xe/ they | fibre artist, cosy gamer, writer, rambler | I mostly talk about d20 on here though let's be real
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"I love you"
"I think we're in a lot of trouble"
okay so given the circumstances I get the stress but damn silver that is not a good response to your girlfriend saying I love you for the first time
listening to the conclave arc of the wizard the witch and the wild one and just being unendingly impressed at ame's ability to not burst into tears every second of every scene
adaine punching her dad to death "guess what bitch I'm strong now" adaine punching her dad to death "you never have to be afraid of being weak again" adaine punching her dad to death "your father hurt you and he hurt your sister and no matter what anybody fucking thinks about it guess what he never gets to hurt anybody ever again" adaine punching her dad to death ADAINE PUNCHING HER DAD TO DEATH
"do you ever fear that the kindness shown to you by your friends is a reflection of their character? our family did not love us. and perhaps there is some trait of us that made that easy" um yes I do actually bleem shut the fuck up
just knitting a hat and openly weeping watching fearful symmetry what about it
me: this hobby or piece of media is so comforting to me
also me: *sobbing my eyes out about it nonstop*
take a shot every time I whisper *out loud* alone "this is fucked up" while watching the arc 1 finale for the chaos protocol
I have like fifty posts (all unintelligible) about how adaine abernant makes me feel sat in my drafts and I also just spontaneously burst into tears earlier thinking about how I wish I could have preserved my rage like this silly little fictional character managed to. I want to be angry like adaine and bitter like adaine and mean like adaine and I want to punch my dad so hard he dies in a forest made of my worst nightmares and I wish I was angry at people other than myself right now
"the fact that arcane thought they could distract us from the angst in the finale with all the gay people, and they were right" -@spideysdaydream 2025
as a transmasc fabian headcanon truther I had so many idea of what him and pete interacting would be like and none of them were funnier than them fucking hating each other from the word go lmfao
fun fact it's harder to discern the nature of reality than to see if tony danza is about but not by as much as you might think
fun fact it's actually harder to drag criss angel to hell than it is to eat your dad with your ribcage but only by a little bit
sometimes healing is forgiveness and sometimes it's devouring your dad with insect teeth from your ribcage and also biblically accurate criss angel is there yk
some days I'm so chill with being disabled like fuck yeah my wheelchair is cool and then other days I'm in so much pain I can't sit upright for more than 30 minutes and I all I want to be able to do is knit, not fucking mountain climbing or surfing or being an astronaut or whatever just literally grandma activities and my body is like nah <333
fun fact it's actually harder to drag criss angel to hell than it is to eat your dad with your ribcage but only by a little bit
You all need to hear this:
1. You probably dont suck at your craft as much as you think you do, I bet a lot of people are amazed at what you can make, and
2. If you actually are the Literal Worst In The Whole Wide World at your craft... who the fuck cares? What are they gonna do, call the police on you? Keep making your shitty little things, youre the boss of you, fuck the haters.
having ocd that involves counting and doing fibre art and having brain fog from chronic illness and also just being bad at numbers all at once takes more brain cells than I have at my disposal
fiber crafts is like oh you think you know how to count? think again. also count again.
jokes on the homophobic trad Christian grandmas out there
your arts of knitting, crocheting, sewing, embroidery, and all fiber arts are being claimed by the lgbtq community
evan "what if I was bright green" kelmp is an autistic mood
my dad laughs at the opening verse of emily I'm sorry, every time shaking his head and saying that it doesn't make sense. that it doesn't mean anything. I don't know what "when I pointed out where the north star is she called me a fucking liar" really means or even if something can really mean anything besides everything but to me that line is about him. because every time I share facts about my special interests or even just elements of my experience as a trans person, as a queer person, as a disabled person, I'm told I'm wrong even though I know more about these things than he does. I point out the north star because I love space and I want him to love me the way I love space but he tells me I'm wrong
cannot be the only one who cannot bear to deny blathers the opportunity to infodump about fish I've played this game for years and I will always say yes please to facts
excited to have landlords in the sims so I can lock them in disgusting rooms until they die
it's day one of nanowrimo but it's also day one of mushrooms coming out in animal crossing so I'm conflicted
doing nanowrimo for the first time this november and it's actually scary how do people do this
idk about anyone else but I get so damn excited when closed captions are referenced or like there's easter eggs in the captions like it's the best thing I'm so tired of missing stuff because the captions are bad so when this happens it's great
dante namedropping left right and centre in inferno is so funny to me
defenestrate me please so I stop feeling these things
I feel crazy about Elias's scar, I feel crazy I feel insane, he bears the mark of his own kindness, a young and hungry, brilliant scientist who forces himself to live in a world of logic, wincing at his own reflection in the mirror because he has to face the evidence of his own emotion and righteousness adorned in blood.
The way he has to pull his hat down to hide it, which means he always has to keep his eyes to the ground, his scar literally barring him from human connection.
How he's thought of that girl who looked at him and actually smiled for Years because it means she saw his face and wasn't afraid.
Somebody through me out a WINDOW I'm LOSIN it
some out of context mentopolis episode 3 quotes because I am loving this season
"you are not an eagle"
"well, we are falling out of a window"
*inspirational speech* *everyone nodding except mr fucks* "I guess I'll do the balls thing"
I feel like the first class you played in DND tells a lot about you
Reblog and put in the tags what your first class was
went to the bookshop today to buy the divine comedy so I can get that sweet academic validation from understanding the unreal unearth references and damn the hozier fans been at it I could only find one copy on an otherwise empty shelf 💀
the duality of hozier fans