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almost ruined a 6 year long friendship because of my fucking depression
TW FAKE CUTS!
Block, don't report
You've been warned 😀
They're baby styros, I think?
I was clean for a like a month then started again and can't quite get the right depth to hit styro properly
I also have a few burns that are healing (the weird circular scabs that you can see in the pics)
I did them with incense sticks and I keep picking at them and they won't heal 😀
anywhos, my last account got termed so I'm being a bit more careful this time round
do to ever feel like you're already de@d?
I'm still physically here, but I feel like I'm already gone. I burn and cut myself just to feel something, but it's never enough
when everyone leaves, I can finally be myself. it's exhausting to wear a mask everyday
TW-sewerslide
So, I 'tried' again and my parents are making me go to the doctor's again 😮💨 it wasn't even that bad, I just took a few tablets. but, yeah, I might be gone for a little bit, not that anyone actually gives a shit
Little things about me (not that anyone cares)
I was born in 2008 (17 rn, yikes!)
I'm from England 🏴
I've 'tried' 3 times
I love AHS and Batman and love reading serial killer books
My old account got termed so I'm trying to be careful with this one
Anyways, enjoy this Daz Black tiktok:
forgot how much fun cutting is 😋 can't believe I went 3 ish weeks without it
ugghhhh, I want their relationship
they're so fucking cute together. I just want a sweet boy that I can cuddle with on stressful days and we can do our homework together and listen to Nirvana and The Smiths
I'm so fucking lonely 😭😭😭😭😭
i feel like a fucking failure. i can't even kill myself correctly. always one tablet less than i need
pretty sure I died that day I tried to kill myself
nothing's felt the same since
it's all numb