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I feel like if Chase was just thrown in the Star Wars universe he would actually do so well there. But also like his Chip only gives him super intelligence of where he is which is yk Earth. He can know everything of his world but beyond his solar system lol there’s not much he would know. (I mean he didn’t know bout super hero’s, and like skylar coming from a whole different planet, so). So he’s like soaking everything up cause this is all new and even there tech, I kind of think he’d love it.

Also I think it would be hilarious if he met a Jedi and has to blend in or something so he’s “using the force” to move stuff. I do wanna see a reaction from them if he activates his laser Bo like “oh yeah I’ve got a light saber too duh.” And it just appears in his hand from his arm and there just so bewildered by it, like “When did they start making them like that? How are you holding it with your bear hand?! (I want one)”

I also need to see him in Mandalorian armor so bad 🫠The helmet! Like give him Beskar right now, I need.

Chase would nerd out in the Star Wars universe. He would take over fr

Walking into a flower shop and slamming down money on the counter, “How do i passively aggressively say fuck you in flower”

When I get a nice AO3 comment or Tumblr reblog I have to force myself not to say "I LOVE YOU PLEASE MARRY ME CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER I'M OBSESSED WITH YOU" and instead say "thanks"

Wow everyone is going through it. Hold my hand

No don’t be sorry! Thank you🥹Definitely needed this💚 And that last bit, My heart😭

Hey, this is kind of self indulgent since it’s hella early, still dark outside, and I can’t seem to fall asleep haha

How does Chase deal or react to his s/o when he realizes they have trouble sleeping? Like when they have a lot of stress, that stress affects their sleep, dreams, and it makes them incredibly anxious? Any who, I hope your having a really good day/evening💚

Heyy, sorry this took me forever to write 😅

He's def worried about them. Trying to find ways to help them to sleep and make them less anxious.

He'll stay up with them to keep them company on nights they can't sleep.

Having naps becomes a couples activity.

Chase making them lavender tea to help with the anxiety before bed.

He also reads to them.

I think Chase has this same struggle with anxiety and sleeping. He's been through a lot in his life. So he's using all his knowledge of sleep anxiety to help them as much as he can.

😭💚🥰you’re the best, thank you

Heyo! I hope you’re having a good day/evening! Could I request a comfort fic for Peter Parker (tasm) I be in my feels tonight lol. Anywho, Thank you so much!💚✨💙

Absolutely my raven 🥰

A hoodie and book

Pairing:Peter Parker x reader

Description:While Peter talks to Aunt May downstairs you read a book laying on his bed

You and Peter had been dating for a couple of months and had been to his house quite a few times and met his Aunt May who adored and loved you like another child to take care of and for.Currently you were laying in his bed after changing into spare clothes you left at his house and reading one of the books you carried with you and it was one of your personal favorites that you have read multiple times but always read it like it was the first time all over again as you wear his hoodie that he left laying in his chair in front of his desk.You started dozing off putting the hood over your head and putting your book on his nightstand and a couple of minutes later you fell asleep and only a couple of minutes later peter walks in closing the door to see you asleep in his hoodie in his bed making him smile as he quietly gets in bed next to you holding you and gently taking the hood off your head running his fingers through your hair until he fell asleep as well not knowing that while you slept aunt may walked in the room to tell you that dinner was about ready but instead smiles and puts a blanket on the two of you walking out closing the door finishing dinner and watching tv until you both woke up and the three of you are together.

Hii, I promise im gonna write the hc u sent me, just haven't been super motivated rn

Take your time! I totally understand💚

Yesss they’re missing out

Listen, peanut butter is a way of life

Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.

Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂

RIGHT?! I only knew one other person who ate it like that!

Listen, peanut butter is a way of life

Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.

Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂

Listen, peanut butter is a way of life

Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.

Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂

Oh my gosh yesss I bet he’d set it up all nice too like those pretty charcuterie boards 😭😂💚

I just woke up (yayy) and all I want is to wake up and have a coffee with chase is that to much to ask? Literally though I would wake up so much more happier every morning. Imagine him making you breakfast and you come walking in, both of you wearing matching flannel pj pants, and you just wrap your arms around him from behind. Your still sleepy and groggy but he’s so warm and he’s got that messy morning hair. He gives you a soft peck on the head while saying a quiet good morning. You just cling to him and he moves around getting breakfast ready with no problem at all. 😭 Then after you guys eat you just sit with your legs over his lap and cuddle up to him, both of you with coffee/tea/etc. and he just looks at you so soft and so in love. The rest of the morning is just filled with kisses, I love you’s, and cuddles. Ughhhhhhhh I hate my brain I wanna go back to sleep.

UGHHHH u made my heart melt with this

him making you a healthy breakfast platter for you two to share, because we ALL know that boy would absolutely pamper you.

😂also Ohh those are very pretty🖤

This is random but how does someone just choose their favorite flower? I literally wish I had one but there is so many and don’t know why but it’s bothers me I don’t have a favorite😂I used to like poppy’s but now I’m not sure. Do you have a favorite flower?

i know nothing about flowers 😭 i like black dahlias tho

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Cosy for Remus lupin please!❤️🖤 #Micheleamidalajedi's valentine's day event

I hope your having a wonderful day!💚

Of course lovely rae 😊

Tiny fluffy bunny

Pairing:Remus Lupin x Reader

Description:You and Remus spend the day reading and cuddling

The day not only was calm and rainy but also classes had been cancelled due to both sickness spreading as well as Valentine's day nearing fast.You and Remus were laying on his bed in his room reading books together in comfortable silence and wrapped in blankets and listening to the rain gently patter against the window above the bed with your head on his chest and his arm wrapped around your waist.He looked down to see you in one of his hoodies too big for you,A hoodie of yours that went down to your knees,two blankets over your legs,and a beanie on your head that was knitted by your aunt with bunny ears on each side occasionally lopping to the side whenever you tilted or turned your head to the side making his heart stop and grow larger with a warm feeling with it.You looked to see him smiling warmly and fondly at you making you raise an eyebrow at him "You look like a tiny fluffy bunny" you look up at the ears on your hat and make a face at him making him laugh at you snuggling into his side reading until he could hear your soft snores and feel your chest slowly move up and down against his side putting the book down in the pile on the floor beside the bed covering up both of you under the covers holding you against him rubbing your leg with his foot until he fell asleep.

vienna by billy joel is literally the song ever. you’re right billy i AM doin fine. i can’t be everything i want to be before my time. that’s so true billy i can afford to lose a day or two. vienna DOES wait for me. thank you mr joel i will chill out and not focus so hard on the future that i forget to enjoy the present

reblog if you’re in-love with chase davenport

“I can fix him, I can fix him” I can be an accessory to his crimes

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Heyo! Could I request a for Dick/night wing for yj? Dick doesn’t tell anyone he has a girlfriend and one day reader shows up at base to meet up with him and everyone is on edge and super confused? 💚

Ooooh surprise lover trope I gotcha you boo 🤍

Surprise meeting

Pairing:Dick Grayson x reader

Description:You surprise the team meeting them for the first time finding out you and Dick are together

You smiled after seeing the sweet text you got from Dick deciding that instead of eating lunch at your house you decided to get takeout from the local Italian place and meet dick for lunch.You also decided that you would surprise him texting Tim to wait for you outside the cave so he could take you to dick and him agreeing as you order lunch then getting it and going to mount justice with Tim meeting you a couple blocks down from mount justice leading you to the cave as you look at the beach and sky around you.You both go in the cave hearing others laugh waving at beast boy who you had met multiple times through tim hugging each other for a minute going pass everyone without noticing except megan who saw beast boy run to you as you and tim walk in raising an eyebrow in confusion having never seen you before but turns back to everyone else and laughs at the joke Artemis made directed towards Wally."Hey baby" dick turns seeing you holding lunch thanking tim for helping you and giving you a kiss on the cheek both of you sitting down eating and enjoying the time together while tim goes back to everyone hanging out with Jaime and beast boy letting the two of you have time together before you had to leave to get ready for work.The two of walked out after finishing lunch and talking for awhile realizing you had 3 hours to get back and get ready for work so dick decided to walk you out while tim and gar took you back to your house "Who's she?" you heard looking to see the rest of the team looking at the two of you as megan floats in the air looking at you "Looks like cat's out of the bag dick" tim says drinking coffee beside beast boy eating chips "Hi everyone...I've heard a lot about you all from dick and I've been wanting to meet you for awhile" everyone perks up looking at you until megan comes up to you gently landing on her feet "You're megan I remember that smile in the team picture he showed me" she smiles big and brightly at you as Connor and Artemis come up "You're artemis dick said you always had a determined look in your eye and you're connor you have wolf and you and megan are together" he smiles shaking your hand as everyone introduces themselves to you surprised how much dick told you about them and that you remembered it all.After awhile of talking to you they immediately liked you and wanted you to come back anytime to mount justice even some of the girls planning to steal you from dick to hang out with you making you smile and laugh as you give dick a hug and peck on the lips leaving with tim and gar back to your house making him love you even more.

Thank you!!💚💚❤️❤️🥹

Heyo!💚 Can I request a mood board for Jason Todd, something bookish on a rainy day❤️ Thank you!✨

OF COURSE SWEETS

Can i have Kurt Wagner x reader where he sees reader's scars and kisses them and it's fluff? 🥺👉👈

Scars and Kisses| Kurt Wagner x reader

Note: Yess this is so sweet! I hope you like it☺️

Warnings: scars from injuries, insecurities (idk if that should be a warning), fluff

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Sometimes your mind can be your biggest enemy. Your thoughts can bring you down faster than even your strongest opponent.

You would know, you were part of the X-men. You had fought plenty on missions. Being a mutant wasn’t easy physically or mentally.

Sometimes though they would hit you at the same time. So much so that your questioning how something physically can impact you so emotionally.

It started small. A brush of a hand on that small scar on your arm. A glimpse in the mirror when you’re getting ready. Or someones eyes linger a little to long at the scars that you hadn’t meant to show when your shirt had ridden up.

You pushed your feelings away though. Put them to the back of your mind until it was to much to ignore. And you thought you had done a good job in not showing that something was bothering you. But you should have known better to think Kurt wouldn’t notice.

He knew you better than most. You were attached to the hip since the first moment you met, and only seemed to grow closer after you had turned your friendship into something more. He never judged you. It always felt like he just understood. He just saw you, y/n L/n. You were the same to him. Never judge mental and always so caring and loving. He fell in love with your kindness. And for just being you. He was Kurt, your best friend and the love of your life.

So why would you think he wouldn’t notice? Perhaps you were to focused on not focusing on it that it showed either way.

He could tell something had been weighing on you. You could keep a level head and go about your day, but he could see those moments where you slipped up. When you picked at your clothes, fidgeted with anything near by, or when you seem to be lost in space and have to take a breather before you continue with your task.

He wasn’t sure what had been bothering you but he was determined to help you in anyway you needed. Which brought him to your room. It was late but he knew you would be up. He could still see your light on under the door.

Usually he just popped in with his powers, only because you trusted him, but this time he knocked on your door softly. He wasn’t sure of the problem yet so he wanted to approach this carefully.

There was no reply from your side and he didn’t hear any movement. He quietly opened the door and peaked in. He could see your form lying in bed. You had curled yourself up, eyes closed, your hands gripping your pillow under your head, and a frown on your face.

You were so consumed in your thoughts you hadn’t heard Kurt come in.

Today was long and stressful, which only made it easier for the thoughts you had buried to come digging there way up to the surface again.

As soon as you got to your room you lazily changed into your comfy clothes. Just wanting to sleep it all away. But the mirror you had in the corner of your room caught your eyes. And you could see a little glimpse of yourself.

You didn’t even realize when you had walked up to it. You just stood in front of it, eyeing the scars that littered some parts of you.

You didn’t have to see them to know where they were either. You knew where every single one was, even if it wasn’t visible in the mirror now.

You knew them all. And every story that came with them. Some weren’t as bad. They reminded you of the times you had made a dumb mistake or just a funny accident. Then there were those that came from your job, going on missions. Those weren’t all bad but some of them were close calls and you didn’t like to think about them for to long. But then there were the ones that held your worst memories. They didn’t just scar you physically but mentally and emotionally as well. Those were harder to ignore, didn’t matter how big or small. In a way they still hurt.

And today was one of those days where you wished you didn’t have that reminder. You wished they weren’t permanent. You didn’t always mind when they were there. But on bad days your thoughts would consume you.

At some point you just curled up on your bed, just as Kurt found you, and tried to make them go away. You didn’t want to look at yourself. So you close your eyes, not wanting to catch a glimpse in the mirror again.

Kurt didn’t want to startle you so he knocked again. Your body tensed up a little and he knew you heard.

“My love, can I come in?” He spoke softly.

You tried to calm yourself and grabbed the blanket at the end of your bed bringing it over your legs and torso.

“Of course.” You smiled at him as he closed the door and made his way over to you, trying to seem calm and collected. But the smile didn’t reach your eyes.

He gave a smile of his own anyways and sat at the end of the bed. He didn’t want to jump right into it so he just gently took your hand, caressing the back of it with his thumb.

You couldn’t help but melt a little at his gentle touch. No one had ever been so gentle and kind to you as he has. You squeezed his hand a little, wanting to just fall in his arms right then and there.

“How was your day? I didn’t get to see you very much.” He still had a smile on his face, that sweet, genuine smile that says ‘I’m listening, I want to know.’ You wanted to cry just seeing him.

“It was…okay. Just busy, you know how it gets.” You shrugged lightly trying to ignore that tired sinking feeling in your stomach. You’d been trying to do that for awhile now.

He knew that wasn’t all of it, but he didn’t want to push to much. He brushed some hair away from your face, letting his knuckles caress the side of your cheek. “Is there anything I can do?”

His hand that was holding yours made its way up your arm, gently rubbing them up and down. You were going to answer but he brushed over a spot and you froze for a second. You felt those thoughts rear their ugly heads again. ‘How could he so easily touch me, touch them, and it not bother him?’

“No, it’s fine. Really. I’ve got it handled.” You brought your hand back sticking your arms under the blanket. You brought your legs up and held them against you. He noticed and it hurt a little, not knowing why you pulled away from him.

“My love, you know that you can talk to me, right? I want to help you in anyway I can. In any way you need me too. Are you sure there isn’t something that’s been weighing on you?”

He reached for you once more but hesitated, not knowing if you were comfortable with that right now. You thought over his words trying to decide if you should tell him. Tell him how much it’s been eating at you. You couldn’t quite look at him. Your eyes becoming slightly glossy.

“I-,” you stopped and bit your lip, feeling a small lump in your throat. He brought his hand up and slowly lifted your chin, giving you the chance to pull away if you wanted. You didn’t move away and let him take your lip out from between your teeth.

“I’m right here, whenever you’re ready.” That did it for you. The tears started rolling down your face. All the pent up emotions spilling over. Kurt moved to sit in front of you now.

You didn’t look up at him. And he let you cry as much as you needed.

When you started to calm down a little you finally looked up at him again. Worry and concern was written all over his face. All he wanted was to hold you.

“I’m sorry, I just…” you wiped the salty tears form your cheeks but only more took their place. “How can you love me? How can you be so okay with it? With me? How can you look at me and touch me? I hate it! Don’t you?!”

Kurt was a little shocked at your outburst, and heartbroken by your words. He tried to meet your eyes but you only sank into yourself further.

“How could I not love you? You are my favorite human being I’ve ever had the honor to meet. You are so incredibly kind and hold so much love for the people around you. Even if you don’t know them. And you love me more than I thought anyone could love me. You are caring, funny, sweet, intelligent, and beautiful. How could I not look at you? What is it that bothers you so much about yourself my love?” He spoke softly, and lovingly.

You still wouldn’t look up, not wanting to see his face as you muttered your next words. “My scars.” You held yourself a little tighter. ‘He must realize what I mean now.’ You think to yourself.

But how could you think that. Your Kurt. Your sweet, dorky, lovable Kurt. He takes your hand once again, and this time you didn’t pull away.

He didn’t stop there. He turned your palm upwards and pulled it towards him. Before he continued he gave you a questioning look. Silently asking if this was okay. You nodded, confused and a little hesitant, but you trusted him.

He leaned down pressing his lips against your scar. He felt you freeze once again and thought you were going to pull away. But you didn’t move a muscle, so he continued. With every kiss you felt more tears fill your eyes. And you couldn’t help the blush that made its way up your neck, ears, and cheeks.

He didn’t stop, even pecking the skin that wasn’t scarred along the way. He moved the blanket off you and pushed you to lay on your back. You just watched, as he tried to kiss away the pain and the thoughts that plagued your mind. They couldn’t ruin this moment though. Not for you. Not this time.

He kissed right above your knee, then eventually your stomach, then just below your collarbone. He held the side of your face with his hand as he left gentle kisses along your neck and jaw. He pecked you on your forehead, cheeks, and then your nose. You laughed softly as he nudged his nose against yours.

He whispered softly against your lips. “I love every part of you. All of you is beautiful inside and out. I know I can’t make those thoughts go away completely, but I’ll always be here to constantly remind you how wonderful and beautiful you are.” You both closed your eyes as he leaned his forehead against yours.

He caressed a certain scar on your side. “I remember this one. I still feel guilty about it.” You laughed tearfully. “It wasn’t your fault. I made you teleport us so we could sneak away.” He smiled at the memory. “But we ended getting an earful from the professor.”

“Yes, but that was also the night you gave me my first kiss.” You opened your eyes only to see him staring down at you, so full of love and warmth for you. You brought your hands up to cradle his face.

That was one of your favorite memories. Maybe, with time, you could learn to love them too.

“I love you.” ‘Thank you.’

He smiled softly and leaned forward.

“I love you too.” ‘All of you, forever.’

He closed the gap between you and kissed you. You sighed as you melted into the kiss. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer, if that was even possible. He happily obliged still gently caressing your side.

You knew it would take time, and you would still have your bad days. But you could do it, especially with Kurt. Because Kurt loved you, all of you, and you were so grateful for him. You didn’t have to say it. He could feel it as you kissed him and held him in your arms.

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Could I request a Jason todd x female reader, reader is going through a bit of a slump and is trying hard not to let it show, but Jason can tell somethings wrong. Just comforting and sweet💚 thank you❤️

Ofc dear raven 🤍 and the first fic of the new year!

You complete me

Pairing:Jason Todd x Reader

Description:After going through a very hard week and trying to get through it,Jason is there to help you

You smile hearing Jason walk through the door while you lay on the couch watching tv "Hey you" he says putting food on the table grabbing a cup making himself coffee handing you a cold soda from the fridge.You quickly wipe tears away that were falling down your face before jason walks back in sitting beside you as you continue eating and both of you watching Supernatural until he went to shower.You wait til you hear the shower run and cry all the feelings you bottled up out not hearing the water turn off or jason walking back in the room seeing you laying on the couch sobbing curled in a ball as he rushes over to you "Hey what's wrong?" he asks as you look at him teary and blurry eyed as he moves hair away from your face."I feel like I'm not enough...I don't deserve to be here..I don't deserve to be happy...and I don't deserve you.." he caresses your face as hold and rub his arm with your hand calming down "You deserve the world...I can tell your hurting and you have been having a rough time but that doesn't mean that you deserve to be unhappy" he says as you get up to hug him but instead he lays down on the couch grabbing and pulling you into him and holding you tightly as he rubs your back "You complete me...you saved me from a life I didn't want to live and gave me something I never thought I could have...someone who truly loved me no matter what" he says as you smile and hold him back until you both fell asleep like that on the couch finding a polaroid of the two of on the table taken by Roy who was in the kitchen eating dinner smiling as the three of you watch reruns of friends.

Hello, this is to my followers, those who visit my page and/or have requested.

I want to start off with an apology before I go into details. I’m sorry to those who have waited for their requests (a letter, imagine, etc.). I know it’s been going on for at least the past two years now. Where I have been on and off on here and I don’t think that’s fair to anyone.

When I started this account, I was in a pretty good place mentally and physically. Despite the pandemic I was keeping myself busy and was ready to start writing and finally was confident enough to share my work.

But then life kinda threw me a curve ball and some things happened not long after. (Perfect timing right) I’ve been constantly pushing down emotions and feelings that rose up from these situations. And every time I thought it was getting better something else happened.

This is the reason for my inconsistency. I would just steer clear from any social media for awhile. The stress of everything and the guilt (from falling behind on my writing) made me just want to isolate myself for a time. But isolating myself, my feelings, and trying to ignore everything obviously didn’t help.

Lately I haven’t been feeling great physically. I usually don’t when I’m stressed and it affects me in different ways. And I finally broke down yesterday and today. And I decided I cannot keep dealing with it in this way. I wanna work on it. I don’t want these bad habits to stay and I miss feeling like myself. I miss being me. I don’t know if that makes sense.

I let a lot of it build up to the point where I would explode at random times. How I Stay Sane: My Mental Hygiene Routine (A video on YouTube made by Elizabeth Filips) puts it perfectly into words how it feels.

I’m not going to stop this account. I have written things that I want to post. I’m just reworking on my confidence. I’ve decided not to write new requests for awhile. I’m going to work on the ones that I have, before this post. People may still request but please understand that it will take me awhile to finish the ones I already have. And when they are finished and I’m ready to “open up shop” again to more, than I will begin those as well.

I also want to say thank you to the lovely people that have been so kind on here. Everyone that requests has just been so nice and I appreciate your patience. I really really do. And just anyone who has left kind messages and has followed my account. You are amazing.

Once again I apologize to those who have waited so long. I should have addressed this long ago.

Thank you, and I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening.

I’ll see you soon ya crazies💚

I’ve never used Ao3 before. I’ve heard of it, how do I find it? And that’s awesome! How can I find your fic! @neothegayturtle 💚

Where. Is. THe SPEED RACER FANFIC??! WHERE!?!?!

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌

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Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

Remember Me- Thorin and Company x Reader

TW: Slight Violence and Death

Clambering on to one of the stone walls outside of Erebor, nearly collapsing from the sheer amount of exhaustion pouring through your body, until you are driven to shakily push off the wall, intent on making it to the marketplace before they advance too much further. Pumping your legs up through the corridors in an attempt to get there any faster, before a crudely forged sword is thrust in your direction, the wielder no more appealing than its weapon. You immediately dodge to the side, flattening your body to the stone, before grasping your own blade and swinging it to the attacker's outstretched arm, before shoving off of the stone and lunging forward with your blade into its chest.

Nearly toppling over with its body, you rush to the nearest passageway, hoping to beat Azog's troops to the marketplace before it becomes further overrun. Even if your body is screaming at you to decelerate and let exhaustion take over, you change your stride to a more rushed one.

When you stumble into the marketplace, you're greeted by the clashing of weapons from a battle between elven soldiers and orcs. Rushing into the battle, you decide to aide a desperate soldier with an orc who was pressing its sword dangerously close to their face, making the hasty decision that the fastest and most efficient way to take out the orc would be to drive your sword through the orcs tough skin at the base of its neck, stalling it enough for the soldier to manage the final blow. Right as you're about to take a swing at one of the dastardly looking ones, an arrow flies right above your shoulder, you immediately take your swing at the orc's neck, severing it neatly before whirling around to find your assailant. But instead an eleven archer shoots it down before you can even pull out your bow. You swiftly exit the marketplace and make your way to Erebor's front lines, but not before nodding your gratitude to them.

You quickly blend in with the carnage erupting in front of you as you join everyone on the front lines. You quickly regain your bearings When you see the orcs tearing through the barrier of dwarves, you hurry across to them, blade drawn.

You strike first, slashing the top section of an enemy's chest, but that isn't enough to wipe them out, so you promptly back up in preparation to deliver the final blow by piercing through to the heart, that is, until a thunderous boom resonates over the battlefield. Breaking away from the combat for a moment, you watch as the stones that formerly guarded Erebor's entrance are now crumbling in front of everyone's eyes. Thorin is in the lead, striding through the dust with his weapons drawn, and Fili and Kili on either side. As everyone has been reunited, the fighting field has taken on a new intensity.

When you reunite with them, you see that the illness that had previously tormented Thorin's mind has vanished. He clasps his hand over your shoulder, almost forcing you to buckle. “I know I shouldn't ask this of you, but will you come with me...to bring an end to this once and for all?” he says. There's a brief pause before you respond with a faint smile and a hand on his shoulder, "what sort of friend would I be if I didn't?" shaking you slightly he releases his hold on you seeming to light up with a new found energy as you all start off on your journey up the mountain to Azog's demise.

Reaching your destination, you quickly clear the few remaining at the top of the mountain, when Kili asks, “Where is he?” Fili soon follows him, saying, "It looks empty," with a slight pause before you add on, "do you think Azog has retreated?" Thorin continues to look out over the iced stream before gruffly answering, "I don't think so," before swiftly deciding to divide you all up. He orders Kili, Fili, and you to scout the towers, stating, "Fili, take your brother and y/n up to the towers to scout them, if you spot anything, do not engage and return back instantly!"

Dwalin speaks out “ Goblin mercenaries, no more than a hundred ” as they start to pile their way over the stairway, Thorin pushes all three of you to the side as he yells at you to leave. All three of you quickly make your way to the towers.

The three of you make your way along the tower's narrow hallways until you reach a point where the passageway divides in two. A commotion is heard from your left, and you all step forward to inspect it until Fili extends an outstretched arm towards you and Kili. “Kili, you and y/n go and search the lower levels...” he stated quietly so as not to alert any undesired guests. As you approached him to challenge his call, he repeats his statement, "Just go! ... I'll be fine,” he adds as he watches you both reluctantly flee in the opposite direction before going off to investigate on his own.

Quickly turning around when you think it's safe enough to avoid being caught by Fili, you double back, but before you can make it more than three steps Kili already has a hold on you “where are you going!?!?” you quickly turn back around and retort with “don't worry! I'll be back.... I promise" slightly smiling to calm his worries. He relaxes his grasp and nods, allowing you to follow his brother.

It wasn't as difficult as you had thought it would be to catch up with Fili. Trailing slightly behind him, so he wouldn't notice that you were there. He stops sensing a presence, As he swings back, you quickly press yourself into the wall until He huffs, then walks with a slight jump in his step. That is, until a grey arm shoots out from one of the corridors linked to the passageway and grabs him roughly; he squirms, attempting to break free, but the grip on him seems to be too tight. He swings his sword and connects with his attacker, but it isn't enough to make them drop him. You decide to step in and grab your blade, preparing to slam it into the grey hand grasping your friend.

Fili had managed to gather his bearings and slam his sword into the assailant's head as your dagger pierced the orc's hand. He swiftly rises from the ground, catching his breath in the process. You frantically question, “Are you okay!?” as Fili absorbs his near-death experience. He takes a big breath before looking up and replies, almost chuckling with disbelief, “ ...I think so...". Before pushing off each other, you give him a brief but solid hug , "We need to find Kili!" Fili exclaims, already rushing in the direction of his brother, adding on "This was undoubtedly a trap!" You sprint aside him, pushing your body harder to ensure your friend's safety.

You and Fili were rushing through the corridors, desperately trying to find the quickest route to Kili, when you came across a fight. All you saw was a whirl of red hair slaying the orcs littering the corridor. As you get closer, you join her by slicing through the base of an orc's head with your blade. Moving forward you can now hear Kili battling. Knowing you're getting closer intensifies your drive to protect your friend.

Tauriel begins shouting out for Kili as you emerge from the narrow passage. You see Kili is fending against two orcs when you snap your head up. You rapidly notch an arrow before centering it on your target, taking one more breath before releasing it. Kili turns to face you, and you expect him to be relieved, but rather he opens his mouth and shouts a warning to " watch out! " swiveling your head to the side, as you catch a glimpse of Bolg precisely as he is about to throw your world off its axis. After having the air knocked out of your lungs, you stare up for a brief second before heaving yourself off the ground to gather your footing. Tauriel is slammed into the side of the wall, standing fully upright now, you clutch your blade in your grip.

Kili has now fully descended to your level, and the four of you have formed a ring around Bolg, with Fili making the first move but being forced to retreat back as Bolg lunged at him with his blades. Kili takes advantage of this by sweeping his sword at Bolg's back, causing him to pull back from Fili. With your bow still drawn, you notch an arrow and fire it directly into Bolg's shoulder. Bolg pulls back before regaining his composure and charging at you with renewed vigor. Bracing yourself, you prepare for the blow, only looking up when it doesn't come to discover Kili had taken the strike and is now lying motionless on the side. With a new fury lit in you, as you approach Bolg, gripping your sword tighter than ever before, lunging for his knees, slicing at the critical tendon that keeps his legs moving. Falling to his knees, you deliver the fatal blow, grabbing his head and forcing your blade to run across his neck, almost as deep as it takes to sever it.

Taking only a few moments to gather your thoughts before rushing over to your fallen friend, Tauriel kneeling over his body with tears streaming down her cheeks, Fili doing the same. You took a slow look at your friend, who was bleeding from the nose and the back of his head. Except for your friends' sniffling, there was complete silence. Your own tears challenged to fall, until he began to move, just hardly, but enough to let us know he wasn't gone yet. You were the first to speak up, saying, "Fili, Tauriel, take Kili and get him away from here, he's going to need some serious care." Fili looked at you and responded by saying, "And what are you going to do?!?" You responded, "I need to find Thorin, because if Bolg is here, Azog most likely has him!"

You rush out of the watch tower and onto the icy terrain, where you see Thorin fighting Azog. You swiftly join the fight, announcing your arrival by sending an arrow past Azog's thigh, grazing it just enough to evoke a response from him. As he turns his attention to you, he begins his path towards you, and you prepare yourself. Realizing that it would be better for you to go on the offensive, you begin sprinting at him, dropping your body once you're close enough to allow you to slide through the section of his legs, slicing at his calf as you do so.

You instantly spring up, almost colliding with Thorin, and prepare yourself for an approaching attack from Azog. As he swings his war mace, you and Thorin evade it, sliding out of his range. You prepare to shoot another arrow at Azog, but as you notch it, you notice Thorin struggling to retain his balance, prompting you to fire the arrow faster than before. The ice had begun to separate as the arrow flew through the air and struck its target, throwing you off your feet.

You frantically try to get to Thorin and enter the fight as you get onto a more stable piece of ice. You pull out your blade, strapping your bow to your body, and ready to drive it into Azog before he can do any more devastation.

Azog attempts to force his blade into Thorin before you can execute the attack; in a split second decision, you shoved Thorin out of the path, taking the blade into your body before driving your own into Azog's neck. As you fall to the ice, you're no longer conscious of the cold but of the burning coming from your abdomen. Azog falls back into the ice as he releases his grip on his blade. Thorin rushes over to you and takes your head in his hands, hastily placing his hand over your wound, and you gasp as a new wave of agony washes over you.

Thorin's panicked tone is the first to reach your ears: "hey-hey, just look at me.. ok?!?" As he tried to calm himself for you, his breaths were uneven, and you glanced up at him, tears distorting your sight. You open your mouth to speak, but scarcely any sound comes out. Thorin speaks out once more, this time asking, "Why?" "Why? Did you take that blade for me?!?” As the searing started to fade and was being replaced with an unsettling chill, all you could think of was reaching up to his face and repeating, “w-what... sort... of friend would... I be... if... I... didn't?...”

ahhhh ok ok so this was a request and i was super inspired by it so instead of doing headcannons i thought i would make it into a legit oneshot! I'm not used to writing fighting scenes so that's why you'll notice they tend to be short. also you could technically have this be a continuation of the 'Impulsive reader' headcannon i did like two days ago if you wanted :) i hope you guys liked this :))

Clumsy? Me? | E.O.

Authors note: This was requested! Hope you like it. (I wish there were more Enoch gifs, :/) Also I know I’m posting this late….again. Anyways I broke my phone…again. Okay enjoy ya crazies!

Update: This got deleted and I didn’t have it backed up😭Will rewrite it as soon as possible!

Warnings: Fluff, some sadness. Mention of blood and cuts (accidental injury) lil angsty but still has fluff

Summary: You love to be a helping hand, although you could trip on air and have no grace whatsoever. One day your clumsiness might just ruin something that hasn’t even started.

Word count: 3’391

Enoch O’Connor x reader

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