NYXERIS

been a while. ;) 

(oh my frick plz use headphones)

Save me

Was lying in bed and felt my heart start to beat funky

She was just stumbling around

Feel kinda odd

Please don’t point out how dirty the mirror is. I know 🥲💕

I know you guys have all been waiting for this.

A journey through the heart of Ceruleanbeats as she exercises and recovers an exploration of her valves and chambers as her healthy heart pounds.

Another edit done with permission let me know what you guys think. tried to find some different internal footage this time, another edit on the way :)

I want to meet a cardiophile in real life.

I want to spend all day my room with my steth on their chest listening to them and touching them all over. I want to hear it racing.

Saw this floating around tumblr a bit so thought I’d take a shot at it. Pressing a (fake) gun into my heart and watching it pound out of control~

I’m ‘dying’ to have my chest pumped in person like right now, pun intended.... that in itself is one of my many ‘Struggles’ 🥵 Why can’t Santa just deliver a live-in CPR man through my chimney this year? Like come on dude, I’ve been such a good girl all year 🥺😩

forgive my neglectful ass. 😘