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I would like the first year creative writing students in my university writing room to shut the fuck up, some of us are third years and trying to get work done and this is supposed to be a quiet space

I have decided I want to start reading more again. I don't wanna just default to video games the moment I have free time. I have a few books I still haven't read and it's time I do. Once I'm home I'll pick out a book and just....start reading. Feeling weirdly excited for it

*walks out sweating, panting, covered in blood.* you should see the other guy *there is not other guy. i procrastinated a simple essay that took two hours of focused writing until the last hour even though i had a week to do it. it wasn't even hard. it was so easy. half of the essay was my class notes. no critical thought. somehow had the best conclusion ive ever pulled out my ass. this is the first of many essays of the semester.*

working day and night it feels like

if your uni doesnt hv a reading week remember you can always take one yourself 🫡

•T

Monday and Tuesday 10h at uni

I cant wait to get there again for next 4months and suffer 😍🫣..

I absolutely love living with a bunch of introverts who like to party as an introvert who hates parties cus it means that during the weekend, I get to have breakfast in peace while all 6 of my flatmates are still asleep at 11am.

Being a history major is you wake up, you read about the most horrifying atrocities ever committed before you finish your morning coffee, you write a 10 page research paper and forget to put a single footnote because that's a problem for tomorrow, you cry about the fact that humans have had vibrant experiences for millennia and we treasure the scattered remnants they leave behind, you catalogue 100 pages of meaningless government documents in an excel spreadsheet, and then maybe at the end of the day you get a waffle.

shoutout to the people that like learning, who love learning, who want to learn and understand and create things on their own terms, but can’t go to college/university. not for lack of money or access (although those are obviously valid and understandable), but because their disabilities prevent them from doing it. who don’t have enough spoons to take a university course and complete the amount of mental and physical work it entails. who are too anxious to leave home and don’t have the resources to combat that anxiety. who get burned out quickly and easily and can’t handle the amount of effort university takes. it’s not your fault and does not determine your worth - you are allowed to do what makes you comfortable. for those that mourn the loss of their college experience, i understand and your feelings are valid. whatever the reason may be, i see you.

Good fresh spot to study at in this hot summer 🌞

We need to get a little uncomfortable for a minute. But it's ok. You have to be uncomfortable in order to grow.

You're going to fail. You're going to disappoint people and yourself. You're going to have moments where you're so overwhelmed that you're curled in a ball crying and frustrated. You're going to miss important milestones. You're going to drop the ball so many times things seem impossible. You're going to fail. You're going to be mean. You're going to be a bad person at points. It's life. It happens. You just need to understand that it happens. And on those days where you want to dissappear and never be seen again because everything is too much, your brain is going to amplify all these faults and failures and make them seem worse.

Babe. We all go through this. We ALL fail. We ALL make awful choices and fuck people and ourselves over. We ALL will have moments where we are the villains. Where we completely fail a lot of people in our lives due to bad decisions. It will happen. Probably multiple times. What matters is that you recognize these things and make appropriate changes in your life to help make sure that next time isn't as bad. Maybe start learning time management so you're not stressed constantly and blowing up on everyone. Maybe find a healthy outlet like painting or the gym or cooking. Find small, simple joys to make life better. It's going to suck. You're going to be the bad guy. But that's not your entire life.

It's uncomfortable and hard to sit with. Sometimes things are your fault. Sometimes you make bad choices and they fuck your life up and fuck others over at the same time. It happens. You can't change the past, but you have the power to change your future. You can change your future. Talk to people. Find yourself outlets. Learn skills. Things get better, but they only do so if you put the effort for them to do so. I love you. You're trying. And that's all you can do. And one day you'll slip backwards and feel so defeated but when that happens, you'll have many tools to help you get even further. I promise babe everything will be ok.

You know what makes me incredibly happy?

When my friends show their knowledge of what they've been studying for years in a casual conversation and I just sit there like: Look at you!! So smart with all of your funky words!!!

Your knowledge is mindblowing to somebody who's not in your field

Daily reminder to all my anxious people to unclench your jaw

i am just a girl i should not have to “fulfill my course requirements” to get a “degree” what kind of a society is this anyway

Dopo due anni di economia, io che ho lezione di business english: "Finalmente pane per i miei denti"

Sempre io che ho scelto l'unico curriculum interamente in inglese e seguo tutte le altre materie: "Ma chi me l'ha fatto fare"

Day 44/100

// 14/09/23//

Went to class

Assisted to an integrative day for deaf children from schools with classes for them from different cities

Went to college

Ate with Teo (also was our 3 months together hehe)

Showered Odie <3

Took Odie to the vet

Appeared on tv with the cat shelter on the program we shot some time ago

10/100 days of productivity 🐣 9/18/23

the first day of class was a success! i worked for 2.5 hours in the morning and then went to class, where i met an old friend. i got a bit sidetracked after class, so i ended up chatting with my friends for a while instead of doing my homework when i intended to. i still got all of my homework done by the evening, but tomorrow, i will try to stay on schedule so i can be more productive!

09/17-18/23 ∘ day 6-7/100

it's been one week of this challenge and i'm slowly starting to get my a grip on my life. sun-mon i started training again, which felt really good, even though i can still feel some injuries. i'm also making progress on history, currently studying ch. 3/7.

i once again took a good look of my personal study plan. with my current schedule, which i'm working very hard to keep up on, i'll be done with history by the end of the week. next week i'll finish my literature course, and i've started working on my next math course, even though there are still a couple trigonometry assignments i should get done, or just decide to not do them and turn the course in. i think i'll give myself this week for the deadline and turn it in with the history course.

☽ my next goals ☾

theory ch. 3 (history) exercises ch. 1-3 (history) study diary assignment ch.1 (history) study diary (literature) book blog assignment (literature) ex. 1-19 (math) book ex. 1-22 (math)

the touchpad of my laptop stopped working a whole year ago (i use a mouse so not a big deal but still annoying) and it. just. started to work again ? out of the blue ??? HOW ?

Coffee is will to live in a cup ….

[ 18th september, 2023 • 8/145 days of uni ]

stuff is being done, even if everything else is still pretty messy,, volleyball practice was amazing, though! i haven't had that much fun playing in a very long while. still have a long way to go before i match the rest of the team in terms of skill, but i'm happy nonetheless :))

summer is ending, finally.

what to do when someone compliments me, seemingly genuinely, but then someone else points out that they're probably only/also saying it because they want x. so now instead of feeling happy/grateful, i just feel used.

i’ve been fairly busy recently, since i’ve made my return to my school sports teams, and spent a little time at work. It’s been very busy and stressful, but when I get back into the swing of things I’ll start to get used to it. I reread if we were villains by ml rio, and did an entry or two in my diary. So far, in the past week, I’ve also been:

➼ writing an article for my school’s yearly newsletter 📚

➼ applying to a project about female voices in our curriculum 🪷

➼ finishing reading in memoriam by alice winn (fantastic book and I recommend) ☕️

🎧: love me, normally— will wood