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Why you like this WHY. YOU. LIKE THIS

Let that little mewmew rest for a day..

In reality orv was writen by Uriel she just wanted to see more fandom content

Good for her but I want compensation for all my sufferings..

Because of that shadow-poster I thought blue samurai would be someone who looks like this...

Killing enemies with fresh-new haircut

I can such easily imagine Joonghyuk working with Edgeworth. Two grumpy smol storm clouds on their traditional cup of coffee before/between courts together. Both need some vacation but huh what a joke.. what's rest

Just "whyamilivelikethat"-silence between them until someone would breaks down finally with "and this foolish attorney!"

Anyway I'm so sucked in that game and Miles so reminds me of Yoo sometimes jjskskdkdk

Yoo jonghyuk is "I would sacrifice everything for you", okay

But. Yeah of course Kim dokja "I would sacrifice myself..", but. He is also the "I would sacrifice you for you"

And that strange shape-shifted damaged side of him, dehumanizing to everyone else slightly or strongly, puts my heart in pain and my soul in deadly cold. Even when it's here for a blink

That photo is orv/dokja coded I can't describe my feelings in words but 🤲

Tiny blue dot of life and hope

Kim dokja would try online test "how severe your trauma" with "-Haha look how I will trick it into zero"

And couldn't stop on fifth try with very high result

- I can. I just need to try one more time. I can

Just get to the introduction of Gong Pildu and WHAT DO YOU MEAN DOKJA "it was accurate"?? When did you run away without paying rent?? Why??

Was it after accident?? When you tried to hide from journalists and others? Was it later, when you were forced to live alone? Did your legal guardians left you without money? Were you unsafe? How did that happened?

I'm so concerned..

In reality, Dokja is in rubber room and Bihyung - how he sees one of the male nurses. They made a pact and now Dokja could get something for "well behaving"-points while Bihyung need to track his condicion and report everything to the doctor. But sometimes.. he just can't

Now it's not my problem. Good night

AHKFNKFKK that would be so funny if dokja actually wrote that whole thing by himself and forgot or "deleted" information about that from his brain. That child is so delulu i truly believe that he could

Oh and that would explain how file "transferring" from phone to phone and why Sangah can't see it in his notes 🤔 because really how the heck

Dokja is so irritated by Han claiming she's an author jdodkdkdk😭 cheeper calm yourself i understand your anger but you're so salty

He cares so much about true author I can't

orv live-action doesn't exist its not true

Ofcs i like dokja *draws him as a wet stinky ferret*

Yeahyeahishouldfinishmyworkfirtsthenpublish BUT HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT

Dokja as Link

Just remember how on the first start I texted to one person "hahah so his mom in jail for murder but he is so delusional what if he is a killer and mother just protected him. That would be so cruel"

And got reaction like "...😐"

Yeah... that was funny. For a short moment. Prophetic squirrel in my head works hard, sometimes I wish she would not :-;

What if there is no yoo joonghyuk it's all just product of delusional dokja, trying to convince himself that person which stuck in life-death loophole is not him 🐟🐟🐟

(Yeah no okay there's too much scenes against that but I would've been heartbroken because of that)

How why and for what 🐟🐟🐟

If I see one more "kdj uwu omega" I SWEAR TO UNIVERS I...

BUUT but on the bright side

At least on third try I can really get new details (my attention problems are hitting hard)

And I adore them so much.

I imagined SecretPlotter so often with face "why the fck are you so stupid" to Dokja i can't.

Still like my idea that he could be Dokja from the future, returned for fixing his story to the right direction or change something

Gosh I miss my first try of first 20 chapters if only I can remember more thoughts from that time :(

Wait no that's inktober already noooo I'm dead...

Probably will just sketch something for myself brh 💀

Fuck hell no I wasn't prepared to listening song about pet loss. Why I thought I were

I like so much that part on the start.

When Dokja gets trigger from Yoo Sangah about her new useful skills, accomplished job position, how bright her future seems. That dizzy filling from your guts that you're nothing and even "just exist" is meaningless and painful, that weight of responsibilities - choose, do, learn, faster, not enough. Like space around you loosing oxigen slowly, each new breath is only torture . And his mind just shutting down to the point when even his view is blurred except small gap in front of him.

And there is he. Lee Gilyoung. Happy and childish, with his insect net and his mom, just from somewhere where they spend time together. On their way to home, where boy will be loved and safe and he will be prepared to have also a great life.

Doesn't mean how much of that true (spoilers are too sneaky and I were too interested, pure Gilyoung ;-;)

For Dokja it's his reality right now.

And he is too damaged to see it from another points.

My lovely scared boy ×2

Huh orv is fitting so good in trope "hero gets an adventure but he is just dreaming or having a nightmare while he unconscious in reality"

Favorite book or fantasy become real, favorite character is his l&d companion now, he has power and strength over his past limits, he gets his own purpose and family, his mom out of jail and spoked with him, he constantly under pressure from realizing reality. Painful but sweet, so colorful that those thoughts can't stop chasing me

Should search on ao3 with tags like that when I'll finish story (bless me with mental strength)

Oo wait I need to note it here. I forgot.

So as far as I imagined/get it here - primal meaning of existence in orv is to get your own story become important and then finished.

And if it is so, as I see it, the wooorst thing that you can done - using story from someone else above with a contract.

All those constellations have unique stories about themselves. They are gods, they are heroes, kings and queens. It's looked like doesn't matter how much sidestories you will collect - having your own self is what you can use to move forward. And having an incarnations should help only constellations in this relationship in global matter- incarnations would carry their stories, feed them with new parts. Make them used. Bigger known. Wider.

And then if you are new usual person and you're getting that "help" - you will become part of their story, not of your own. Doesn't matter what you will do from now - you need now or finish two stories (sponsor's and yours) or you will not even have a chance start or develop something for yourself at all. That's just a trap which you couldn't avoid easily. If you could at all.

You need to stay your own central character no matter what huh?

And that's sounds now scary because idk.. dokja is lonely at that point in his position of "start from scratch" in DokjaCom.. Yeah they all are strong but that's not what have weight here. How should anyone else finish that shit I don't want them to be separated I would cry ;-;

That's already fcng start of a morning why I'm thinking about those chapters from Pet Shop of Horrors with girl and her singing birdy and yoohanhim in it... can't I just fall asleep without breaked heart...

So if you don't know about that manga - go ahead and read it, it's collection of short stories about a lot of human's things and, besides, how you can make mistakes even when you're in love and care and hoping for the best for your loved ones. Huh that manga definitely were a traumatic experience for little me but that was wonderful

And also there is sneaky seller yeah dream-uncle

stop here if you don't want spoilers or emotionaldamage idk.

Even if I don't remember all of it. And also this is a horror story so be aware

At first you need to know the context. That story was about rich girl, reached to the PetShop, seeking for a new perfect pet. And Count D of course has one. He told about beautiful bird from the country far away with most miraculous voice in the whole world. And girl followed him in the show room. But what she saw here wasn't a bird. That was a most beautiful boy in tons of jewels with wings on his back. She complained, scared of buying human being, but count D stood his ground.

There is only a bird in that room, it doesn't mean how she sees him. And that bird can be a her pet. If she will follow the rules.

Of course she made a deal, he catched her heart immediately. And she did all what D said her, she gave a whole winter garden to it, prepared best fruits for meals. And he song most beautiful songs every night, with truly amazing voice.

That was such a wonderful time. Until she get a painful thought.

That bird is probably so lonely. He is now here, in foreign country and can't meet up with his specie while he is in cage. Probably he singing so much, trying to reach for someone. She should find him a pair and then he will be more happy. And have beautiful kids, she will be so happy to see his nestlings

So Court D did as she asked. And she brushed over all "are you sure" questions.

Girl-bird wasn't such colorful at all. After she was brought into the winter garden, on front of her fabulous pair and hundreds of flowers she looked even more blank.

Girl just wanted her beloved pet to be happy.

So she again said as she was told to - she left them alone for a few nights, without any visits, just listen to the unfinishing song each night and couldn't stop worrying.

And her will broke as few day past. Because singing suddenly stopped.

Her pretty lovely bird were left there without food for so long. Probably so exhausted and hungry. She should've check on him, pass some snacks. D can't know everything, she totally wouldn't ruin anything, she's bird's master after all.

And she took some fruits and opened the door tho the garden. And there were unusual silence.

And there were torn body of her lovely bird, almost eaten by female. As she should for feeding her child inside of her. She ate him all that days but he continued to sing until she finally reached to his throat. For his loved ovneress.

D told not to get inside just so female could've finished her meal, consumed body without any left. But girl was as impatient as at the minute she decided to get a nestling. And now she lose her mind, crying over cold body

They loved each other. But they don't know what to do with all that love at all

💫 sO NOW AS/IF YOU ARE INFORMED ABOUT ORIGINAL 💫

Yoohanhim

bird-Han Sooyoung, standing over the almost finished Kim Dokja's body, covered in his blood with coldness in her eyes.

And Yoo Joonghyuk, staying in the moonlight from the glass ceiling, with that burning feeling, just started to crawl from his chest to his face. And we know that that guilt, that loss, that feeling of killing Dokja by his own will.

It will shatter him to the bloody dust

I see that scene on my eyelids I want to draw it so much ugh

Also found picture yeey. hope that's not prohibited..

Just saw a quote

If we want the rewards of being loved, we must submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known

Dokja I'm looking at you, my lovely scared boy

Um.. everyone knows anime Erased? Boku dake ga Inai Machi??

So Yoo Joonghyuk in his 30th, returning home at night time, hoping for just chill evening with his sister. But there he is, covered in her blood, running down the street from police officer without a chance for an explanation.

And in the next seconds world turning upside down and letting him go on the entrance to his childhood school

And everything is so big

oh no I'm too bored to write down whole idea but you get it y/n?

Nothing particular strange happened at that year, as he thinks at first. Even death of his parents happened years later and oh how happy he see them alright, not to tell about his treasure sister. And he spend a few days just trying to believe that this is all real and catch at least something that could explain why he is now. His classmates are the same, town, memory places. Nothing seems odd enough.

But one look at the older classes and memory flashed before his eyes. That one kid. Definitely get lost isn't he.

Kim Dokja sitting in the corner, looking straight in book on his laps. Thin, silent. Almost transparent for other, he will dissappear in a month? Two? And would never be found.

Something heavy fall down on Yoo's heart.

Maybe. He can do something.

He will

Just finished Pride & Prejudice oh my gosh why no one told me that yoo is so much mr.darcy coded

Now I can't stop thinking about p&p!orv au,,,,

I'm so sure that kdj had veery high expectations for yjh skills in everything but in reality.. we know..

"- Humans? I don't want to interact.."