19y/ošwho want me fr??
259 posts
holdup let me put yall onto something you should play sand blast yeah itās filled with ads but if youāre brain is dead enough then it doesnāt really matter
have to go somewhere today but im bloated and my hair needs to be retwisted asap wow
my right labret stud is begging to be switched out with a longer bar but ik itās just bc itās irritated bc once i do change it the irritation will go away and Iāll have to change it back to the shorter bar just for it to get irritated from that
i love yeule sm omg dudu and 1967 clear every other song ever made
honestly i say i want to die but i really just want to live a peaceful jobless life far away from everything and everyone but i know that will never happen so ill take death instead
ive already put my mom through hell by burdening her with my mental illnesses but hope she has just enough patience left to tolerate one more thing from me
scrolled through my most recent posts and theyāre all vent posts summer is going great so far #summervibesšÆ#girlsendhelpš
god whatever higher power that created me must hate me because despite starving my way to 109lbs iām 5ft so it doesnāt fucking matter plus Iām a g cup so I look even fatter and on top of that I store my fat mostly in my gross lumpy thighs and my stomach looks like an overfilled water balloon in addition to that I neglected (and still do) my dental health so my teeth are fucked and I have an overbite while also having nasty acne that covers my face back and chest not to mention my horrendous stretch marks god I donāt even want to be pretty I just want to be somewhat presentable I will die alone because Iām unlovable due to being horrible to look at and socially awkward!!!!!!
ohhhh um im struggling to write a paragraph for an assignmentā¦.a fucking PARAGRAPH Iām so stupid I wanna write an apology to my family and then drop out and kill myself I think i might do that after my second year of community college bc after this ill be going to a decent and expensive uni and i canāt afford that or live on my own
please stop giving me posts about that bum ass kpop demon hunter movie idgaf
why does every teacher insist on having mandatory canvas discussion posts YOURE THE TEACHER NIGGA I paid to learn from YOU stop making me ālearnā from my classmates tf
omg life sucks bc im considered āblack skinnyā and tiny for a black girl but im really not
knew I didnāt like that white bitch ethel cain for a reason
out of state visiting my family i have no way to discreetly get a scale I donāt know how much i weigh kill me Iāve probably gotten so fat bc Iāve been eating more and walking less
iā¦..hit another plateauā¦..well if it isnt the consequences of my actionsšš
hehe i had like 900-1k cals today i wanna kms lowkey but im just gonna cope by calling it a metab day
hehe i had like 900-1k cals today i wanna kms lowkey but im just gonna cope by calling it a metab day
wasnāt even worth it cause i only threw up half the meal
purging but your food combo was actually atrocious once it came back upš
purging but your food combo was actually atrocious once it came back upš
starving myself until im not dumb anymore challenge GO!!!
im fat and stupid wow i want to die please just kill me someone god I hate living like my aunt works at my school so she can see my grades and she keeps talking about how disappointing it is that my grades are so low and how I should have gotten tutoring and she doesnt understand bc sheās smart confident and logical she doesnāt get how hard it is for me to talk to people so i definitely cant just care free ask someone to tutor me AND on top of that have to have them listen to me struggle to speak french im so useless i really wish i could relapse but im going somewhere hot for my summer vacation and i dont have razors because i dont shave FUCKKKKK MY LIFE BROšššš
like seriouslyā¦.i hope she gets hurt in some kind of way
i almost failed most of my classes this quarter i hope i die but also fuck my french teacher i hope that dumb bitch dies too fuck that ugly ass hoe!!!!š
i almost failed most of my classes this quarter i hope i die but also fuck my french teacher i hope that dumb bitch dies too fuck that ugly ass hoe!!!!š
this is the beginning of my exercise addiction arc ig cuz I did like an hour on the elliptical and I still wanna do more
ppl who are redoing the bathroom walked in after i just finished fighting a battle in there if i die this is why
round 5 or whatever pls let me rest
exlax girl im sorry for wanting to be skinny i have nothing left to give you PLEASE
exlax girl im sorry for wanting to be skinny i have nothing left to give you PLEASE
75 minutes on the elliptical trainer if you feel a gust of wind thatās me yallšš