Latest Posts by maydreamergrl - Page 2

i love him but I know he'll spit on me if I went to the year 1965 with him

He's the worst but also the loml 🥰

omg this fatty (me) ate so much in the morning I personally think... like calm down with the 2 cinnamon buns you ate with chocolate ice cream I feel guilty nowwww

dude whenever I feel sexy don't ask okay but nicely dressed you know? I feel nice for awhile until I realize I'm 4'9 like bitch what the fuck are you doing you look like a midget and stupid. 😂😂😂

yep and I just stopped trying to get a girlfriend

um— *twirling hair*

review on new water enhancer: fruit punch it tastes actually good better then my strawberry, lemonade flavours it's just that it tastes a little too sugary I wanted it to have a little more water taste so it doesn't completely take away to actual water. I can barely taste the water just the fruit punch sugary flavor I don't like that. 7/10 I like it I just hate that it takes away that I'm drinking water yk? I just wish it tasted less sugary

watch out bitches I'm coming for y'all.

i need more water flavors drops whatever their called ARGHHH I don't wanna waste my strawberry one and later my mom is going to get me new ones but that's afternoon I NEED A LEMONADE WATER FLAVOR DROPLETS NOW FOR MY WATER. is my new obsession? probably.

truth. new school sucks ass I miss my old friends

I made this

wait me all the time

Ponyboy: Are you good?  Dally: In what sense?  Ponyboy: Generally.  Dally: Oh, definitely not.

man why cant I have anything?

IM GETTING MY FUCKING NAILGUN FUCK YOU!

i am girls.

a Jeff Buckley CD listen was all I needed

if you want to know about me just listen to blue banisters

guys I'm ponyboy Curtis. also I need to write again..

hehe this is so funny

no bc why does dally always act like he has a stick up his ahh jdksdns always so angry & for wut 😭

basically what goes on

in case u wanted to know what the inside of my brain looks like

what if I said I wanted to delete all my socials again.. am I being dramatic yeah I am but I love being in my own world and focusing on myself

i giggled so hard at the picture and caption but so real

“i aint reading allat” im in your home

this was a problem to me I didn't know how to love someone but I know it can be difficult but just show communication and affection if that makes sense it might sound confusing but do small things like 'like their post or always comment and always communicate first' don't be scared to show affection I promise it'll be alright. i used to be scared to love someone but when I met the people I felt in my heart I loved I just always communicated first and showed them I love them. even if it's little things. it can be difficult so it may take time but I know you can love someone. i hope you do well

Sometimes im scared about not being able to be loved like how I love,and then I remember I don’t even know how to show when I love someone.

wait this is actually me.

I need to see the fishies soon before I blow my brains out

i feel like such a fat ass today it isn't even the after noon and I ate 2 sugar cookies and 2 mini burgers and 1 whole Hershey's chocolate bar and I want nacho chips rn and I want to take a nap sigh.

they are NOT walking.

them marching in place like a fuckin marching band will never not be funny to me 😭😭

me I don't wanna go to school.

crying my school starts the 15th

i like that this man noticed me 3 times it makes me feel special ..

yeah, at least im tryin *slide into his dm*

okay I'm literally so mad and frustrated more than have I ever. okay that was a lie but I'm so frustrated it's insane why can't I finger myself! LIKE IT'S SO EASY FOR PEOPLE BUT ITS so hard for me like it doesn't feel pleasure I just feel weird and feel like I'm not doing it right. im deleting this later but like what am I doing wrong? it doesn't feel good and I don't know if I'm doing it right.

can we normalize having concert tickets like 10/15 dollars again. or maybe less like stop making them 100 and more like I'm not paying that much to see you perform live. okay maybe I am but like that's so expensive to me! i just wanna see my favorite artists perform without it being 100+ :(

i completely understand this throughout my whole elementary and part of my middle school years I mostly got mad fun of in elementary school but in middle school it stopped a bit but that didn't mean kids still didn't tease me and threw stuff at me sometimes.. that didn't mean the world ended. im glad I gotten better ever since I left. but I promise you the world doesn't end if you get messed at school. it doesn't change you're whole life it's just a part of it. i most definitely think you'll be better and wonderful after school and many years on. I know it's hard when it happens I understand but I promise you things aren't like that all the time. you deserve to be the happiest ever, I hope the new school year treats you well and kids have matured since I hope. you're strong for keeping on going. I'm proud and I know a bunch of other people are proud of you for staying even when you had you're ups and downs and sadness for months. i hope it doesn't bother you or it ever happens again no one deserves that. 💝

i’m so genuinely nervous for school to start, it will be an entirely new environment that i’m not used to nor am i comfortable with. i am not comfortable with the kids at school, especially the ones in my class. i cannot handle the idea of being humiliated, embarrassed and made fun of all over again. the amount if times i just came home and cried is embarrassing. i’ve been in a depressive state since september of 2023, and it seems to me like things aren’t getting better. i’ve had ups and downs throughout the entire time, and i cannot stand the idea of it getting worse.

over the summer, i haven’t talked to people from school. i barely got out of bed, and i was just trying to avoid the idea of school and going back to it. i’m extremely shy and introverted so after september of 2023, when an incident happened, i only talked to a few close friends and distanced myself from others. for the rest of the school year, i stuck around friends who seemed like they didn’t like me, but at least i wasn’t completely alone.

in early spring, my grades weren’t doing good due to the state of my mental health. this caused the kids in my grade to criticize me, they went out if their way to find out my grades just for a good laugh. this obviously made things way worse and i begged to stay home, i faked being sick but nothing really worked. over the span of 8 months, i went to the counselor twice about two different issues. i wasn’t satisfied with what they told me in response for my worries about my mental health and my classmates, but i can’t really be mad about that, can i?

again, i am extremely nervous for the new school year. after not facing my fears and worries for the last few months, i am not excited or mentally prepared to go back. i feel as if my negativity towards going back to school is an inconvenience for others. i was told recently that i shouldn’t be so negative all the time, but honestly, i don’t know how to be positive about all of this. i want to end this in a positive way. maybe, just maybe this big transition in my life will be for the better maybe my fears and worries about everything will dim down when it becomes time. this could be for the better, and i could get into a better mental state.

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STOP USING MY GOSH DAMN NAIL FILEURE IDC HOW TO SPELL IT STOP USING IT. ONE SIDE ALREADY DOESN'T WORK BECAUSE I USED IT UP AND STOP USING IT UP, YOU FUCKING FAGGOT STOP USING IT ITS THE ONE I HAVE STOPPPP I HATE YOU YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO USE IT STOP USING IT.