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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Just finished watching girl interrupted, now I feel like a true tumblr girlie ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

jim raised me up

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ My period makes me feel so utterly miserable.. I look like the worst version of myself and I feel like the worst version of myself.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Please take care of your mental and physical wellbeing !! I know that it is tough, but any progress is better than none :3 !! Even if u just sat up after laying for so long, even if you took some steps today, even taking a simple cloth and washing your arms or perhaps u drank a sip of water.. Whatever you have accomplished today, I am proud of you !! I myself know what it is like to be very drained and not do anything, reward yourself with something as well, it might boost your serotonin, even a little.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

Take care of yourself pookie

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ This week and last week, have been the most exhausting weeks so far… I feel so exhausted.. not physically but mentally. Perhaps it could be my period, as I am expected to start my menstruation cycle today.. but some people around me, have been draining the last drops of energy that I have in my body. I plan to take a social media break during winter break, not from social media as a whole, but not communicating with some people I know.. that being all of them except my parents, my best friend and my two cousins.. I will most definitely post more on tumblr as it is not a source for my lack of energy, it rather gives me it.. anyways.. I shall go now, it is 06:25 am currently ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ The amount of rage that that I’ve got built up in my body is infuriating me.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Oh my God this is adorable !! My HP is filled with SKZ stickers.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

I decorated my laptop ~🩷

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Once I get my own room and money, I shall have lots of lolita accesories, clothing, shoes… everything… ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ As much as I love running away from this reality, to escape my burdens and problems.. it makes me disappointed at some point, that all I do is daydream and do nothing about this reality. I do not remember most of my life because of this.. my memory is way fuzzier, my coping mechanism is only this or drawing myself with my comfort characters from my mind, as well as writing out stories about me with them, spending the day or just doing anything.. Worst part is, when you come back to this reality from daydreaming so much, a wave of sadness, anxiety and stress, hits you like a wave while sitting on the beach.. yet this wave isn’t fun nor enjoyable.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ And sipping on my peppermint tea..₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Chobits !! ˎˊ˗ Chi !! ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Oh who stole my wings !! ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ This is how I look, girlblogging everyday !!₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Sugarbunnies !! ˎˊ˗ Shiro Usa & Kuro Usa ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Worst thing is when someone is mad at you, won’t tell you why and ignoring you as well… It makes me feel so horrible and I feel like crying.. what wrong have I done?.. I just simply didn’t show up to school and forgot to tell… ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Sugarbunnies are adorable, I need to buy more merch of them !! ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

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sᥙgᥲrᑲᥙᥒᥒіᥱs / ♡

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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ I’m gonna dress my Sylvanian families the exact same way !! ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

Bunny family ~

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ AL-WAYS!! And then I ask myself why am I on the verge of failing… ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ And then there is lolita, vampire goth, gothic lolita, scene, himegyaru, himekaji, cybercore, cottagecore… so many to choose from!! I just switch between all of my favourite styles.. only way to stay sane.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ Oh, how I don’t like when humans are inhumane towards other human beings.. Why must some people use malicious and vile words against others, despite the other person being untainted?.. What drives a soul to say and do all of those things?.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ

⋆. 𐙚 ˚ I am so lovesick and touch deprived, despite never being touched in a romantic way by anyone, ever. I pray to God that I get a husband who’s a golden retriever type of lover, as well as looking like a silly guy. When his masculinity isn’t fragile and he looks even more masculine because of that. His body defined and muscular, strong enough to bring tons of wood home during the winter. An empathic man, who deeply cares for his wife and others, there to protect me whenever the chance given and having good manners as well. A man who wouldn’t yell at me, knowing it would scar me.. lifting his hand on me, is a thought that would never occur to him... Oh what a blessing it would be to have a husband like that.. ₊˚⊹ ᰔ