I was lying down and I suddenly felt unbearable pain under my left breast. I couldn't breathe freely as it was very difficult and painful.
This happened before my sudden cardioversion treatment today. My heart rate was 240+ bpm. I really felt that my heart would pop out of my chest anytime. I was slightly dizzy and tremendously shaking.
My entire chest had become hard and warm due to pressure and pain I guess. My whole chest was jiggling with every strong beat of my heart.
I kind of enjoyed it but it was extremely painful today. Thought I would have a cardiac arrest. Now my heart feels good but still beating in 100s. My chest feels sore due to cardioversion and heavy breathing for more than an hour.
I managed to record my struggling heart as this was the first time where my heart rate was 240+ bpm. My struggling breathing sounds are also slightly heard. The recording still excites me!
First RP with my gf. Working hard on her chest to get her heart beating again. Let us know if you'd like to see more content like this 😉 -RD
been a while. ;)
(oh my frick plz use headphones)
I’ve seen a lot of posts on my dash tonight about users who are threatening suicide, with other Tumblr members posting in effort to try to get ahold of them. I think you all should see this:
IF THERE IS EVER A TUMBLR USER WHO HAS POSTED A GOOD-BYE MESSAGE, SUICIDE NOTE, VIDEO, OR ANYTHING OF THE SORT, PLEASE FOLLOW THIS POST.
1. Scroll to the top of your dashboard.
2. See the circular question mark icon at the top? It’s the third one over from your home symbol. Click on that, and a screen similar to the one in the picture will come up.
3. Where you can type in questions, the box with the magnifying glass at the top, type in the word “suicide.”
4. Click on the first link that shows up. It should say, “Pass the URL of the blog on to us.”
5. Type in the user’s URL and tell Tumblr admin that the user is contemplating suicide and has posted a message indicating that they are going through with it or will be attempting. Hit send! Tumblr administration will perform a number of actions to contact the user and take the necessary steps to prevent the suicide.
TUMBLR: THIS COULD SAVE A USER’S LIFE. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE SUICIDE THREATS.
Reblog this to keep other users aware. Suicide isn’t a joke, and neither is someone’s life. If you didn’t know this, someone else may not, either. Pass it on.
To anyone who sees this post, please reblog it with the name of a user who needs to be reported for harassing you or anyone, along with why and, if possible, the proof that they need to shape up or leave. Otherwise, please give a signal boost.
Come closer to me… rest your head against my bare chest; ear tucked in the valley of my twin peaks
Do you hear it?
This is what you do to me, my dear~
Plenty of them.