youllendupdeadintheend
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there's people everywhere....
On a break from myself ^_^ and my life ^-^ and most other things
I Wanted To Reblog Posts but unfortunately I only allow me to do such if my blog looks throughly organized and "me" at my core am truly disorganized. The monotony of a page with only short, irrelevant posts on my blog is for now a source of comfort
I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)
I like things in a way you don't understand!
A lot of people are way less complicit in their own suffering than I am. I am more of an enabler than a victim or survivor. I don't think it is impossible to abandonm this position, if I say so impersonally
I failed again today
I need to get back on reading, somehow
I wish I was better at forcing myself to do what I don't want to do
Hmm. Have a good day, some of you.
Sometimes I am twelve again
I wish I was better at forcing myself to do what I don't want to do
I don't know much about marxism (yet) but man how I hate property
One can enjoy seeing
elder people go crazy if they see a young disabled person in the priority queue they decided not to go to
I wanna play fear&hunger...... too many things to do.
god gives his best flirtating skills to his most unloving soldiers
In my reign the proportion of consequences per act will be evened out
O LORD TEACH PHYSICS
Just noticed that my suffering isn't righteous and that It doesnt absolve me nor does it purify the world fuckkk
Being on tumblr for 17 hours reading discourse since youre like 15 was not infact that good for my brain.
Being on tumblr for 17 hours reading discourse since youre like 15 was not infact that good for my brain.
I need to get off the internet
I hope I die an horrible death tomorrow #hopepunk
I miss liking things, honestly
my problem is that I don't know where to start!!!!
The only company for me is my own
la la la la
Saw a post of a promotional picture of the new zootopia movie joking about how much porn there will be of the bunny cop when it releases and someone in the comments said that "they should stop making furry fanservice in movies" and the mere idea of disney making a movie with anthropomorphic animals for the furries specifically was funny enough to make me make this stupid post about it. Walt disney loved furry porn as everyone knows it
Waaa I don't want my days centered around me hating myself...... I have chores to do...