their sister, you loved them deeply, but there had always been a sense of distance, a silent barrier that set you apart.
And Carlos⌠he had fit into their world so seamlessly. Youâd seen it from the beginning, the way he joked with Charles like theyâd been friends forever, the way Arthur looked up to him. Sometimes it felt like Carlos belonged with them more than he belonged with you.
You sighed, setting your phone aside and staring blankly at the ceiling. The questions swirled in your mind, each one cutting deeper than the last.
Why didnât they tell me? Did they think I wouldnât care? Or⌠did they just not want me there?
The sound of the front door opening pulled you from your thoughts. Carlos walked in, a small carry-on bag in hand. His face lit up when he saw you, but his smile faltered when he noticed the expression on your face.
âMi amor. âhe greeted, stepping closer. âWhatâs wrong?
You crossed your arms, leaning against the kitchen counter. âYou tell me, Carlos. How was Mexico?
His eyes widened slightly, caught off guard by your tone. âMexico? How did youâ
âInstagram. âyou interrupted, holding up your phone. âCharles and Arthur have been posting non-stop. Seems like everyone had a great time. Everyone but me.
Carlos sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI can explainâ
âCan you? âyou snapped, your voice trembling.
âIt wasnât like that. âCarlos began, his tone pleading. âIt was a last-minute thing. Charles invited meâ
âAnd you didnât think to invite me?
Carlos hesitated, guilt flashing in his eyes. âIt wasnât my place to invite you. It was your familyâs trip, not mine.
The words stung, each one hitting like a blow to the chest. âMy family âyou repeated bitterly. âRight. The family that always makes me feel like I donât belong.
Carlos stepped closer, his expression softening. âThatâs not trueââ
âIsnât it? âyou challenged, tears brimming in your eyes. âThey didnât want me there, Carlos. And you went along with it. Do you have any idea how that feels?
He reached for you, but you took a step back. âI thought you were on my side. I thought⌠I thought I could count on you.
âMi amor⌠âCarlos said softly, his voice heavy with regret. âI never wanted to hurt you. If I had known this would upset youâ
âYou should have known âyou cut him off. âYou should have thought about how Iâd feel. But you didnât.
The tension in the air was suffocating, the silence between you deafening. Finally, Carlos broke it.
âYouâre right âhe admitted in a whisper.
His apology caught you off guard, the sincerity in his voice cutting through your anger. You looked at him, searching for any hint of dishonesty, but all you saw was regret.
âI love you âhe continued, stepping cautiously closer. âAnd I never want you to feel like youâre not enough. Not with me, not with anyone.
Your resolve faltered, but his words didnât fill the emptiness in your chest. You took a small step back, letting the distance between you speak for itself.
âI donât know if itâs that simple, Carlos âyou whispered, avoiding his gaze. âI canât keep feeling like an outsider.
Carlos froze, his expression pained. He opened his mouth as if to say something, then stopped. He took a breath, and his shoulders slumped slightly.
âIâll do whatever it takes. âhe said quietly. âBut only if you let me.
You didnât respond, your thoughts a tangled mess of emotions. The love you felt for him was still there, but so was the hurt, the lingering doubt.
Carlos nodded, his jaw tight, his eyes filled with understandingâand fear. âTake all the time you need.
He didnât try to close the distance again, and you didnât move to close it either. Instead, you stood there, two people caught in the uncertainty of what came next.
The only sound in the room was the faint hum of the city outside, a reminder that the world kept turning even as yours felt stuck in limbo.
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â Between Karts and Confessions
- in which carlos and the reader race in karts, leading to a surprising confession and a deeper connection.
â Left Behind
- in which carlos faces guilt and doubt after you confront him about being excluded.
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pairing: carlos sainz x gn!reader
summary: A playful kart race with Carlos Sainz Jr. turns into something more when a heartfelt confession changes everything between you.
warnings: fluff. light teasing and playful rivalry.
Working as a data engineer at Ferrari wasnât easy, but it had its perks. One of them was your dynamic with Carlos Sainz Jr. From the moment you joined the team, he had made it his mission to tease you, calling you âthe rookieâ despite your proven expertise. Your relationship was a constant back-and-forth of challenges and sarcastic remarks, but there was an unspoken spark neither of you dared to acknowledge.
Today was a rare calm day after a grueling Grand Prix weekend. The team had decided to stay at a private circuit in Italy to relax before heading to the next race. While most of your colleagues were enjoying a barbecue, Carlos walked over to you with his trademark mischievous grin.
âWhat are you doing sitting here, rookie?â he asked, crossing his arms and looking down at yo
âWhat are you doing sitting here, rookie?â he asked, crossing his arms and looking down at you.
âEnjoying not staring at data for once. Why?â you replied, raising an eyebrow as you took a bite of bread.
âPerfect. Then you have no excuse to turn down my challenge.â
You rolled your eyes, already sensing trouble, though you knew you wouldnât resist. Carlos had a knack for pulling you out of your comfort zone.
âWhat kind of challenge, Sainz?â
He pointed toward the karts parked near the track. Theyâd been sitting there all day, mostly ignored by the team.
âA race. You against me. Three laps. If I win, you have to listen to something Iâve been meaning to tell you. If you winâŚâ He paused, leaning in with a playful smile. âPick whatever you want.â
You raised an eyebrow, studying him. It wasnât the first time Carlos had challenged you, but something about his tone felt differentâmore serious, despite his usual carefree demeanor.
âFine. But get ready to lose,â you said, standing up and brushing off your hands.
Carlos laughed, the sound bright and full of confidence.
âIâd love to see you try.â
Minutes later, you were both suited up and ready on the small track. Adjusting your gloves, you glanced over at Carlos, already seated in his kart with the number 55 emblazoned on the side.
âReady?â he called out, his voice muffled slightly by his helmet.
âMore than ready.â
The first lap was pure fun. You traded positions constantly, each trying to outsmart the other. Carlos tried to block you on a tight turn, but you slipped past him on the inside, shooting him a triumphant look.
âThatâs cheating!â he yelled, though you could hear the laughter in his voice.
âIs that all youâve got, Sainz?â you shouted back, grinning.
The second lap got more competitive. Carlos, being the professional driver, had the upper hand, but you held your ground with a few tricks of your ownâlike swerving just enough to throw him off or splashing water at him when he got too close.
âYouâre impossible!â he yelled, laughing as he wiped water off his visor.
âAnd youâre slow!â
As you entered the final lap, Carlos got serious. He took the lead with a move you couldnât counter, and despite your best efforts, he crossed the finish line just seconds ahead of you.
He removed his helmet with a triumphant smile as you pulled up beside him, huffing in frustration.
âNot bad for an engineer, but youâre still no driver,â he teased, offering his hand to help you out of the kart.
You swatted his hand away with a mock glare, but took it anyway.
âAlright, a dealâs a deal. Whatâs so important you had to win to tell me?â
Carlosâs grin faltered for a moment, replaced by something more vulnerable. He looked down briefly, rubbing the back of his neck, before meeting your eyes with a seriousness you rarely saw in him.
âIâve always known you were special, since the first day. And not just because youâre good at what you do, but becauseâŚâ He hesitated, his voice softening. âBecause you make me want to be better. Even if itâs just to impress you.â
Your heart skipped a beat. Carlos Sainz Jr., the ever-confident, always-joking driver, was standing in front of you, confessing something that felt far deeper than either of you had expected.
Before you could respond, a voice from the paddock called his name, cutting through the moment. Carlos sighed, raising a hand in apology.
âIâm sorry. Weâll talk about this later,â he said.
But before he walked away, he pulled something off his helmetâa small keychain featuring his race number and a handwritten note in Spanish: Para la chica que me hace feliz, incluso en los momentos mĂĄs difĂciles. He placed it in your hand before jogging off to the paddock.
You stood there, staring after him, heart racing as you clutched the keychain. One thing was certain: Carlos Sainz Jr. had just changed everything.
Paddock x Driver!reader
Summary: Y/n wants Krispy Kreme
Note: This is just something funny that I wrote to try to help with my writer's block as well as cope with the fact that I actually can't have Krispy Kreme because I'm on a liquid diet :(
The prestigious F1 Conference had gathered the world's top drivers, including the talented female driver, Y/n, who had been making waves in the racing world. The conference panel discussion was underway, and Y/n found herself seated among her fellow drivers, ready to share her insights and experiences. As the panel discussion progressed, Y/n's passion for racing shone through her words. She spoke eloquently about the challenges she had faced as a female driver and the triumphs that came with perseverance and determination. The audience hung onto her every word, captivated by her presence and undeniable talent.
As the panel discussion moved to a Q&A session, one audience member asked a lighthearted question, attempting to break the intensity of the conversation. "Y/n, if you could have anything in the world right now, what would it be?" Y/n paused for a moment, her mind drifting away from the intense world of racing. A mischievous smile spread across her face as she answered, "Honestly, all I want right now is a box of Krispy Kreme doughnuts. But unfortunately, they don't have a store here in Monaco."
A wave of laughter rippled through the crowd, appreciating Y/n's unexpected response. But beneath her playful demeanor, Y/n couldn't deny the slight tinge of sadness and stress that came with her Krispy Kreme craving. As the conference concluded, Y/n made her way backstage, feeling a mix of exhilaration from the successful panel discussion and the lingering disappointment of not being able to satisfy her Krispy Kreme craving. Little did she know that her fellow drivers had overheard her remarks and were planning a surprise intervention.
Lewis Hamilton, the legendary driver and fellow panelist, approached Y/n with a mischievous grin. "Y/n, I heard about your Krispy Kreme craving, and I think I may have a solution for you," he said, his eyes twinkling with excitement. Curiosity and anticipation filled Y/n's heart as Lewis led her to a waiting car. They embarked on a secret mission, racing through the streets of Monaco. Y/n couldn't help but wonder what surprise awaited her.
As they arrived at their destination, Y/n's eyes widened in astonishment. There, in the heart of Monaco, stood a pop-up Krispy Kreme doughnut shop, specially arranged for her. The familiar scent of freshly baked doughnuts wafted through the air, and Y/n's heart filled with joy. Surrounded by her fellow drivers and the conference attendees, Y/n indulged in the delicious treats she had longed for. Laughter filled the air as they shared stories and bonded over their love for racing and, of course, Krispy Kreme doughnuts.
In that moment, Y/n realized the power of friendship and camaraderie within the racing community. It was not just about the competition on the track, but the support and shared experiences that made the journey all the more meaningful. From that day forward, Y/n's Krispy Kreme craving became a running joke among the drivers. In every race and event, they would playfully tease her about it, reminding her of that unforgettable day in Monaco.
But beyond the laughter and lightheartedness, Y/n carried with her a deeper appreciation for the small joys in life. And whenever she crossed the finish line, the taste of victory would be even sweeter, knowing that she had the unwavering support of her fellow drivers and a delightful memory
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You frown in thought as you cradle a warm cup of hot chocolate in your hands, huddling a little close to the heat emanating from the fire place, which youâre seated in front of.
Christmas is one of your favorite holidays of, and this year, you celebrate it with your boyfriend, Oscar. Normally, with the end of the season, he would be in Australia with his family, spending the holiday under the blazing sun, not under frosted snowflakes and the biting cold of London with you.
The thought makes you pout a little, guilt eating at you for keeping him away from his family during the holidays, as if he isnât apart from them for most of the year anyway.
Originally, you both were meant to go together, but with christmas being near, the visa application process had taken a lot longer than youâd both expected and that meant that you were only eligible to travel to down under after New Years.
You had insisted that Oscar leave without you, urging him to spend the christmas holiday with his parents and sisters, but he had resisted, arguing that he would make it up to them and it was far too late to book a flight, what with the rush that came during winter break, and you had reluctantly agreed.
That didnât stop you from feeling guilty though, but you refrained from thinking about it more, knowing that there wasnât much you could do about it.
Instead you wondered what you could gift your boyfriend for your first christmas together.
You knew that Oscar wasnât much of a material person, and that he was happy with anything you would give him, but you wanted to do something meaningful.
Given the fact that gifts were your love language, both giving and receiving, it was important to you that you find the perfect gift for Oscar.
You worried your lip between your teeth as you pondered, when your eyes lit up with an epiphany, and you stood up abruptly, abandoning your hot chocolate on the kitchen top, grabbing your keys and heading out to the store immediately.
You payed no mind to the snow that nipped at your face, staining your cheeks a rosy red as you hurried out, charged with excitement for the gift that you had in mind.
When Oscar awakes on Christmas morning, you are not where youâre supposed to be, cuddled up in his arms, and the loss of your presence next to him startles him awake.
He steps into the living room, rubbing away any trace of bleariness from his eyes and finds you there, still in your pyjamas and with one of his hoodies on, Home Alone playing on the tv screen.
Your smile is radiant, and your zealousness for christmas is almost childlike. His heart warms at the sight of you and he smiles widely, trudging over to you.
âWhy arenât you in bed, loveâ
You turn around at the his voice, beaming impossibly wider, and your eyes sparkle with delight as you spot him.
âOscar!â His name on your lips always makes him giddy, but the exhilaration in your tone today is tremendous, and vastly contagious, to the extent that Oscar begins to wear the same excitement you do.
âItâs Christmas! I was waiting for you,â You grab Oscar, pulling him on to couch with you, âWe gotta open the gifts, Oh youâll love what iâve gotten you!â
Oscar stares fondly at you, âIâm happy with anything you give me, baby, you know that.â
You nod at him, not really paying attention, as you stand up and pull him along towards the direction of the christmas tree that you both had decorated together, weeks prior.
He happily lets you drag him along, and soon, both of you have unraveled the presents from your friends and family.
You open the gift that Oscar has gotten you, and gasp in elation, throwing yourself at Oscar, Thank youâs and I love youâs falling from your mouth as you pepper his face with kisses.
He laughs as he holds on to your waist, and then finally, both of you turn to the last present, that is inside a conspicuous bag, glittered golden.
You move over a little, eyes fixed on Oscar as he opens the bag, pulling out a cardboard box that is too, shimmering golden, with a red ribbon holding it together.
He unwraps it, and the sides of the box fall flat in five sections, each have attached a packet of Tim Tams on it, and another box stands proud in the middle.
Oscar uncovers the lid, and another lid appears, the words Merry Christmas on it and much like the first time, the sides fall into sections, each holding polaroids of you and Oscar.
The pictures are of monumental moments of your relationship, His first sprint win and you congratulating him with a kiss, his first podium as he smiles brightly, you wrapped up in his arms, smiling equally as bright. Thereâs photos of Oscar surprising you at your graduation ceremony, and kissing you when you win a debateâs competition, as well as a few pictures of your first date, and first kiss.
He pulls away the last lid, and finds a heart shaped letter inside, which he picks up and discovers a keychain for his car.
The keychain is shaped as a heart, and he examines it closely, accidentally clicking it open and finds both his and your initials together in a smaller heart inside.
He breathes softly, a little baffled at the thoughtfulness of the gift, and looks up at you, adoration clear in his eyes.
Heâs a little breathless as he whispers I love you to you, and you smile shyly at him.
âDo you like it?â
Your eyes glimmer with hope and a little uncertainty, and Oscar pulls you into his lap, kissing you softly.
Heâs not good with words, so he hopes to show to you just how happy you make him, pulling you closer than youâd ever thought possible, kissing you deeper to convey his appreciation to you.
You both are enveloped in a warmth that contrasts the dreary weather outside, but itâs clear that you both have a jolly christmas, under the shimmering pine tree.
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Pairing: Carlos Sainz x fem!reader.
Genre: Fluff.
Rating: Teen.
Word count: 1517.
Warnings: Alcohol consumption, use of Y/N.
Author's note: Hello! This is my first published one shot in here. I'm a writer in my free time, and I finally decided to publish here. I hope you like it. Also, English is my third language, sorry for any mistakes.
A simple Thursday night changed my life, making it turn upside-down when I least expected it. I don't know if it was the hour, the weather or the music in the background when everything happened, but my life shifted completely.
I was out with some friends when I felt a pair of eyes on me that followed my every move and conversation that I was having. They felt extremely close but far enough that I wouldn't catch them every time I turned around. Shivers were continuously running down my spine but they weren't unpleasant. I didn't know who was watching me until one time I caught a pair of dark brown eyes shining brightly under the coloured lights of the venue. I forced my eyes to focus on the face that those eyes adorned, noticing a pair of full lips that hid a beautiful smile that shone bright when I caught him staring at me.
I turned around with a soft smile on my face and a faint blush covering my cheeks, continuing my conversation with my friends. I danced through a few songs, still feeling his eyes on me, but I tried not to turn and look at him. That was until one of my friends noticed something was making me nervous and a smile was permanently on my face. She looked around and found the eyes that were looking at me.
"You know that you have an admirer?" my friend asked with a teasing smirk.
"Yeah," I answered with a shy smile. "He's quite attractive."
"You should go and say something to him," she added as she made me turn around, making me look at him directly.
I looked back and saw how my friend encouraged me, so I continued walking until I reached the bar where he was standing. I stood a few meters apart from him, calling the bartender to grab another drink, and I caught his eyes a few times. I smiled at him as I grabbed my drink, rummaging through my bag to grab my phone to pay but I stopped when I saw a hand holding a card and paying for my drink.
With my eyes, I followed the hand up and I found that beautiful pair of dark brown eyes that were observing me before. I smiled at him and I extended my hand to greet him, but he surprised me when he grabbed it and left a soft kiss on the back, a soft blush dusting over my cheeks.
"Thanks," I said with a soft smile. "My name is Y/N."
"Carlos," he said with a Spanish accent. "It's nothing," he added with a bright smile.
"I think that I caught you staring at me a few times," I said, moving closer so he could hear me over the music.
"Yeah," he said with confidence. "You looked beautiful, but I can say that you're more beautiful up close," he added, leaning to whisper it in my ear, making me blush a deep shade of red that wasn't visible under the coloured lights.
I locked eyes with him and I saw a bit of mischief in them. In that moment, I felt his arm sneak around my waist, pulling me closer and making me gasp in surprise, and I ended up resting my hand on his chest, feeling the beat of his heart and making me smile.
"Care to dance?" he asked with a soft smirk.
I couldn't utter a word and I just nodded, letting him lead me to the centre of the dance floor. He grabbed my hand and made me twirl, putting me against his chest and hugging my waist, moving our bodies to the rhythm of the music.
"Are you having fun?" he whispered when he leaned his face against my neck, sending shivers down my spine.
"Yeah," I said moving my head a little, realising that we were closer than I expected.
After a few songs, we moved to the bar again and I saw my friend approaching us. She told me that they were going home and asked me if I wanted to go with them. When I said no, Carlos assured her that he would take me home safely, making my friend relax, and we said our goodbyes.
"You don't have to do that," I said to him with a smile.
"I know but I want to," he responded, his answer making me lock eyes with him.
"Want to dance again?" I asked him as I grabbed his hand, pulling him closer to me.
He nodded with a soft smile, letting me drag him back to the dance floor. I let go of his hand and I twirled, shaking my hair with my hands. I ended up facing him and I put my arms around his neck, moving my hips to the rhythm of the music. He smiled, looking down at me and grabbing my hips, dancing with me and changing the rhythm when the music changed to a slow song. When the song finished, he moved closer until he rested his forehead on my shoulder.
"Want to get out of here?" he whispered in my ear, making a shiver run down my spine.
"Yes, but only if you take me home," I whispered back as I put one hand on his chest and the other went to touch his soft hair.
He pulled away and grabbed my hand, guiding me to the backdoor where he had his car parked. The ride to my apartment was engulfed in a comfortable silence, with stolen glances and his hand resting on my thigh while he drove. After a while, he stopped the car in front of my apartment complex and I turned to look at him.
"Thank you for bringing me home, Carlos," I said softly with a smile that he mirrored.
"It's nothing, Y/N," he said as I grabbed the door handle to get out of his car, when he suddenly grabbed my wrist, making me stop in my tracks. "Wait."
"Wha-" he stopped me mid-sentence with a soft kiss, that I immediately followed, sighing against his mouth.
We pulled apart, me blushing and him smirking, and tried to catch our breaths. I let out a nervous giggle and I moved slightly forward, resting my head on his shoulder while he put one hand on my back.
"That was incredible," I said, still out of breath and with a smile lingering on my face.
"Yeah," he said as he moved his head slightly to kiss the side of my head. "I want to see you again on a more relaxed place," he blurted out after a moment of silence.
"Are you asking me on a date?" I asked teasingly as I straightened my posture.
"Maybe..." he said, blushing a bit. "Only if you want to," he added, looking at me with hopeful eyes.
"Then it's a date," I said with a smile. "Here's my number," I added as I put a business card on his hand.
"I'll call you tomorrow," he said as I opened the door of his car.
"I hope so," I responded with a smile as I got out of his car. "Thanks again, Carlos. And good night," I said before I closed the door of his car.
"Good night Y/N," he said from his car after he rolled his window down.
I walked towards the entrance of the complex and I turned around before I entered, seeing that he was waiting for me to get inside and waved at me before starting his car and disappearing into the night.
That was a year ago, the night I met Carlos Sainz and he entered into my life, putting it upside down. I wouldn't change anything that happened during this year, not when I get to wake up with his arm around my waist after a date night.
That's our current situation, where I'm feeling his breath against the back of my neck before I turn in his embrace to face him. I use this peaceful moment to count his freckles, thing that I do at every occasion I have, before he wakes up.
"Good morning, princesa," he says suddenly, his voice laced with sleep.
"Good morning, love," I say as I nuzzle against his chest, leaving a kiss there at the same time he kisses my temple.
"Do you want pancakes for breakfast?" he asks with a smile as he starts caressing my hips.
"Yes, please," I answer, looking up with a pout that he kisses before pulling away from me to get up, leaving me laying on the bed as I observe how he puts on some shorts before going to the kitchen.
I let out a soft sigh, feeling content and relaxed, before I get up and follow him, not before grabbing his shirt from the night before and my panties. I sit down on the kitchen bar, seeing him move around the kitchen, humming softly and throwing a wink when he sees me. I smile at him, feeling lucky to have him in my life.
really short, I just needed to deal with this idea before I combust, but it was made with love â¤ď¸
English is not my first language
Warnings: online bs, haters
Face claim: Anne-Marie
Imrebeccad
Imrebeccad Weekend with mine truly đ¤
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Carlossainz55 Guapas!! Liked by the author â¤ď¸
Ynishere The đ duo is here!
User2 The way she puts her bestie first is iconic
User6 bros before hoes!!!!!!
User9 can we talk about how y/n looks like Rebecca and Carlos emo daughter?
â ynishere @/carlossainz55 @/imrebeccad they're calling you both old!
â user9 I'M NOT
â carlossainz55 @/ynishere you're too young!
â ynishere I'M 5 YEARS YOUNGER THAN YOU THAT'S NOT MUCH
User14 Carlos comment tho đ
ynishere
Ynishere Pretty women only đđź
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Imrebeccad I love you, pretty! â¤ď¸đ
â ynishere love you too, bella! đ§Ąđ
Carlossainz55 Hermosas de mi corazĂłn Liked by the author & imrebeccad
User8 if I was Rebecca I would be screaming and crying with Carlos comments on yn's posts, like what does he mean BEAUTIFUL OF MY HEART? No, please kill me already
User3 literally a family
User22 the only place yn is not giving emo is the beach
â ynishere Forgive me father for I have sin đđźđđź
Landonorris Carlos in the back, thinking about how he managed to the girl
â ynishere I also got the girl!
â landonorris and the boy this comment was deleted by the author
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Carlossainz55 Great company â¤ď¸
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User44 nuh uh! This is weird as shit! If Carlos is not cheating, he definitely wants to!
imrebeccad My favourite company, my two favourite persons in the entire world!
User66 everyone is dressed so nice and yn is in a hoodie... How did Carlos choose to cheat on Rebecca WITH HER?
Ynishere Maybe I do look like the weird daughter...
â imrebeccad don't fuel the daughter allegations!
â carlossainz55 I'm not old enough to be your father, please, stop
â ynishere you two are boring...
User56 ok Rebecca, love, she WANTS YOUR MAN!
Landonorris Lucky man
User86 100% not emo any more
Imrebeccad posted a story
ynishere
Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boys
Ynishere Carlos real reaction to the first pic, like 100% real! No clickbait â
(got tired of high heels, never again)
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User76 I don't know who's more of a whore around here
User49 Since when this became a whore house?!
Imrebeccad Nice job with the censoring!
â ynishere thank you!
User98 So Rebecca is the whore, but Carlos what in...
User44 the girl befriended Rebecca just to try to end her relationship, SUCH A BITCH
carlossainz55 caught in 4K as you might say
â ynishere glad you know
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Carlossainz55 I wasn't supposed to post this, so I'll deal with the consequences of this later, but I have something to tell you guys. I've been seen so many shitty comments on yn's posts, calling her all sort of names that doesn't describe her in the least! She is the most caring, loving, funny, energetic, talkative person I ever met. Everything Rebecca and I can say are good things, and see people that don't know her at all talking shit gives me a headache. Yn say she doesn't care because it is not true, but I know she cares, so I came here to straight things up, I'm not cheating on anyone, Rebecca neither, we're just three people that love each other, and will keep loving each other till death, you liking it or not. Please be respectful with the two girls that I love, they don't deserve all this bullshit.
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Ynishere I'm too punk rock, I can't cry!
â imrebeccad she is in fact crying
Ynishere I love you two so much!!!
User4 oh
User66 didn't expect this one
Landonorris Is the Spanish accent, isn't it?
â ynishere yes
â imrebeccad it helps
Charlesleclerc FINALLY JESUS CHRIST
Scuderiaferarri PR will contact you soon they're currently crying and shipping the new throuple (can't blame them) and @/Williamsracing good luck next year
â Williamsracing We're READY! Blue will suit you well @/ynishere
â ynishere @/Williamsracing I love you already đ
Imrebeccad my two true loves â¤ď¸
Danielricciardo ok, why all the juicy stuff happens after I got out?
hey, itâs not like you wanted these girls to end up in these situations, you just happened to be there!
content warning; again, not much, youâre hella cool here though đŤĄ.
summary; ferrari reserve driver y/n strikes again with her chivalrous ways but with a lilâ twist! featuring the wags!
hereâs part one, lovers!
It all started innocently enoughâor so youâd claim if anyone ever asked.
You werenât out here trying to put the grid to shame or steal anyoneâs thunder. But when you saw that the boyfriends of the WAGs couldnât be bothered to step up, you figured someone had to. And hey, if that someone happened to be you? So be it.
The first incident happened during the Monaco GP.
You were at a post-qualifying dinner, mingling with drivers and their partners. Kika, Pierre girlfriend, was struggling to take a picture of the group because Pierre, like the rest of the boys, was too busy comparing lap times. You noticed her dilemma and quickly stepped in.
âWant me to take it?â you asked, smiling.
âOh, thatâd be amazing, thank you!â Kika handed you her phone, and you crouched to find the best angle.
âAlright, everyone, squeeze in! And Pierre, stop pretending youâre taller than Lando,â you teased, earning laughs all around. After a few shots, Kika peeked over your shoulder and beamed.
âThese are perfect! Youâre a pro at this.â
âJust call me Ferrariâs unofficial photographer,â you joked, handing her phone back.
â
The second moment was a bit more⌠dramatic.
You were at Silverstone, where Alexandra,, Charlesâ girlfriend, accidentally spilled her drink on her white pants during a VIP meet-and-greet. Charles was off giving interviews, and Alexandra looked mortified, dabbing at the stain with a napkin.
Without a word, you grabbed your Ferrari jacket from your chair and draped it over her waist.
âThere. Crisis averted.â
Alexandra looked at you with wide eyes. âYou didnât have toââ
âItâs just a jacket,â you said with a shrug. âBesides, it suits you better.â
The press caught a picture of the moment, and the internet had a field day. #MsStealYourGirl started trending on Twitter, much to Charlesâ amusement.
â
Things escalated in Austin.
Carmen, Georgeâs girlfriend, was trying to find her way back to the paddock after wandering into the crowded fan zone. George was on track, and Carmen looked visibly flustered.
You were passing by when you spotted her. âCarmen, you good?â
âI think I got a little lost,â she admitted sheepishly.
Offering your arm, you grinned. âCome on, Iâll walk you back. Canât have Mercedes losing their queen, can we?â
Fans caught the two of you walking arm-in-arm, laughing as you led her safely to the paddock. George later treated you to dinner.
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The most talked-about moment, however, was in Abu Dhabi.
During the final afterparty of the season, you found yourself at the bar, chatting with some engineers, when you noticed Rebecca Donaldson trying to navigate the crowded dance floor in towering heels. Carlos was nowhere in sight, probably caught up in Ferrariâs celebrations.
âCareful there,â you said, steadying her when she stumbled slightly.
Rebecca smiled gratefully. âThanks, Y/N. These shoes arenât made for this.â
âLet me guessâCarlos picked them out?â you teased, earning a laugh.
âNo, this was all me. Bad decision, though.â
âHere, take my seat. Iâll grab another,â you offered, guiding her to your spot at the bar. She gave you a look of pure gratitude.
âYouâre too sweet.â
âJust doing my part,â you said with a wink.
â
By the end of the season, the WAGs were singing your praises. Youâd become their unofficial knight in shining armor, the one they could count on when their boyfriends were too distracted by racing.
The drivers, meanwhile, took it all in strideâmostly.
âAlright, Y/N, enough with the heroics,â Pierre joked one day. âYouâre making us look bad.â
âMaybe step up your game, Gasly,â you shot back with a smirk.
But honestly? You werenât trying to show anyone up. You were just being you.
And if that meant stealing the hearts of every WAG on the grid? Well, you werenât complaining.
can yâall tell i tried not to be borderline flirty? lol, you a gentleman, for real đââď¸âđť.
iâve been in an insane writerâs block for the past few days, iâm rolling in bed like a maniac every other day, lol.
also, god bless women just because, the lilyâs are definitely my fav wags (,,>ăŽ<,,)!
anyways, pls enjoy!!
also, i have another version of this featuring yâallâs favourite, mr norris (which i contemplate to post at the moment).
pairing: poly!carlos sainz x reader x rebecca donaldson
summary: cozy mornings with your boyfriend and girlfriend
warnings: none
the soft light of the morning crept through the blinds, gently waking you from a peaceful sleep. you could feel the warmth of the blankets around you and the comforting presence of carlos and rebecca, who were still curled up beside you. the quiet of the morning was only broken by the soft rhythm of their breathing, the sounds of a calm, lazy morning.
you shifted slightly, feeling carlosâs arm wrapped around you, his warmth spreading through you, and rebeccaâs hand resting lightly on your side. a soft smile tugged at your lips as you blinked sleepily, taking in the calm, cozy atmosphere. for a moment, everything felt perfectâjust the three of you, together, in your little cocoon of blankets and comfort.
but then, your stomach gave a small, grumbling protest.
you chuckled quietly, feeling a little embarrassed, but it was hard to ignore the undeniable hunger. rebecca stirred beside you, blinking sleepily.
âhungry?â she asked, her voice hushed and still groggy with sleep, but there was no mistaking the playful smile in her voice.
âyeah,â you admitted, your voice still thick with the remnants of sleep. âjust a little bit.â
rebeccaâs hand moved over your side, her fingers gently brushing against your skin. she looked over at carlos, who was still half asleep, his face buried in the pillow.
âhey, sleepyhead,â she murmured, nudging him lightly. âtime to make breakfast.â
carlos groaned softly, not quite ready to face the world yet. âmm, five more minutes,â he muttered, his voice muffled against the pillow.
you and rebecca exchanged amused glances, and you couldnât help but laugh softly. âif we wait five more minutes, iâll probably eat you both alive.â
this seemed to do the trick. carlos lifted his head slowly, blinking groggily at you both before a small smile tugged at the corner of his lips.
âfine, fine,â he said with a sigh, finally sitting up and stretching his arms above his head. âbut only because iâm feeling generous.â
rebecca laughed, rolling her eyes affectionately. âgenerous? you mean, because youâre starving too, arenât you?â
carlos smiled sheepishly, rubbing his eyes. âmaybe a little.â
the three of you eventually managed to drag yourselves out of bed and into the kitchen. the smell of freshly brewed coffee filled the air as rebecca started the machine, while you and carlos got to work gathering ingredients for breakfast. carlos was already ruffling through the cabinets, clearly in his element.
âso,â rebecca began, her voice teasing, âwhatâs on the menu today, chef?â
carlos flashed a grin over his shoulder, his eyes lighting up with that familiar sparkle. âwell, i was thinking we could make my famous fluffy pancakes.â
your heart warmed at the thought. carlosâs pancakes were a special thingâlight and fluffy, the kind of pancakes that could melt in your mouth and make you feel like you were tasting a bit of heaven. heâd made them countless times before, and every time, they were just as perfect as the last.
âiâm in,â you said, giving him a playful thumbs-up. âyour pancakes are legendary.â
âlegendary, huh?â carlos laughed, his confidence growing with each word. âi like the sound of that.â
rebecca chuckled, clearly fond of the banter between the two of you. âwell, iâll be the judge of that.â
you couldnât help but smile as you set the table, grabbing plates and silverware while rebecca set out the fruit and syrup. the kitchen was alive with energy as carlos moved about, carefully measuring the ingredients, his focus sharp and precise. he loved cooking, and you could always tell when he was in his element, his hands moving smoothly through the motions, like he had a rhythm all his own.
âyouâre getting really serious about this,â you teased, watching him crack an egg into a bowl with a look of concentration.
âi take pancakes very seriously,â carlos replied with a wink. âtheyâre not just food, theyâre a work of art.â
âart,â you repeated, laughing softly. âwell, i canât wait to see the masterpiece.â
as carlos continued to mix the batter, rebecca moved to your side, handing you a mug of coffee. âthank you,â you said, taking a sip and feeling the warmth spread through you.
âanything for you,â she replied, her eyes soft as she looked at you. âfeeling okay?â
you smiled at her concern, the warmth in her gaze making you feel loved and cared for. âyeah, just tired. but nothing a pancake breakfast wonât fix.â
âiâm sure carlosâs pancakes will work wonders,â rebecca said with a playful grin, glancing over at carlos.
âjust wait and see,â carlos said confidently, flipping the first pancake with the ease of someone who had done this a hundred times.
as the pancakes began to stack up, the kitchen was filled with the sweet scent of vanilla and butter, a delicious reminder of how well the three of you fit together. rebecca took charge of preparing the toppingsâsliced bananas, strawberries, and a drizzle of maple syrupâwhile you and carlos made sure the pancakes were perfectly golden.
âthis looks incredible,â you said, admiring the stack of fluffy pancakes carlos had just placed on the counter. âi canât wait to dig in.â
âyou wonât have to wait much longer,â carlos said, giving you a playful smile as he slid a pancake onto your plate. âdig in, mi amor.â
rebeccaâs laughter rang through the room as she set the last of the toppings on the table. âyou two are absolutely ridiculous.â
âwe know,â you replied with a grin, grabbing a fork and cutting into the soft, fluffy stack in front of you.
the first bite was everything youâd hoped forâlight, airy, and just the right amount of sweetness. it was like the pancake melted in your mouth, each bite a little piece of heaven. you couldnât help but sigh in contentment.
âtold you,â carlos said smugly, his eyes twinkling with pride as he watched you savor the bite. âfamous for a reason.â
âiâll give it to you,â you said with a smile. âthese are perfection.â
rebecca, too, took a bite, and you could see her expression soften with the same appreciation. âi have to admit,â she said between bites, âthey really are as good as everyone says.â
âi told you,â carlos grinned. âi donât make just any pancakes.â
the three of you sat around the table, enjoying the meal, laughing, and sharing small moments of warmth. the conversation flowed easily, just like it always did with the two of them. there were jokes about who could eat the most pancakes, rebecca teasing carlos about his âsecret recipe,â and you both making sure he knew how much you appreciated his culinary skills.
after breakfast, you found yourselves lingering at the table, chatting, drinking more coffee, and enjoying each otherâs company. there was no rush, no place you had to be. the world outside felt distant and irrelevant as you sat there with them, feeling safe and loved.
âi think this might be my new favorite way to spend a morning,â you said softly, leaning back in your chair and looking at both of them.
rebecca smiled at you, reaching over to give your hand a gentle squeeze. âwe can do this every morning, if youâd like.â
âiâd like that,â you replied, your heart full.
carlos grinned, his eyes softening with affection. âwell, if thatâs the case, iâm going to need to perfect my pancake recipe even more.â
âgood luck with that,â rebecca teased. âyouâve already set the bar pretty high.â
the three of you laughed together, the sound filling the room and making it feel even more like home. and in that moment, surrounded by the warmth of their love, their presence, and the lingering sweetness of the pancakes, everything felt perfect.
Mmmmh... I'm speechless right nowđđđđ
cs55 - "Just sit down on it" smut (18+), p in v, unprotected sex, sauna sex, public sex (if you squint), riding carlos (he really wants you to), him worshiping you, creampie, cumplay
The delicious electricity is buzzing in your body of just being around Carlos. The air was tense, but in a good way, sucking all the oxygen out of your lungs. His eyes, dark and predator-like, were focused on you, as if you were a pretty deer in the headlights, and he was waiting to consume you. Carlos truly did consume you, but again, in the best way possible. You fell in love with him again every winter break, when his undivided attention was for you, when he was completely yours, his phone was off, and it was just the two of you. You felt the warmth blossoming in your chest at the thought of the past nights, spending the sunsets in the cabana, getting wine drunk and drunk on each other, which would start with innocent kisses and unfolded into the best sex of your life, every night.
Your thighs were even a little sore, the muscles in the back of your legs complaining a little when you hopped on the bike this afternoon. Anyone who looked closer could see the faint marks of his fingertips that had pressed into your hips so hard as he pulled you over his cock over and over again, watching you fall apart underneath him just to bury his mouth between your thighs after, having you make the prettiest sounds for him. The mere thought caused the goosebumps to rise upon your skin, even while the sauna was burning hot and droplets of sweat were rolling down your spine. You looked over your shoulder at Carlos, who was sitting back, thighs spread, arms behind the back of his head, his eyes still boring into yours, gliding over your body in the bikini.
The blue one was his favorite, not just because he was going to be dressed in blue from the start of the new season, but because the color looked so pretty on you. The small panties were tied together on either side of your hips, the top clinging to your tits in a way that never failed to make him hard. You finally made your way back to him, extending the second glass of wine you were carrying. Carlos took it from you, his other hand landing on his thigh, already expecting you to get into his lap. You easily slid onto his thighs, your hand landing on his chest. "Dame un beso, mi reina," he hummed, palm squeezing your thigh. "You use that so often on me and it still works," you sigh, your fingers trailing up his strong pecs, landing on the side of his neck.
His hair was salty, slicked back from moving his fingers through. He was so tan from just a week in the Maldives, it was nearly unfair. "I know it does," Carlos grins, his hand gliding to the small of your back, pulling you closer, pulling you over his erection. The friction made you squirm a little, his hot breath ghosting over your face before your lips connected in a delicious kiss. In combination with the few sips of wine, your mind was already spinning, feeling the heat of his body against yours, his abs against your stomach, how big he was beneath you. And you were talking about not just his goodies, his whole body. You weren't exactly petite, but he made you feel that way, and you loved it.
Within a quick, cheeky move, the strings of your top were loosened, making you pull back from him and cover your tits with your arm. "There are people around," you tssk. "They can look away if it bothers them. Or stay watching," Carlos simply replies, taking your hand in his and kissing the back of it, moving your arm away from your chest, eyes dropping to your hardened nipples. "That's sooo naughty," you whisper, earning a low chuckle and another kiss. His hips buck up slightly, drawing a whine from your throat as his other hand put down the glass of wine, pulling on the flimsy panties, intensifying the friction on your clit. "Look who's talking," Carlos teases, leaving hot, open mouth kisses on your neck.
You could taste the wine on his tongue when your lips connected again, his tongue licking into your mouth. Your hips rolled down on him, feeling him grow in his shorts. Carlos' fingertips slipped inside your panties, rubbing circles over your clit and spreading the slick wetness that was leaking from your pussy. His other hand moved into the hair in the nape of your neck, teeth nipping at the skin of your throat while you whimpered. "Ride me?" his voice rasped in your ear. "You're insane," you reply, your hand sliding down his abs, finding his happy trail that led your fingers to the waistband of his shorts. "Solo para ti." His pupils are blown when you look into his eyes, lips parting with a soft breath as your hand wraps around the girth, thumb spreading the precum over the fat head of his cock.
His thighs spread a little further when your hand starts to jerk him off, the sight causing the butterflies to flutter around in your stomach. Everything about him is so beautiful, so manly, so hot. You gnaw at your bottom lip as you look at his cock, the rip red and eager, the vein on the underside throbbing at the touch of your hand. "Mi amor..." Carlos complained, leaning forward to capture one of your nipples in his mouth, both hands grabbing your ass to hurry you over him. "Just sit down on it," he groaned, making you giggle a little. Carlos shoves your panties aside, and you raise your hips, slowly sliding down on his cock. The stretch is amazing every time, pushing against the walls of your pussy, nearly splitting you in half. Carlos moans at the feeling of being completely inside you, his eyes zoning in on where he fills you up.
His hand brushes over your lower abdomen, pressing against where the tip of his cock was bulging. "Feel me there, hmm?" his voice rasps. "Fuck me," you whine, giving him a high-pitched moan as he slaps your ass. There's a sly smile on your face, damn well knowing he wants you to do the work. You slowly start moving your hips, sliding your cunt up and down his cock, sucking him and gripping him tightly to feel all the ridges and veins. He feels so good. Your palms press firmly against his shoulders, nails biting at his skin. The clip that held your hair up had fallen out when his hands ruined your pretty updo. "Te ves tan bonita asĂ, fuck," Carlos cursed under his breath, watching your tits bounce in his face. One of his hands groped them, thumb rolling over your nipple, watching your head roll back with a moan.
He looked up at you with dark, hazed eyes, leaned back to watch you properly, drinking you in, loving - worshiping, what he was seeing. Your toes curled as you ground your hips firmly down on him, finding an angle that made him hit your g-spot perfectly. Carlos' fingers slotted around your hips again, helping you up and down his cock as he felt you squeezing him. He got lost in how good you felt, how slick, warm and wet your pussy was, the obscene sounds that bounced off the walls in the sauna. A few strands of his hair hung in front of his eyes, which you slicked back with your fingers, his hair damp with sweat. His body was glowing, muscles prominent. You could feel him tense up under your touch, his breathy grunts telling you he was just as close as you were.
"Shit," you muttered, feeling his thumb rubbing firm circles over your clit again. Carlos started meeting your thrusts, hands pawing at your hips to keep you close. "You're crazy," you moan, knowing it wouldn't take long before he'd fill you with his cum. The thought of doing this, semi-publicly, made him throb inside you, especially as he knew you'd have to walk back to the cabana after. The image of his cum dripping down your thighs nearly made him go feral. You didn't even try to push away, you gladly let him slip into you deeply, a few more circles of his thumb on your clit letting you spiral into the most delicious orgasm. You looked down at him as he came, his abs contracting, eyes screwed shut. You admire him for a couple of seconds, moving your hands up his chest again before cupping his face.
"You make me want to bite you," you sigh. "In a good way," you add, nipping at one of his beefy biceps. "If you want me to eat you, you can just ask," Carlos says, his arms wrapping around you tightly. "I'll double it and give it to myself later," you muse, toying with the hair in the nape of his neck. You swivel your hips slightly, making him groan. "There are no people in line to use this sauna, right?" you ask, looking over your shoulder before getting off his lap, kneeling between his thighs. Your teeth bite into his equally beefy thighs, satisfied when a smirk shows up on his handsome face. His cock throbs when your lips come near it, blood rushing south again when your hand wraps around it. "Talk about crazy," he sighs, head lulling back when your mouth takes him in.
This one is so cute and fluffyđđđđ
đśď¸Â DADDY â CARLOS SAINZ
bf!carlos x fem!reader | wc : 0.5k words | content : possible grammar and spelling mistakes, lowercase intended, established relationship, fluff, humor, lots of petnames, a tinge of suggestiveness towards the end | loki's lines : mom i love him
"carlitos, look at what the fans are saying!"
you grinned, turning your phone as you showed your screen to your boyfriend so he could see.
carlos squinted his eyes at your phone, shaking his head. "too many words, mi amor. what does it say?" he asked, too lazy to read what you were showing.
he sunk into the sofa, eyes closed, as he tried to go back to the nap he was having. you brought the phone closer, reading what was in the article.
"carlos sainz now dubbed daddy sainz. f1 fans come up with a new nickname after seeingâ"
"eh?!" the brunet shot up from his seat, eyes filled with panic as his head snapped towards you. "what are these people saying?!"
"they say you are daddy." you repeated, stifling a laugh as his eyes widened. "it's like sayingâ"
"who wrote this?!" carlos shook his head. "mi vida, please know this is not true. i don't know who said this is true, but it's not."
you couldn't help but frown, wondering why the nickname was bothering your boyfriend. he was mad, and it was very evident as you looked at him.
before you could ask him what the reason was, he held your hands, kneeling on the floor of the living room of your shared apartment as he looked at you.
"i am not a daddy, y/n. you are my first love and only love. i never in my lifeâi promise i don't have any children, mi amor. i am not a daddy."
your face fell as you heard his words, finding your boyfriend's gesture absolutely precious. you kneeled next to him on the floor, pouting as you held his face in your hands.
"oh, you adorable thing. gosh, i love you so much." you pecked his lips, smiling widely. "they aren't accusing you of being a dad, my love. it's a nickname your fans gave to you."
"but how is daddy..."
"daddy is a slang word of sorts. it means someone who is very sexy and attractive and also has good qualities associated with protection and care â basically, someone like you!"
carlos stayed quiet, and you let him have this moment to himself. a minute passed before he looked at you again, this time with relief in his eyes in contrast to the shock that was in them before.
"this english language is very difficult." he sighed, shaking his head. "i don't know how you do it."
you chuckled in amusement. "english to you is exactly how spanish is to me." you shrugged.
carlos smiled, his hands around your waist as he pulled you closer, capturing your lips in his. you let out a surprised gasp at his sudden action, only making him smile wider at your reaction.
"so, does this mean you agree with the fans?" he asked as he pulled away, making you raise your brows in question. "that i'm very sexy and attractive?"
you chuckled at his words. "way to ruin the moment, carlos." you couldn't help but feel your heart skip a beat, seeing the look of adoration on your boyfriend's face as he looked at you.
"actually, you don't even have to answer the question." he shrugged, a confident smile on his face. "i can just find out tonight and see what you call me when you are full of my-"
"carlos sainz vĂĄzquez de castro!"
not really sure who to tag bc this is just a small carlos drabble i had lying around, do let me know if you want to be included to my normal (non-smau) works too!
pairing | carlos sainz x leclerc!reader
word count | 3.1k words
content warnings | forbidden romance, age gap (reader is 24, carlos is 30), lots of crying (on both ends), charles is not the best brother to reader, brief mentions of anxiety & depression, ANGST
authors note | this in no way is to put any negative light towards charles, it is merely fiction and no way depicts the friendship he has with carlos or his personality in general. so sad seeing carlos leave and writing this just made me even more sad soâŚbeware if you canât handle angst rn </3
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THE FINAL RACE of the 2024 season was going to begin in just a few hours but all Carlos could think about was you. Only a few hours left to be around you and then youâd no longer be in his sight like you usually were every race week. He wasnât thinking much of his last race with Ferrari, yes he was sad about it but it was you who was invading his thoughts.
Youâd no longer be there to offer some words of wisdom when he had a bad week. Youâd no longer be there with a cup of coffee and baked goodies to debrief with each other. Carlos would tell you all about the race and what was going on from his end and youâd tell him any gossip you heard around the paddock. The secret handshakes you had no longer would be there as heâd be in the Williams motorhome and youâd be in the Ferrari motorhome way up front; supporting your brother.
âCharlie, please just hear me out. I could make this work with him and it wonât interfere withâ.â
âNo! Absolutely not we agreed youâd never date any of my friends especially those on the grid. I donât want you with him. Why are you telling me all this now?!â Your older brother Charles paces back and forth in your hotel room.
âI-IâŚI love him. Why canât you be happy that I found someone who treats me right and will love me too? Donât you want me to be happy?â Charles knew you loved Carlos he could see it since day one. You had stayed away from the limelight as he entered Formula one and went to study abroad in England until you quit school in 2020. You no longer wanted to be a doctor but decided to open your own cafe.
Your dream to be a doctor was to somehow level up on your siblings who were successful. But you didnât want to spend your life in a career you didnât love. Baking was your passion despite your brother thinking it was a silly hobby. Your Maman was happy with whatever you wanted and your twin Arthur supported you. So did Lorenzo, but it was Charles who never showed interest in your dreams despite being his biggest fan growing up. Once he got into Formula One the bond you had with him drifted away.
You didnât attend his first race in Formula One and ever since then you only visited for Christmas in which Charles mostly ignored you. You never understood why he was so mean to you when heâd vowed to protect you when you lost your Father a few years ago. You were daddyâs girl and losing him caused you to close yourself off to ever let someone into your heart that wasnât family.
After quitting school you took up an internship with Charles in managing his social media. He used this to his advantage to try and convince you opening your own cafe would be a mistake and you could do greater things. He begged for a year and you ended listening to him and taking up a full time position for the Ferrari social media team.
You wanted your brother to be happy, but when would it be your turn?
As you were involved setting up videos with the two teammates you began growing a close friendship with Carlos. A close friend to your brother and teammate but they definitely had their fair share of moments on the track that left you picking up the pieces. Carlos never showed the frustration or anger towards you. Instead he would invite you out to golf (better yet teach you since you were terrible golfer) or even invite you to Spain during the breaks so you could spend time together and with his family.
âBe happy with someone else. You can find anyone why my teammate?â
âHe wonât be your teammate nextâ.â
âNo! Donât use that to somehow justify you two could work out. It wonât work outâŚnot if you want to lose me.â His words hit you and snaps you out of any thoughts of Carlos you had going on.
âQu'est-ce que tu veux dire par lĂ ? (what do you mean by that?)â You question, your chest feeling heavy at what his response may be. Lose him? You canât live without your brother in your life despite the distance youâve had in the last few years. But getting a job in Ferrari has helped build that bond again.
With an unready expression from Charles he stares into your eyes almost trying to intimidate you, âQu'est-ce qui compte le plus pour vous ? Amour ou famille? (What matters to you more? Love or Family?)â The question destroys any poker face you had and your lips tremble trying to keep calm.
âCe n'est pas juste, Charles. La famille, c'est l'amour ! J'aime ma famille. (That's not fair, Charles. Family is love! I love my family.)â You try defending yourself from the question, or more so the threat he was making.
âD'accord, tu as raison, alors... Carlos ou moi? (Okay you are right so...Carlos or me?â The question was mean, Charles knew that becuase he knew what you would decide. You were a ride or die for your family even if they didnât always do the same for you. You could never imagine choosing someone else other than your family but CarlosâŚyou really love Carlos.
âPlease, Charlie thatâs not fair. Donât do this to me please, please, pleaseâŚJe l'aime. Il me rend heureux. Il est tout ce que j'ai toujours voulu. (I love him. He makes me happy. He's all I ever wanted.)â You were close to begging on your knees, hands pleading with your brother but he stands there with a stoic face despite his heart breaking to pieces heâs causing this pain to you.
âWe can make you happy. Family can be enough. You choose us and weâll make more of an effortâŚquit the social media job and open your cafe. Iâll help you open it up anything to make you happy. Carlos wonât be a stable person to be in a relationship with look at our schedules we have all year? Donât you want something stable?â His words spit out so easily, like heâs had it rehearsed. He felt so conflicted saying all this because he respected Carlos, he loved him as a close friend. But he couldnât risk losing his sister to anyone.
He had to protect her and being in a relationship with someone as busy as Carlos wouldnât work. His relationships barely worked out so he knew firsthand. He was going to protect you like he had promised you when your Father had passed. He promised his father heâd step up and watch over you.
You sit on your bed staring down at the comforter in silence as Charles gives you a kiss on the head, âIâll see you at the race tomorrow and you can tell me then what you decided. I love you, cherie.â He walks out of your room without another word.
See you tomorrow morning, hermosa. Everything will be okay. Te amo.
You read Carlosâ text and send a quick heart reaction before shutting your phone off and laying in your bed to deal with the decision you had to make. It was made already. The thing was how were you going to say it out loud? How do you tell someone you donât choose them?
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Morning comes around youâve barely slept at all throughout the night tossing and turning. Carlos is walking into your room with coffee and croissants ready to go over the day with each other. A routine youâve had for two years now ever since thisâŚrelationship formed. You give your best smile as you let him talk about his final day with Ferrari whle you listen he could see something is off. As he nears the end of the conversation he sees you fiddle with your thumbs a force of habit you did when you were anxious.
As he finishes you both sit in comfortable silence and as the time goes by you bite your lip suppressing a sob aching to cry out. Carlos breaks the silence with a deflated sigh, âItâs Charles, isnât it?â
âYeah.â You whisper before letting out a choked sob and he quickly pulls you onto his lap holding you as tight as possible. You tangle your arms around his neck letting yourself cry in his arms for what may be the last time. This would be the last time you feel him this close to you. This may be the last time you ever talk to each other.
As your breathing calms down your face lays on his chest listening to his heartbeatâŚeach beat registering in your mind. His heart that he says beats for you now breaks with each beat, he knew it wouldnât be him if you had to choose.
Carlos didnât blame you, he knew you were a family girl. He knew you had a heart that bled for your family even if they didnât appreciate you. You would do anything for your family especially Charles even if it meant costing your own happiness in the process. You were close to your twin Arthur but heâd been so busy with his own stuff and Lorenzo was older so you didnât get to bond as much since he lived further away.
It was Charles who you held a close bond with, you looked up to him. He reminded you so much of your Father after he passed you were lost in your grief. Charles pulled you out of a dark hole you didnât want to get out of but he made you fight. Your father made Charles promise to protect his younger siblings but especially you. You were tough and could protect yourself but you were also a sensitive girl who was losing her father. Her father who she was attached to the hip to until his final breath. You would give up your own happiness for your family and Carlos would do the same.
Carlos wipes your tears off your face kissing your cheek softly, âI love you,â His voice breaking as you nod your head and get off his lap after those words.
You had to create some distance or else this would hurt more than it already does, âItâll pass.â You smile sadly at him, his big brown eyes welling up with tears as you remove the necklace he had given you as a birthday present the first year he joined ferrari. You had barely spoken to each other but he remembered your birthday fell during a race weekend and wanted to make you feel appreciated.
A necklace with a sun charm that had his initial on the back something you added after you started dating two years ago. He shakes his head and hands it back to you, âNo, no please at least keep that. I want to keep mine so you keep that one.â His voice pleads and you nod your head putting it in your purse.
âIâŚI donât know what to say, Carlos. Iâm so sorryâ.â
âDonât apologize. Itâs okay I know why and I donât blame you. We love each other I know that but we also love our families and IâŚI probably would have done the same.â He gives a tight lipped smile, he was wrong. He would never do that because family would never give an ultimatum of choosing who you love or them. They would do it if they knew you were a bad person but you werenât and neither was he. So why would Charles not let his sister be happy?
You grab your purse and walk towards the door, âI love you too. Always.â And without another word you walk out of his hotel room, and from his life.
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Celebrations begin all around you as Lando crosses the checkered flag and wins the Abu Dhabi Grand Prix but also winning the constructors championship. You try your best cheering for the Mclaren driver youâve grown close to but seeing Carlos cross the checkered flag along your brother right behind him was enough to have you walking off to the nearest restroom to wipe your tears away.
You walk back out once theyâre out on the podium and as you look up you lock eyes with Carlos who had already been watching your every move. His pained expression watching you clutch your necklace as the british national anthem surrounds the track.
You feel a hand intertwine with yours and to your surprise itâs Reyes, Carlosâ mom. Her gentle smile was more than enough to tell you she knew what went on earlier with her on and despite breaking his heart she was there consoling you silently in the crowd. âHeâs going to be a world champion one day. And i wonât be there to see it.â You whisper softly enough for her to hear.
âHeâs not winning anything without having you there with him. He loves you too much to not have you there to celebrate his biggest victories. Heâll wait for you. Go do what you have to do, querida. I know youâll see each other again.â She encourages you, you look up one more time to Carlos who was spraying Lando and Charles. His eyes meet yours one more time and with a simple nod he gives you a quick nod back.
Youâd be there for each other; from afar. Every step you take youâd be watching each other.
You watch him give a speech to the entire ferrari team including your brother who was watching you like a hawk. Your eyes remained on Carlos wherever he moved as he hugged everyone and tears started filling almost everyoneâs eyes. Except your brothers.
Carlos reaches you after giving everyone hugs and to the rest it may seem like a simple interaction but if only they knew as Carlos arms wrap around your waist and your arms snake around his neck you held onto each other like you never wanted to let go. Silence fills the room as a few members walk out to pack up and only Carlosâ team and family wait for him.
Charles walking up to break the hug, âSĹur. Nous devons y aller maintenant (Sister. We have to go now)â He refuses to make eye contact with either of you, guilt filling his chest. Before you could look back up at Carlos your brother has already dragged you out of there.
Every step you took you felt further and further away from him. You have to live with that.
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âYes, Iâll be there in about 20 minutes. Sounds good.â Carlos hangs up the call, walking the streets of London he enjoyed the cool air hitting against him. Heâs going into his second year with Williams and he could see the improvement the team has made and think heâs got a good shot at the wdc this season which starts in just a few weeks.
A year without you had been the slowest year he has lived. He was so used to never keeping track of the time or days when he was with you. Now without you he was mostly filled with silence on days he wasnât with the team or family.
His friendship with Charles grew stronger after he left the team despite knowing he was the reason you werenât together. Charles thought he got closer to keep tabs on you but it was quite the opposite. Since that night you hadnât heard from each other at all, the only thing keeping you connected was the necklaces you kept.
His star chain hanging on his neck was worn at all times and questions were asked if there was a significance to it which he would reply with it was a cool chain. The meaning would always be between the two of you, itâs the one thing you could both keep as yours.
Charles lived with the guilt every single day despite him being a better brother to you and supporting what you wanted (except your relationship with Carlos). He still had his days but heâs been one of your biggest supporters when you had opened your cafe. You still felt betrayed he made you choose but in the end he was your brother, you could never be mad at him. He was your best friend.
âHave a great day!â You smile at your regular customer who has picked up their order just now. Your cafe had been gaining popularity after a few months of being open and you couldnât be anymore grateful. It was noon and that is when you get the most busy so as you help ring up customers you donât feel the eyes on you staring from across the street.
Carlos stands across the street from where your cafe is, seeing you through the display window a smile adorned on your face he couldnât help but cross the street. His heart beat picking up as he got closer to you and standing at the window he looks up at the name.
CafĂŠ ĂtoilĂŠ
âYouâre my sunshine. You brighten my whole day just looking at you.â Carlos sighs contently as you lay your head on his chest. You giggle at the nickname and smile up at him, âWell youâre a star so that makes you my star. My starry eyed man,â
âStarry eyed?â
âYeah. Your brown eyes are my favorite feature of yours, theyâre starry eyed.â You tell him, staring the obvious.
âI love it.â
You named the cafe after him, in a way that Charles couldnât say no because he didnât know the nicknames you shared together. This was yours. No one elseâs.
His smile meets his eyes watching you do what you loved, it was enough for him to realize that despite not communicating in over a year youâd always have a special place in each otherâs hearts. For now youâd watch each other from afar and celebrate your accomplishments in that way.
You finish ringing the last customer up apart of the rush and you feel the need to look out your window feeling a pair of eyes on you but as you look up you find nobody except stranger walking along the street. Instinctively your hand grips your necklace and trace over the engraving of Carlosâ name.
Your love for each other did indeed not pass.
Carlos Sainz x Reader
Summary: no matter whether heâs wearing Ferrari red or Williams blue, standing on the top step of podiums or fighting for points, youâll love Carlos through it all
The podium is eerily quiet now. The lights are dimmed, the bright flashes of cameras long gone, and the chaotic hum of celebration has faded into nothing. The night wraps itself around the circuit like a heavy blanket, but Carlos is still there. Sitting cross-legged on the podium, the silver P2 trophy rests beside him, untouched.
You find him like this after weaving through the empty paddock, the distant sounds of dismantling garages growing fainter as you near him. At first, youâre hesitant. You stop at the base of the podium steps, watching him from the shadows.
His head is tilted back, eyes fixed on the sky, though you doubt heâs really looking at anything. The set of his shoulders is tight, his elbows resting on his knees. He doesnât notice you.
âCarlos,â you say softly, almost unsure if you should disturb him.
He doesnât startle. Instead, his gaze drops, and he looks at you. Thereâs something hollow in his expression, a weariness that no trophy can mask. He doesnât say anything, just gestures faintly with his hand for you to come up.
You climb the steps slowly, the sound of your shoes against the metal breaking the heavy silence. When you reach him, you hesitate again, standing just a few feet away.
âAre you okay?â You ask, careful, your voice low.
He exhales sharply, almost a laugh but not quite. âAm I okay?â He repeats, shaking his head. He leans forward, running both hands through his hair. âI donât know, cariĂąo. I donât think I know how to answer that.â
You lower yourself down beside him, close enough that your knees brush. The chill of the night air seeps into your skin, but you ignore it, your eyes fixed on him. âTalk to me,â you urge gently. âWhatâs going on in your head?â
He doesnât respond right away. For a while, the only sound is the distant murmur of the city beyond the circuit. Then he sighs, deep and heavy, as if itâs been trapped inside him all night.
âIâm just ... taking it all in,â he says finally, his voice quiet, almost broken. âI donât know if Iâll ever stand up here again.â
The weight of his words sinks into your chest. You reach out, your hand brushing against his arm. âCarlos, donât say that. You donât know that.â
âBut I donât know that I will, either,â he counters, turning to look at you. His dark eyes are glassy under the dim lights, his jaw tight. âItâs Williams next year. Williams. You know what everyone is saying. You know what they expect.â
âForget what they expect,â you insist. âThis isnât the end for you. Itâs just-â
â-a step back?â He interrupts, his tone bitter. He shakes his head again, lips pressing into a hard line. âThatâs what they all say, isnât it? That itâs a ârebuilding year,â a âfresh start.ââ His voice drops, softer now but no less anguished. âBut what if itâs not? What if this really is the end? What if Iâve peaked, and itâs all downhill from here?â
Your heart twists at the vulnerability in his voice. You donât know how long heâs been holding this in, how long heâs been carrying this fear. âCarlos-â
âDo you know what I thought, standing on that podium tonight?â He cuts you off, his voice thick. He doesnât wait for you to answer. âI thought, âThis is it. This is the last time.â I smiled, I waved, but inside I was just ... empty.â
His voice breaks on the last word, and he swallows hard, looking away from you. But you can see it â his hands trembling slightly, his chest rising and falling unevenly.
You donât think. You just move. You reach for him, your arms wrapping around his shoulders, pulling him into you. He doesnât resist. His head drops against your chest, and thatâs when it happens. The tears come fast, silent at first, then with a shuddering breath that rips through him.
âItâs okay,â you murmur, your hand threading through his hair. âLet it out, baby. Iâve got you.â
He clings to you like heâs afraid youâll disappear, his arms wrapping around your waist. His tears soak through your shirt, but you donât care. You press your cheek to the top of his head, rocking him gently. âEven if you never stand on another podium,â you whisper, your voice steady, âit doesnât matter. It doesnât make you any less. It doesnât make me love you any less.â
He stiffens slightly at your words, pulling back just enough to look at you. His eyes are red, his face streaked with tears. âYou say that now,â he says, his voice cracking. âBut what if I canât give you the life you deserve? What if I canât be-â
âStop,â you cut him off firmly, your hands cradling his face. âDonât you dare. Donât you dare say youâre not enough for me. Carlos, you are everything. Do you hear me? Everything.â
His eyes search yours desperately, as if looking for something to hold onto. âPromise me,â he whispers. âPromise me youâll still feel that way, even if ... even if everything goes wrong.â
âI promise,â you say without hesitation, your voice trembling with the weight of it. âOn my life. I promise.â
He closes his eyes, a fresh tear slipping down his cheek. You wipe it away with your thumb, your fingers lingering against his skin. Then, slowly, you lean in, your lips brushing against his in a soft, lingering kiss.
When you pull back, his forehead rests against yours, his breathing still uneven but steadier now. âI donât deserve you,â he murmurs, his voice barely audible.
âYes, you do,â you counter, your hands slipping down to rest on his shoulders. âAnd if you canât believe that right now, then believe this: Iâm not going anywhere. Not now, not ever.â
He doesnât respond with words this time. Instead, he pulls you back into his arms, holding you like youâre the only thing anchoring him to the world. And maybe, for now, thatâs exactly what you are.
The night stretches on, the podium still and silent around you. But neither of you moves. The world can wait.
Summary- In a world where soulmates exist. Some people can hear a song when their close to their soulmate, the volume depends on how far or close to them you are. Carlos was sure his song was smooth operator, so why hasn't he found his soulmate yet.
People would spend their whole life hoping to meeting their soulmate. Some would meet them as entered any stage of schooling or some would run into them suddenly but the worst were those that spent their life preening their ears for the soft melody of their soulmate song. You never knew what the song was, it could be a song that actually existed or just a mash of musical notes that described the two people involved but there was one thing Carlos was sure of; smooth operator was his soulmate song and yet his love life was anything but smooth operation.
He had heard stories of how loud and melodious the music was when his mother entered his father's life, his sister's recounted time when they met their soulmate. Carlos was getting antsy. Until one day, during a race weekend, he had grown tired of the tune of smooth operator which he could hear playing faintly as he walked in to the paddock with Lando. "ugh, that stupid song" Carlos muttered. "What song?" Lando asked confused. "Smooth Operator" Carlos stated. Lando looked confused, "I hear nothing" Lando stated. Carlos's eyes widened trying to figure out where he should move to find his soulmate. In the frantic few minutes of Carlos running around the paddock like a headless chicken with a confused Lando calling out to him; the melody stopped just as it had started.
Y/N never thought she would find her soulmate, she was above the natural age most of her relatives and family had met theirs and she had given up hope on ever meeting hers. She was in a small store near an F1 race when she heard the faint sound of smooth operator playing. She chalked it down to it being played at the race because it was a running gag with Carlos, her favourite Formula One driver. Y/N wasn't able to secure tickets to the race and just enjoyed the hustle and bustle of the race from the entrance, retreating to her hotel to try and enjoy a F1 free vacation.
Carlos waited days and months to be able to hear the song again, but with all the travelling it wouldn't have been possible. He just wished he had tried harder and maybe than he would've met his soulmate by now. His spirit was wounded to say the least.
Carlos then proceeded to hear smooth operator a few more times, but the melody was so faint that anyone would've missed it. His ears had started to pick up on the song whether it was being played or not.
Y/N finally got tickets to a F1 race. She used to watch the races with her siblings and being able to experience it with them was a dream come true for her. They had packed their bag and headed off to Spain. Ever since she had landed, she could hear the faint buzzing of smooth operator. She chalked it up to being obsessed with Carlos that, that was she was hearing it. She had made beaded bracelets for him and her siblings had made posters for the track side. It was Carlos's home race and she was so excited to be able to see him race in his home turf. As she had only gotten tickets for the race day, she spent the rest of her time in Barcelona with Smooth Operator playing. She thought it was probably the song currently stuck in her head. A thought did cross her mind; what if it was her soulmate song, but quickly pushed it off since the volume didn't seem to increase of decrease constantly.
Carlos was on edge, he could hear the song playing over and over again, the melody taunting him. The volume had increased on Friday but had remained constant the whole weekend, making it difficult to communicate with his race engineer. This was really throwing his mind off track since he couldn't focus on anything but the thought of his soulmate being so close yet so far away.
It was race day and both Carlos and Y/N were getting ready for the day. Y/N held all the bracelets she made for the drivers and fellow fans in hand as she distributed it to her fellow 55ers. She hoped to meet Carlos as he drove in. A little while after she had gotten on the track, the volume of the song playing in her ears had increased. Was she about to meet her soulmate? was all she could think about as the volume kept increasing. Y/N kept an eye out for anyone, in hopes that maybe, just maybe. She felt stupid for hoping when never thought she'd meet her soulmate.
As Carlos's car halted to a stop in the parking lot, the song had gotten quite loud, loud enough to make it difficult to focus. Carlos was extremely excited by it. He hopped out of the car and started scanning the area for his soulmate. He walked around for a bit before proceeding to the fans when he felt like he would go deaf with how loudly the song was blaring. He looked around for anyone who was also being affected by it. And than he saw it. A girl who's eyes were frantically scanning the area. Carlos stumbled forward to stand in front of her and as their eyes met, they knew since the song suddenly stopped, like the whole world stopped. Y/N slipped a bracelet into his palm while Carlos tried to walk away, not to cause a big scene. Y/N pulled her siblings aside and told them what had just happened and they couldn't stop jumping in excitement.
He asked his cousin to help get the girl into the garage. His cousin was quick to get her and her siblings in. Y/N was anxious and worried and excited. She couldn't believe Carlos was her soulmate. What good karma had she acquired to have him as her soulmate, she wondered.
Y/N was ushered into the garage, Carlos was seen waiting, his hair a mess from running his hands through it so many times. The pair stood in front of each other, "Carlos" she whispered and Carlos took her in. Dressed in his colours with his number on her cap and looked at the bracelet in his hand which read, idc ur my soulmate. It was supposed to be a joke, but right now neither of them were laughing. "Not fair you know my name" Carlos spoke, breaking the silence. "Y/N" she laughed. "Can't believe it" she said turning around to stop herself from fan girling. "You better believe it because I'm here to stay" he stated. She turned around to look at him once more, taking him in, not Carlos Sainz Jr, Formula One driver but Carlos Sainz, her soulmate. "That bracelet was supposed to be a joke" she stated as she saw him put it on. "And now it will be something I will wear forever" Carlos said, kissing the bracelet on his hand. "I never thought I would meet my soulmate but it was totally worth the wait" she smiled at him with tears in her eyes. "I always knew I would meet you and I'm glad I didn't lose hope" he smiled back, wrapping her in his embrace. The pair stood there for a while before breaking away, "Gonna have to win the race to show you how good I am" Carlos said. "I know how good you are but a race win doesn't sound bad" she replied.
Carlos Sainz x Reader
You glance at Carlos from across the kitchen counter, a mischievous glint in your eyes. The two of you had decided to make pasta from scratchâsomething new, something funâbut so far, all youâve managed to do is make a mess.
Carlos stands with his sleeves rolled up, his strong forearms dusted with flour. âAre you sure weâre doing this right?â he asks, tilting his head as he kneads the dough. His fingers press into it with practiced confidence, but you canât help but focus on the way his lips curl into a playful smirk.
âNot at all,â you admit, laughing as you try to roll out your own dough. It sticks stubbornly to your hands, refusing to cooperate.
Carlos chuckles, stepping closer. âLet me help.â He moves behind you, guiding your hands with his own. His chest brushes against your back, warm and solid, and you can feel his breath against your neck. Itâs almost unfair how easily he distracts you.
âIs this your plan all along?â you tease, tilting your head to meet his gaze. âTo flirt your way out of actually making pasta?â
He grins, his fingers lacing over yours as he helps smooth out the dough. âMaybe,â he murmurs, his voice low and playful. âBut I think itâs working.â
You try to roll your eyes, but itâs impossible when heâs looking at you like thatâhis brown eyes full of warmth, his lips just a breath away. Your heart stumbles over itself when he leans in, brushing his nose against your cheek.
âYouâre still making a mess,â he murmurs against your skin.
You laugh, turning in his arms, pressing a bit of flour to the tip of his nose. He gasps in mock offense, but before he can retaliate, you catch his lips in a kissâsoft, slow, and utterly sweet.
For a moment, the pasta is forgotten, the flour-covered counter a distant concern. Itâs just you and Carlos, the taste of laughter and love between you.
First time parents
Carlos Sainz x Reader
The glow of the morning sun filters through the nursery curtains, casting a golden hue over the room. You stir awake, feeling the weight of exhaustion mixed with an overwhelming sense of joy. Beside you, Carlos shifts, rubbing his eyes as he hears the faint whimpering of your newborn.
"I'll get her," he murmurs, voice husky with sleep.
You watch as he moves with surprising gentleness, scooping your daughter into his arms. His hair is tousled, his T-shirt slightly wrinkled from the restless night before, but there's a softness in his gaze that makes your heart clench. He walks back to the bed, cradling the tiny bundle between you.
"She has your nose," he teases, brushing a finger over her delicate features.
"And your stubbornness," you counter, remembering the way she refused to sleep unless she was heldâmuch like her father, who couldn't stand being still for too long.
Carlos chuckles, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead before placing another on your daughter's tiny hand. "We're in trouble, arenât we?"
You sigh, resting your head against his shoulder. "Completely."
The past few weeks have been a whirlwindâlate-night feedings, endless diaper changes, moments of pure bliss mixed with sheer exhaustion. Yet, through it all, Carlos has been your rock. Despite his intense schedule, the races, and the media appearances, heâs always here, always present.
Last night, when the baby wouldnât stop crying, he had walked around the house for hours, humming softly in Spanish until she finally fell asleep. You had stood by the doorway, watching the man who commands speed and precision on the track move so patiently, so lovingly, as if time had slowed just for the two of them.
"Do you ever miss the quiet?" you ask now, watching as your daughter grips his finger in her tiny fist.
Carlos shakes his head, smiling. "Not for a second. Thisâ" He gestures between the three of you. "This is the best race of my life."
Tears prick your eyes, and he notices, tilting your chin up with a teasing smirk. "Are we getting emotional?"
You laugh, swatting his arm, but he only pulls you closer, pressing his lips to yours in a kiss that speaks of every late-night whisper, every shared dream, every moment of love that led you here.
Parenthood is messy, unpredictable, and utterly exhausting. But with Carlos by your side, itâs also the most beautiful adventure of all.
Carlos Sainz x Reader
The city lights flicker like distant stars, casting a golden glow over the quiet streets as you walk beside Carlos, your heels dangling from your fingers. The night air is crisp, cool against your skin, a welcome contrast to the warmth radiating from him. Your arm is looped through his, your body leaning into his side for balanceânot just from the cocktails still buzzing in your veins, but from the sheer exhaustion of dancing, laughing, living in the moment.
Carlos glances down at you, his lips curving into a small, amused smile. âYou okay, princesa?â His voice is soft, edged with that familiar Spanish lilt that makes your heart skip a beat.
You hum in response, tilting your head to look up at him. âMhm. Just tired,â you admit, your cheek resting briefly against his shoulder. âAnd maybe a little tipsy.â
He chuckles, the sound deep and rich, sending a shiver down your spine. âI can tell,â he teases, giving your arm a gentle squeeze. âBut I think you just wanted an excuse to hold onto me.â
Rolling your eyes, you nudge him playfully. âAs if I need an excuse,â you murmur, feeling bold under the haze of the night.
The streets are nearly empty, the world around you quiet except for the occasional distant honk of a car or the rhythmic click of a streetlamp buzzing above. It feels like you and him exist in a little pocket of time, away from everythingâaway from the noise, the cameras, the chaos of the world he belongs to.
âYou didnât have to walk me back,â you say after a beat, though secretly, youâre glad he insisted.
Carlos exhales through his nose, shaking his head slightly. âOf course, I did. Canât let you wander around barefoot in the middle of the night. What kind of gentleman would that make me?â
You laugh, squeezing his arm. âA very bad one,â you tease, earning a smirk from him.
You reach the entrance of the hotel, the grand glass doors reflecting the two of you standing close, wrapped up in something unspoken. You should let go, step back, but neither of you do. His hand lingers near your wrist, his thumb grazing your skin in lazy circles, sending a rush of warmth through you.
âDid you have fun tonight?â he asks, his voice quieter now, more intimate.
You nod, searching his eyesâdeep brown, warm like melted chocolate, laced with something unreadable. âYeah,â you say softly. âDid you?â
Carlos doesnât answer right away. Instead, he lifts a hand, brushing a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his touch featherlight, his fingers lingering just a second too long. Your breath catches, heart hammering against your ribs.
âYeah,â he murmurs finally, his gaze never leaving yours. âI did.â
The space between you seems to shrink, electricity crackling in the air. Your fingers tighten around his arm, your body instinctively swaying closer.
âCarlosâŚâ you whisper, unsure of what youâre asking, what youâre wantingâuntil his hand cradles the side of your face, his thumb tracing over your cheekbone.
âWhat?â he breathes, voice hushed, his forehead nearly resting against yours.
The night stands still, the city quiet, the only sound the shared breaths between you.
love, love, love
Carlos Sainz x Reader
The soft hum of your favorite song played in the background as you and Carlos sat cross-legged on the living room floor, surrounded by a sea of wedding magazines, swatches of fabric, and color samples. It was late evening, and the golden glow of candles you both lit gave the room a warm, almost magical, ambiance.
âAre you sure about this color?â Carlos asked, holding up a swatch of burgundy velvet between his fingers, his brow furrowed in concentration. You couldnât help but smile at the sight of him taking the smallest details so seriously, his usual calm demeanor tinged with just a hint of nervous energy.
âItâs perfect,â you reassured him, scooting closer to examine the fabric. âItâll look stunning with the ivory table settings.â
Carlos leaned back, running a hand through his chestnut hair. âI just want everything to be perfect for you.â His words were soft, sincere, and they made your heart swell.
âYou mean us,â you corrected with a teasing smile, brushing his hand lightly. He caught your fingers mid-motion, lacing them with his.
âRight, us,â he said, a playful grin spreading across his face. âAlthough I think youâre doing most of the hard work here. I just follow orders.â
You laughed, nudging him gently. âHardly! Youâve vetoed, what, three cake flavors already?â
âOkay, the pistachio one was just wrong,â he replied, laughing as well. His laughter echoed in the room, and you realized, not for the first time, how his joy had the power to lift the heaviest of days.
As the evening wore on, you both found yourselves lying on the plush rug, your head resting on his shoulder. He was scrolling through photos on his phone, showing you venue options while sneaking in snapshots of your happiest moments togetherâroad trips, cozy mornings, stolen moments from race weekends.
âDo you remember this?â he asked, showing you a picture of the two of you on a small boat in the middle of Lake Como. The sun had set behind you, casting a fiery glow over the water.
âOf course,â you replied, tracing the screen with your finger. âYou were steering us straight into another boat.â
Carlos chuckled, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. âBest near-crash of my life.â
You closed your eyes, letting his voice and the memory wash over you. âWeâve had so many beautiful moments together, havenât we?â
âAnd weâre about to have the most beautiful one yet,â he whispered, his voice full of conviction. âWhen I see you walking down that aisle⌠thatâs going to be a moment Iâll never forget.â
Your throat tightened, and you tilted your head up to meet his gaze. His brown eyes held a softness, a depth that made you feel like the luckiest person in the world.
âYouâre going to cry, arenât you?â you teased, your voice breaking the emotion with a lightness that had become second nature between you two.
âIâm not making any promises,â he replied, grinning. âBut if I do, you canât hold it against me. Deal?â
âDeal,â you murmured, leaning up to kiss him softly, your fingers brushing against his jawline. In that moment, surrounded by the chaos of wedding planning and the comfort of his arms, you realized you didnât need perfection. You just needed him.
And that was the most beautiful detail of all.
...and oh, she's so pretty!
Carlos Sainz x Reader
Itâs a quiet evening, and youâre sitting in a cozy cafĂŠ, the sound of soft chatter surrounding you. The rain taps gently against the windows, and the dim lights create a warm, intimate atmosphere. Across from you, Carlos Sainz sits, his usual calm demeanor tinged with concern as he watches you. He notices the slight frown on your face, the way your arms are crossed in a subtle gesture of frustration. Youâve been in a bad mood for the past few minutesâsomething small, insignificant, really. But to you, in this moment, it feels bigger.
Carlos doesnât understand exactly why youâre upset. Heâs tried to ask, but youâve brushed it off with a soft sigh, claiming itâs nothing. He canât help but notice how beautiful you look, though. Even now, with a cloud hanging over your mood, heâs captivated by the way your hair falls over your shoulders, the sparkle in your eyes, and the way your lips pout when youâre deep in thought.
You catch him looking at you, and despite your irritation, you feel your heart flutter just a little. Itâs as if, no matter whatâs bothering you, Carlos has a way of making everything seem just a bit brighter. He leans forward, his voice gentle but full of warmth.
âYou know,â he says softly, a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, âyouâre still pretty, even when youâre mad.â
You blink, surprised by his words, but something about them makes the frustration melt away just a little. You meet his gaze, his eyes full of affection and understanding, and you realizeâmaybe itâs not the small thing thatâs bothering you at all, but the way youâve let it build up in your mind. His calmness, his presence, it has a way of grounding you.
âCarlosâŚâ you start, unsure how to explain why you were upset. But he reaches across the table, his hand brushing against yours, as if reassuring you that whatever it is, it doesnât matter to him. What matters is that youâre there, together, in this moment.
The corners of your lips turn upward, and you shake your head. âI donât even know why Iâm in such a bad mood. Itâs nothing important.â
Carlos chuckles softly, squeezing your hand lightly. âI know. But you donât have to be perfect, you know? You donât have to have it all together. I think youâre pretty just the way you are.â
And there it is againâthe way he makes everything feel lighter, as if your bad mood doesnât stand a chance against the warmth of his words. You smile, a little embarrassed now, but grateful too.
With Carlos, thereâs no need for explanations, no pressure to fix anything. He simply accepts you, bad moods and all. You realize that maybe itâs the small thingsâthe way he sees you, the way he makes you feelâthat matter the most.
Carlos Sainz x Reader
The soft glow of sunset filters through the tall windows of the exclusive villa in Tuscany. Youâre leaning against the balustrade of the terrace, overlooking the endless expanse of vineyards, the golden hour lighting your skin in a way that photographers always chase. Even here, you canât escape being a modelâyour elegance radiates effortlessly.
Carlos Sainz appears, as he always does, with a charm thatâs almost impossible to resist. You hear his footsteps before he speaks, the crunch of gravel and the faint rustle of his linen shirt in the breeze.
âYou know,â he begins, standing just a little too close, his Spanish accent wrapping around the words like silk, âthis view is beautiful. But you make it breathtaking.â
You roll your eyes, a small smile tugging at your lips despite yourself. âDo you rehearse these lines, Carlos? Or do they just come naturally?â
He grins, leaning casually against the railing beside you, his dark eyes glittering with playful determination. âNatural talent. Like driving. Or making you smile.â
You suppress a laugh, turning your attention back to the horizon. âIâm not that easy to impress.â
âAnd yet,â he says, leaning slightly closer, âyou havenât walked away.â
You glance at him out of the corner of your eye, catching the faintest flicker of vulnerability behind his confident façade. Thereâs a sincerity in his gaze that makes your heart skip a beat, though you would never admit it.
âCarlos,â you sigh, âweâve been through this. Youâre charming, yes. Handsome, undeniably. But I donât mix work with⌠whatever this is.â
âThis?â He raises an eyebrow, gesturing between the two of you. âThis is me trying to show you that I care. That I want to be more than just some guy you see at events or on TV.â
âAnd yet,â you counter, folding your arms, âyou know my answer hasnât changed.â
Carlos doesnât falter. Instead, he steps closer, his tone softening. âYou keep saying no, but I see the way you look at me when you think Iâm not paying attention. I see the way you laugh at my jokes, even when you try to hide it. Tell me, why not give us a chance? Just one date. No cameras, no pressure.â
You hate that his words make your heart flutter. You hate that his persistence feels less like arrogance and more like genuine affection. But you also know how complicated your lives areâhis constant travels, your demanding career.
âCarlosâŚâ you start, but he interrupts, his voice barely above a whisper.
âDonât say no just because youâre scared it wonât work. Say no if you truly donât feel anything for me. But if thereâs even the smallest chance you do, let me prove to you that Iâm worth the risk.â
For a moment, the world falls silent, save for the gentle rustle of the vines below and the steady rhythm of your own heartbeat. His eyes search yours, open and unguarded, waiting.
You exhale slowly, your resolve wavering. âOne date,â you say finally, watching as his face lights up with a boyish grin. âJust one.â
âThatâs all I need,â he replies, his confidence returning in full force. âIâll make you fall in love with me, cariĂąo. Just wait.â
Carlos Sainz x Reader
Youâre sitting across from him at a quaint cafĂŠ, the scent of freshly brewed coffee mingling with the soft chatter of nearby tables. The light catches in your eyes as you lean forward, animatedly sharing a story about your latest adventure. Carlos chuckles at your enthusiasm, but itâs the way you tug your sleeve up absentmindedly to adjust your watch that catches his attention. Itâs such a small, inconsequential motion, but for some reason, it makes his heart skip.
Itâs not the first time this has happened. He remembers the time you helped him organize his chaos of a travel bag before a race. You didnât complain, didnât even askâjust smiled and dove in, folding shirts and tucking socks into corners as if it were the most natural thing in the world. Heâd stood there, arms crossed, a grin tugging at the corners of his lips as he watched you. It wasnât about the bag. It was the way you hummed softly while you worked, the way you made even the mundane feel special.
And then there was that night at the paddock. Heâd invited you to join his team for dinner after a particularly grueling day. Youâd laughed with them like youâd known them forever, making jokes, listening intently, drawing everyone in with your warmth. It was the way you casually asked him if heâd gotten enough rest, your tone soft but firm, your concern genuine.
Carlos didnât understand it at first. He chalked it up to admiration, respect, appreciation for someone who felt like a constant in his otherwise hectic, unpredictable life. But then there were the little things, the moments he couldnât ignore. Like the time youâd fallen asleep in the passenger seat during a late-night drive, your head resting against the window, lips slightly parted. Heâd turned the music down instinctively, not wanting to disturb you, and caught himself stealing glances at how peaceful you looked.
Or the way you laughedânot the polite, reserved laugh you gave strangers, but the full-bodied, uninhibited laugh that made your eyes crinkle and your head tilt back. He realized he wanted to be the reason for that laugh as often as possible.
It hits him one evening when youâre both walking through a park, your hands stuffed in your pockets to keep warm. You pause mid-sentence to crouch down and pet a stray dog thatâs approached you. Carlos watches as your face lights up, your voice soft as you speak to the animal. The way you care, the way you notice the small thingsâitâs like you see the world differently, and he realizes he doesnât want to see it without you.
âDo you always stop for every dog you meet?â he teases, his voice light, though his chest feels heavy with the weight of unspoken words.
You glance up at him, a playful smile tugging at your lips. âOnly the ones that look like they need a little extra love,â you reply.
And thatâs when it clicks for him. The little thingsâthe small, seemingly insignificant details that make you who you areâthey arenât so little after all. Theyâre everything. And as you stand, brushing off your jeans and meeting his gaze, Carlos knows. Heâs in love with you.
I can't read your mind
Carlos Sainz x Reader
The low hum of the Madrid evening wraps around you like a gentle embrace, broken only by the murmur of distant voices and the occasional clink of glasses. You stand on the balcony of a sleek penthouse, your sequined gown catching the moonlight as if it were meant to. Tonight had been a triumphâthe premiere of your latest filmâbut your thoughts are tangled, a script with too many subplots to follow.
Behind you, the sound of approaching footsteps pulls you from your reverie. You turn to see Carlos Sainz, his tailored suit catching the light as effortlessly as his smile catches your breath. His hands are tucked casually in his pockets, and his eyes, dark and mischievous, carry that infuriating glint that always seems to find your weak spot.
âYouâve been hiding out here,â he says, his voice teasing as he leans on the railing beside you.
âI needed air,â you reply, keeping your tone even, neutral.
This isnât the first time youâve crossed paths. For months, itâs been the same: fleeting encounters at festivals, galas, yacht parties in Monaco. Thereâs always been a pull between you, something unspoken but electric. Tonight, though, it feels like the air between you has shifted.
âYouâre quiet,â he observes, tilting his head. âNot like you.â
You grip the railing, searching for the right words. âDo you ever feel like⌠you canât figure someone out? Like no matter what they say, their actions keep contradicting their words?â
His brow lifts, intrigued. âSometimes. But I usually donât waste time trying to figure people out. They show you who they are, one way or another.â
You let out a soft laugh, tinged with frustration. âThatâs easy for you to say. You live life in the fast lane. No time to overthink.â
âAnd you?â he counters, his voice dipping lower. âYouâre always overthinking, arenât you?"
The way he looks at you makes your heart skip. You glance away, but the weight of his gaze lingers. Finally, you admit whatâs been gnawing at you.
âI just⌠I donât get you, Carlos. One minute, youâre charming and attentive, and the next, youâre distant. You say you want to keep things casual, but then you look at me like this.â
He doesnât respond right away, and the silence makes your pulse quicken. Then, he takes a step closer, his presence radiating warmth.
âI didnât think someone like you would slow down for someone like me,â he says, his voice barely above a whisper.
You blink, startled by his candor. âWhy not?â
âYouâre a star. Everyone wants a piece of you. I didnât want to add to that. But nowâŚâ He pauses, his fingers brushing yours on the railing. âNow, Iâm starting to think Iâve been wrong.â
Your breath catches. In his eyes, you see something raw, unguardedâa glimpse of the man behind the charm.
âMaybe I donât want casual,â he continues, his voice softer now. âMaybe Iâm just scared you donât want anything more.â
The honesty in his words cracks something open in you. Youâve been holding back, too, afraid to show him just how much heâs gotten under your skin.
âI donât need you to read my mind, Carlos,â you say, your hand turning to intertwine with his. âI just need you to be honest with me.â
His smile, the one that always weakens your knees, softens into something real. âThat, I can do.â
The city lights shimmer below as he leans in, his lips brushing yours. The kiss is unhurried, sincere, and it drowns out the doubts that had clouded your mind. In that moment, the world falls away, leaving only the quiet truth of what youâve both been searching for all along.
hypothesis - daniel is not ready nor is he willing to leave this thing behind.
pairing - daniel ricciardo x fem!baker!reader
[fic is inspired by âdown badâ by taylor swift]
âfuck it if i canât have us, i might just not get up, i might stay down badâ
ây/n,â your name slipped past his lips in a devastated sigh, eyes big as he stared at you. brown orbs drowning in a pool of tears.
a big, red suitcase sat on your bed, clothes haphazardly thrown around and you, sitting there on the foot end of the bed, messy hair surrounding your face and one of your favourite tops scrunched up in your hands.
danielâs feet is glued to the hardwood floor by the door, his mind swimming, âwhâwhat are you doing?â
he looks around the room, your belongings, their familiar spots now empty. a sob escapes your mouth and you crumble from the edge of the bed down to the floor, ankles crossing and knees bucking up.
âi canât do this anymore, daniel.â
his feet moves him to crouch in front of you, âbaby, what are you talking about?â
you look up at him, âthis,â you gesture around you with your hand, âthe spotlight, the constant hate, the amount of time you leave.â
âletâs talk about it, yeah?â daniel asked, his voice hoarse. heâs swallowing at the lump in his throat, as he moves to sit down.
chuckling, you throw the top to the side, âwhatâs there to talk about? iâm a baker, i bake cakes, in a small town. and you,â you sniff and wipe your nose with the back side of your hand, âyou travel the world, you race, everyone knows about you.â
he nods, âbaby, i still donât see the problem here.â
âiâm out of your league, iâm so far out of your league. i donât fit into this lifestyle, i canât flaunt money anywhere i go.â
daniel takes hold of your hands, âwhereâs all of this coming from, honey?â
you look up at him, and reach your arm back on the bed where you have thrown your phone after spending hours reading what his fans had written about you.
his fans, the people that would run to the end of this world to support him, that go to his every race to shout his name as he passes the finish line, the people he confided in the most when he started dating you.
âi can talk to them, disable our comments on our posts, hell, baby, iâll even delete all social media,â daniel says, his eyes not leaving the phone. his eyes reading every comment twice and his heart swelling and breaking.
switching off the phone, you stand up and grap the top you had thrown to the side, âdonât bother, itâll either way just get worse.â
daniel shoots to his feet, grabbing the things you had haphazardly throw into the suitcase and putting it on the bed.
heâs not going to loose you. he wonât.
ây/n, please donât do this, itâs almost winter break, we can go somewhere private, just us. we can work this out, we will get past this,â daniel is practically begging, his adamâs apple bobbing in his throat as he keeps on swallowing on the lump.
your shoulders sag, âdaniel, stop,â you place the jeans in your suitcase and walk up to him to take his hands in yours, âfind someone else, someone who fits into this life, who will walk it with you every step of the way. there are so many women out there whoâll be better and much more supportive than i am, and someone who can handle a bunch of teenage girlsâ comments.â
daniel shakes his head wildly and grips your hands tighter, âno, no, fuck all else if i cannot do this with you. i donât need someone else, God, i only want you. i am my best when i am with you, y/n, forget those fucking comments. remember what i said in the beginning of this relationship?â danielâs hands moved up to cup your face, wiping at the wetness under your eyes, nodding his head,
âitâs us, baby, itâs us against all else,â his voice breaks as he said it. he bites his lips, the tears he was forcing away finally slips down his cheeks.
âi will fight, y/n, i will fight for us. i will fight for you. i will fight anyone who is against us, because, baby, i will not survive this night if you walk out those doors,â he moves to tuck those little hairs around your face behind your ears.
you nod your head as best as you can with danielâs large calloused palms holding it. falling into him, resting your head on his chest and securely wrapping your arms around him, you believe him.
because, against all odds, you werenât ready to leave, to leave everything youâve accomplished together.
you werenât ready to loose daniel. to loose his jokes, his comfort that comes with his presence, his laugh that made everyone in the room giggle, his hands that easily engulfed yours, his shoulder when you needed someone to lean on. you werenât ready to loose that.
his chest heaved with a sigh of relief as he rested his chin on the crown of your head and wrapping his arms around your shoulders tightly.
âitâs us against it all, yeah?â
with your face smushed into his chest, a mumbled agreement sealed with a kiss to your forehead is all both you and daniel needed to know that none of you were going anywhere anytime soon.
fin.
hypothesis - on days like these, where everything just seems to go wrong, the uttered words from your boyfriend is the only cure.
pairing - lando norris x fem!driver!reader
[fic is inspired by âtell me you love meâ by demi lovato]
âi need someone on days like this, i doâ
âare you fucking kidding me right now?â you groan as your carâs engine died, right at the turn of the finish line. right at the turn of qualifying for the miami grand prix.
âcome on, come on,â practically begging the car, trying to see if you could just get it back to life, to salvage the last bit of your pride thatâs hanging on by a damn thin thread.
slamming your hands on the wheel, âson of a bitch!â
âlost power,â you sigh into your ear piece, defeated. laying your head on your hands that rested in the steering wheel.
this is really just what you needed.
another layer of cake on your already shitty day.
first the argument you had with lando this morning, really, about something so imbecile silly that you can actually laugh about it right now. running late, missing your shoe, bumping your hip on the counter - sure to leave a nasty bruise and lando not wanting to get out of the bed.
silly, right?
and now this.
âwhat happened?â zac questioned, concerned. the car was perfectly fine yesterday, practically soaring all over the track. you were sure that youâd start first pole by how the car roared.
âyou fucking tell me,â you didnât mean to be so harsh. zacâ question just scratched that itchy irritable spot that has been bothering you, all day.
zac sighed, not commenting on your response, sensing how itâll make the situation worse.
knowing that if he said anything about your starting pole, which you already definitely knew, youâd blow your head.
smart man.
âsending tow, stay there.â
like youâd be going any fucking where.
~~
a coffee. thatâs what you needed. a strong one at that.
with your suit arms tied around your hips you walk the way of the holy grail, not really observing your surroundings and stumbling straight into the blistering coffee cup of one of mclarenâs mechanics.
the liquid seeping through your shirt, burning your skin. his cup falling to the ground and shattering in hundreds of little pieces.
ây/n,â the mechanic was quick to react, grabbing napkins that rested on the edge of the table, dabbing at the material, pressing into your now third degree burn.
why didnât you pay attention? why where you so wrapped up in your head?
why?
âjust leave it,â hissing, you swatted the napkin from his hand, you take the routeďżź back to your room. the ceramic pieces crunching under your shoes.
with a hand pressed to your head, you can already feel the lump forming in your throat, eyes burning as tears well up behind your eyes. you bite your lip, you wonât succumb to today, you wonât show your white flag just yet.
you wonât acknowledge the pitying looks from everyone on your team.
you wonât acknowledge the murmurs on the paddock of mclarenâs worst starting pole.
you wonât acknowledge the desire you feel to be wrapped up in your boyfriendâs arms.
you just wonât.
another, beautiful layer of cake stacked.
~~
âreally?â you whine as you pat your pockets, looking for the keycard thatâs used to unlock the door, but it comes out empty.
damn zac for changing the locks. damn the security protocol.
you left, or more like forgot, it at home. on the counter, where you usually leave it. your shoulders sag and with your back turned to the door you glide down it. arms wrapped around your knees and head rested on it.
here it comes, the wall to the well finally comes crashing down and the first tear rolls down your cheek landing on the coffee stain.
you finally hoist your white flag, today won.
a pretty red cherry on top of your stacked cake. a delicious topping.
âthere you are,â a muppet voice says, breaking you from the train of thoughts thatâs currently speeding down the tracks in your mind.
you look up, and lando is peeping around the corner of the wall.
on every other day you wouldâve laughed at the sight.
your lip trembles and a new wave of tears wells up behind your eyes. lando makes quick work to scramble towards you, crouching down in front of you.
âhey, hey, no, none of that,â heâs gentle. he brought his hands up to your face, wiping the stray tears that ran down your face. you lean into his touch, and finally, something that feels right for today.
âturn that frown upside down,â he says in a sing song voice, a smile creeping onto his lips. the gaps in his teeth more than welcoming.
you bite on your bottom lip, the corners of your mouth slightly lifting.
but lando takes that as a success nonetheless.
âthere she is, my beautiful girl.â
a sob like snort leaves your mouth and lando canât keep that muppet laugh of his in any longer.
hair that fell around your face, he pushed it behind your ears, ârumour has it that someone is having one hell of a day.â
you wipe your nose with the sleeve of your shirt, âreally? who is it? max?â
âah, sarcasm, itâs welcoming,â lando jokes.
rolling your eyes you look at his, wispy lashes, a light shade of red tint on the apples of his cheeks, âjust tell me you love me, norris.â
âi love you.â
he leans closer, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
âi love you,â a kiss to your brow.
âi love you,â a kiss to your cheek.
âi love you,â a kiss on your nose.
âi love you,â a final kiss to your lips.
âi love you.â
fin.
hypothesis - max is on the brink of losing you. however, after a fatal accidentâŚ
pairing - max verstappen x fem!driver!reader
[fic is inspired by âlove me harderâ by ariana grande ft. the weeknd
âbaby, in the moment, youâll know this is, something bigger than us and beyond blissâ
âcould you just look at me?â you yelled as max just kept walking a few steps ahead of you.
âcanât. race is about to start.â
stepping into a quicker pace you place yourself in front of max and the garage door, âwhen was the last time you told me you loved me?â
your eyes searched his face, desperately trying to find a glimpse of the max that you knew, the max you fell in love with, the max you married. the hand you placed on his chest, you could feel the steady rhythmic thump of his heart.
âyou really want to do this now?â
âyes! i never see you anymore!â
max scoffed, eyes rolling as he looked back down at his phone, âsorry that iâm busy.â
your hand fell back to your side, âiâm busy too max, yet i still try.â
he nodded his head, eyes not lifting from the rectangular square. you sighed, your hands landing on your hips. is this what youâve become now?
âis our marriage still worth fighting for, max?â
he looked up. eyes piercing through yours. you cannot believe the words just left your mouth, but it felt relieving to finally utter the words that has been haunting you for weeks.
âiâm not doing this with you right now, y/n,â max steps around you, âgood luck with your race.â
~~
it was a millisecond.
you missed the turn by a millisecond and hamilton came crashing into you, sending your right wing and two tires flying. the car skidding across the track and landed upside down.
the force of the impact shoved your head against the steering wheel, hard, bouncing back against the seat.
damage had been done. to you and your car.
to lewisâ as well.
unbeknownst to max, who was in the lead, adrenaline coursing though his veins at the thought of his fourth podium for the season.
he was thriving, the car succumbing to his every command. the engine roaring sending shivers throughout his whole body.
the grin on his face turned devilish. heâs so close.
âmax,â christians voice in his ears broke his train of thought, but his eyes never once lost sight of the track in front of him.
âthe carâs doing great, no need to worry. podium is secure,â max declared excitingly. he took the turn, groaning at the strain it took on his body.
âthough, sainz is on my tail the whole fucking time.â
christian sighed, not at all what max had expected, but he couldnât be bothered by his team principalâs pms at the moment.
âmax, there was a crash.â
another turn, another groan.
sainz could be spotted in maxâ peripheral vision. he pushed the car harder, engine roaring, sending max flying away from carlos.
âwho crashed?â he asked as he fiddled with the buttons on the wheel, checking if everything is still steady. he has at least seven more laps to go.
ây/n.â
dead silent.
heavy thick as your name registered in his mind. the grin that has been on his face had been wiped down. his lips sticking to his teeth.
âmax?â christian asked, waiting a few moments. there was no response from the dutch.
he felt as if his body went numb, limb for limb. his arms felt wonky - not like the grip he had on the wheel mere moments ago. his breathing became shallow, his lungs struggling to capture enough oxygen, his brain malfunctioning.
next thing he knew he was crashing into sandbags.
the impact knocking sense back into him. sand dust flying everywhere.
âmax!â christian exclaimed, âare you injured?â
âhowâs she? is she alive?â max frantically asked. you didnât have a choice - you had to be alright. you couldnât be hurt, max would loose his head if you where. who crashed into you? how hard was the impact?
max got out of the car, âchristian, fucking answer me!â
the line was silent for a couple of moments, âsheâs stable. unconscious, but stable. no further news yet. she has been rushed to the ER.â
cars blasted past him, deafening noise drumming his ears.
âi need to get to her.â
âmax, the race -â
âfuck the race, thatâs my fucking wife!â
~
the doors of the ER bursted open, a very sweaty, and breathless max stood there, his eyes frantically looking around for anyone who could assist him.
he still had his suit on, christian hot on his trail.
ây/n, i need to know where y/n verstappen is,â he asked, accent thick as he slapped his hands on the receptionist desk.
she looked up at him, âany relation?â
max scoffed, âmy wife.â
her fingers made quick work on the keyboard, âyour wife is in surgery.â
maxâ shoulders slumped and christian took hold of it, shooting a quick thanks to the nurse and led him in another direction. he swiped his hands though his hair, pulling at it, feeling his frustration grow and bubble at the bottom of his throat.
he could scream.
max paced the hallway, up and down. maybe minutes - maybe hours. he didnât know. all he did know was that heâs staying.
why didnât he tell you he loved you. with every fibre of his being he loved you. he craved you, constantly. the thought of you was all that he needed to survive - but knowing that you were his wife, made him whole.
you were the person who stood by him whilst he was working through his troubles with his father. on the nights when fear surrounded him, the comforting hand of you, his wife, brought him peace. on the days when he was on his happiest, it was on the days he spent with you.
you made him. you showed him to be max verstappen.
his wife.
~~
news spread around the paddock, like a wild fire. sky sport tv airing out to fans and viewers to keep you in their prayers and thoughts.
some of your and maxâ closest friends took off straight away to the hospital, supporting max even though he didnât even acknowledge them.
they were still there.
an apology from lewis was sent out world wide, and he even made an appearance to max, but the dutch only glared at him, taking hold of his collar, making his friends jump and take hold of max.
âif she doesnât make it out of here, youâll regret ever setting foot on a paddock again. iâll kill you.â
his voice was icy as he spat the words at lewis, baring his teeth. daniel stepped in between the two and pushed max back by his chest.
maxâ eyes never left lewisâ retreating from.
~~
âverstappen, y/n.â
max was in front of the doctor in a second, his eyes pleading his for good news. the doctor smiled at him and gave him what he was searching for.
âsheâs asleep, but sheâs an extreme fighter. youâve got no worries, mr verstappen.â
he swore he could cry.
the doctor told him the room you were in and max wasted no time rushing towards it.
he searched the numbers above the doors for room one-o-one. his number. a bit of pride bursting in his chest, fate really had put you two together.
max stepped into the room and his heart broke.
machines connected to your heart, the beeping sound being the only indication that you are in fact alive. various cuts and bruises formed along your face. a neck brace adorned. oxygen mask on your beautiful face.
max stifled a sob as he crashed into a seat near your bed, scooting closer and taking hold of your hand. his thumb drawing patterns on your knuckles.
even in your unconscious mind your body still knew that it was your max, the heart monitor speeding up slightly.
it caused him to chuckle, âmijn schatje, mijn alles, i am so sorry. this shouldâve never happened to you.â
he squeezed your palm, pressing a tender kiss to the flesh, âfight, stay strong for me, yeah? so that i can love you right this time.â
~~
a gentle knock at the door roused max from his sleep. his hand was still tucked in yours.
max turned towards the door, lando stood there.
a soft smile on his face with a gym bag in his hand, âmate, i brought you some clothes - the suit can not be comfortable.â
he chuckled and motioned for his muppet friend to come in. lando placed the bag by the door and walked closer to stand next to max. he placed a firm hand on his shoulder.
âhowâs the missus?â
max looked at you, a lump the size of a bull frog lodged itself in his throat, âsheâs good, doc said sheâs a real fighter.â
âshe is a verstappen, ey?â lando nudged maxâ shoulder who just chuckled in response. he felt guilty, ashamed, contrast to who he was. he shouldnât have had to treat his wife like shit. you just wanted to know he loves you.
âlook, mate, donât beat yourself up about what happend, see this as a new beginning.â
max nodded, âshe just wanted me to say that i love her. shit, i shouldâve just said it to her. the crash-â
âis not your fault, you couldnât have possibly predicted an accident to happen.â
he shook his head and looked at the bag by the door, âiâm going to change, would you mind maybe staying here. i donât want to leave her alone.â
âyeah, of course mate.â
~~
two weeks later
âdonât strain yourself so much, schat,â maxâ voice was gentle as he looked at your from his seat on the couch. within mere moments he stood in front of you, large palms pressed to your hips to help you walk the last few remaining steps.
this last couple of weeks changed. your marriage changed. max changed.
he was waiting on you hand and foot, even though you have told him multiple times that certain things you can do on your own, he still insisted.
the one noticeable change for yourself and everyone surrounding you was the fact that max openly, whenever he got the chance told you he loved you.
whether it be when youâre making dinner, doing dishes, walking beside him on the paddock - heâd say he loves you with a kiss pressed to your temple. it was and still is absolute bliss.
your recovery went by fast, splendid as your doctor had put it. with time and patience, he said, youâd be back on the track in no time.
when your socked feet took the last step, max couldnât help the face splitting grin that adorned his face.
âlook at you go, speedy,â he smiled as he took hold of your head and pressed a tender kiss to your forehead. speedy. the nickname max had dubbed you the moment you overtook him when you first met.
speedy. the nickname max had dubbed you the moment you stole his heart.
speedy. the nickname max had used in his vows the moment you took his last name.
max made sure that you didnât strain yourself too much in the recovery process, he treated you like you were his fine china, bubble wrapping your heart and by God, swearing that heâd never let his actions and words ever hurt you again.
he poured so much love into you. you practically glowed in comparison to when the argument had occurred.
his love.
his wife.
max made sure you knew how much he adored you, loved you, craved you.
âik hou van je, mijn schat.â
and you knew he did.
fin.
iâve decided to delete my fics just because iâm not really into writing anymore and i need to focus on my studies right now and i wasnât really a fan of them anymore. iâm sorry to those who enjoyed my fics. i might be back one day but who knows?? xx
hello everyone! i am alive, and i am here to announce that i will slowly return to writing again:) it might take some time as i am so busy with my education right now (this happens when you study physics and maths lmao) but i have updated some of my f1 masterlist as well as the evermore one! hopefully in the next month, or before summer i can start drafting to post everything again!Â
also, if you want to request something go ahead! this helps a lot with my creative process:)
love you!
inspired by taylor swiftâs album âevermoreâ
send a request for specific drivers and ideas for plot, request them:)
willow - no driver
champagne problems - charles leclerc
gold rush - mick schumacher
âtis the damn season - charles leclerc
tolerate it - daniel ricciardo (trilogy)
no body, no crime - daniel ricciardo (ft. max verstappen) (trilogy)
happiness - no driver
dorothea - charles leclerc
coney island - no driver
ivy - max verstappen (ft. daniel ricciardo) (trilogy)
cowboy like me - daniel ricciardo
long story short - arthur leclerc
marjorie - no driver
closure - carlos sainz
evermore - max verstappen
right where you left me - pierre gasly
itâs time to go - george russell