i'm special! eeby cheeby
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first: amuseables sunflower
Price: $45 beans
My favorite thing about this specific one is that the flowers themselves have faces and not just the pot like many other flower amuseables. Although I do wish they kept the face for the pot as well, I mean what more than 4? I like how vibrant it looks and my other favorite part is the fuzzy dirt. I do not think I am a fan of the texture of fabric they used for the pot however or the inside of the flowers where the seeds are.
Rating: 4/10 squishies. It's a nice looking plush but it's really expensive, at least it is 11 inches though.
Next: glenny goat
Price: $45 beans
Glenny goat, you sophisticated goat you. There are so many details I enjoy about glenny, my favorites being his horns and hooves. His horns are knotted and twisted and turn similar to the how a thing of garlic looks as well as similar to a celtic knot. His hooves are also really well done, I am glad they did not just make their feets nubs. Glenny is also really tall, measuring at about 11 inches!
Rating: 9/10, glenny would make a lovely friend! My usual problem is the barrier of how expensive he is. It feels as if the jellies are meant to not make friends with a specific group of creatures due to how much they cost.
Next: horticus hare
Price: $32 beans
horticus and I are already friends although we have not physically met yet. What to say about horticus...hmm, well I could go on about the wondrous tea parties he has occasionally hosted and joined in the roseus system. Or how well done his back feet are to the point that he could jump so high he could grab a star. Or maybe the color of his sweet biscuit fur hat matches any dress or hat he chooses or the way his Oatmeal colored tummy fur matches his favorite food. Horitcus is alot of things I would say, but I think if I had to choose I would say he is enchanting.
Rating: 10/10, a well done hare. He's also 9 inches. Too expensive.
Next: bashful beige bunny backpack
Price: $75 beans
Once again, star system guide, we can all agree we love bashfuls but we also love bags. Taking the two things and putting them together is great. Not only can I carry a plushie in my arms but now I can carry another on my BACK!!?!?! not just that, the possibilities of what this bunny can hold are not endless but hopefully tis more than just a phone? I also love the rotund tummy on this one, on account of their tum being the actual bag storage. However, bag plushied are a fickle thing because the surgery it takes to make a bag plushie who no longer wants to be a bag into a plushie again is extensive, painful and very difficult. Putting a plushie through that is not fair
Rating: 8/10, so many beans!!
Next: Huddles duck
Price: $45 beans
to meet it feels like Huddles is a bashful holding a tiny friend or family memeber. Regardless, huddles seems to have the support he needs at all times as they are carrying another. Also they look bald. That's it.
Rating: 7/10 it reminds me of someone.... too expensive
Next: bashful luxe puppy Orlando
Price: $38 (medium)- $90 (huge)
There are many feelings I feel inside of me when I see this puppy but yet I cannot seem to place them into word form for the average human to understand. I will not regardless so instead I will tell of what I love about my dogine friend. Their soft golden puffy fur, the way they are sitting, the attitude thay exudes from their from ear to toes. The fact that they love to do doggy activites the same as i!
Rating: 10/10, need I say more when I've already said so much?
first up: Albee Bee
Price: $28 beans
At first glance I thought Albee would be much bigger than she truly is. In actuality she is only a mere 5 inches tall, which is fine but not fine for the price. Short statute aside, I love how fuzzy she is. She reminds me of a carpenter bee, but it is quite obvious she is a bumble bee! I like how tiny her wings are in contrast to her chubby body as well as her polite smile.
Rating: 9/10 squishies. I took off one point mostly because of the price. At max I believe it would be acceptable if she were $15 beans instead of $28 mostly because a small bashful is of was $15 to $25 beans and they are almost around the same size as her.
Next: amuseables cinnamon bun
Price:$28 beans
another small guy measuring in at 3 inches tall this time. I like the creamy white icing lining on the top of them. I do not like the corduroy fabric for their feet though. I feel that they could have given him just a bit more icing embroidery that was almost melting over onto his face, mostly because almost every cinnamon bun I've seen or eaten has lots of icing. Since this is a plushie company for the UK though, maybe their cinnamon buns do not have lots of icing like the ones I'm used too. Over all he is nice and simple and cute.
Rating: 5/10 squishies. He is cute and simple but he doesn't blow me away for fill me with an overwhelming spark. While they do seem like a gentleman and we'd probably make great friends, I'm not so sure they would be open to my many adventures. Also he is just too expensive for his size which is something all Jellycats are. Once again, I feel $15 is the maximum price he should be.
Next: Rene Waffle
Price: $40 beans
While I do like waffles, they are not my favorite. However my favorite part on Rene is her silky smooth looking syrup. Aside from that, Rene is another plushie measuring at 5 inches, which is WAAAAAYYY to small than what I thought for her. Also I feel like they couldn't given her just lil feets. Why give her arms and not feets? I suppose it's the same as giving some legs and no arms. Maybe she needs another with legs to balance her out. Or maybe just a horse. Or not at all. Who knows, only Rene knows. Besides that, I'm also not a fan on the waffle pattern on her. Maybe waffles look different in the UK but it doesn't look like a waffle to me at first.
Rating: 4/10 squishies. Rene is not getting a bad rating because of her but rather the obscenely high price on her head. Why does she cost 2 times the price of others who are the same size and seems to be materials? I'm pretty sure it is due to her being available at the Jellycat Cafes, but exclusivity only makes her feel left out.
Next: bashful beige bunny with birthday cake
Price:$45
My favorite types of jellycats are the bashful line. From their floppy legs and arms to their dumpy chubby bodies to the many arrays of animals, they seem like the best companions and friends. I also love cake as a food but the jellycat birthday cake is one of my favorite unique textured plushies. In my meeting with the rare and elusive birthday cake plushie, their cake texture felt like ACTUAL cake fuzzy, or at least cake in a mushy crumbly form. Now this plushie takes the best of both worlds and puts them together. I expected it to be a bit of a higher price but I did not expect it to be this high. For one, the medium bashful bunny by its self is $30 beans!! For a 9 inch stuffie!!! But the cake plushie is $33 beans for a 5 inch plushie. So they added $15 beans for a lil cake that hardly measures to half the size of the bigger one but it's almost half the price?
Rating: 9/10 I love this plushie but $45 beans is way to much especially adding together the prices of both plushies separately.
Next: fran pancakes
Price: $35 beans
I love pancakes. I love Fran pancakes. From the fuzzy texture of her pancakes to the shiny silky syrup to her lil blueberries and the alternating colors on the pancakes, I love it. I didn't expect her to be only 4 inches. 4?!?!? Also I don't like the corduroy feets. I believe she is only this much beans because of her previously being exclusive to the Jellycat Diner. I'm glad they made it so everyone can purchase her (but really who can if she is always out of stock), but I assumed she would be $28 beans like the rest of the plushies like her. Regardless, I love her design so much and everything about her. I hope to feel her fluff one day to just know what the texture is like, even though I know I probably will not. Fran pancakes, the adventures we'd go on. I hope one day we can meet. Until that day I wait for you with the rest of my friends on planet Ursus.
Rating: 10/10 but please make her the same price as the other plushies like her. I can't even afford the normal $28 but now she is a whole $7 beans more
Pokémon Go journey with Bidoof!
Date: October 3rd, 2023
September 2nd, 2023
On August 31st, we went to Jacobsburg. When we waddled over to the bird area, we saw that a Fall Webworms nest had fallen out of the tree and onto the ground. There was some storms I think the day before and since the Fall Webworms lay their eggs and make their nest on the edge of branches in trees, it is a very likely thing to happen. I hope all the baby Fall Webworms survive.
Fall Webworms are considered pests and can sometimes even be confused as invasive species. Fall Webworms are actually native to North America. They can be found all over, even up to Canada and down to Mexico. Fall Webworms do not harm trees or plants. They are actually one of the most important pollinators for our trees and many other native plants. The only "harm" they do is cause cosmetic damages.
A female Fall Webworm will make her nest on the ends of branches, taking a few leaves into the nest. She will then lay her eggs in there. The baby Fall Webworms will eventually hatch into caterpillars and feed on the leaves inside the nest. As they get older and bigger and stronger, they will go deeper into the nest to eat the leaves inside.
Fall Webworms are a native species that is beneficial to North America.
It was said that the secret skin of this season would be a skin we already knew, which is Meowscles, but there is another skin no one thought about. Enter: Dynamo!!(There will be more in the other comments I make on this post!
Dynamo was a fortnite skin that was released on July 20th, 2018 (source: fortnite wiki, search dynamo). Her base model is Ramriez and she is apart of the " Lucha Set" along with the skin: Masked Fury!
Meowcles is a fortnite skin that was released on Febaury 20th, 2020! Dynamo is around 2 years older than Meowscles!
One of the skins in the battle pass is: Mariposa (first picture)! Mariposa's bio says: "the daring Dynamo reinvented". This is implying that she is in someway related to Dynamo! Dynamo was one of the first female Luchador skins in fortnite, until Mariposa was added! My theory is (supported with facts) that Mariposa is actually a redesigned Dynamo! This is implied from her bio and, Dynamo's design! Dynamo has the watermelon dyed hair (pink and green) and the same exact hairstyle! Mariposa is just wearing a similar but updated outfit!
Another supporting fact is: Dynamo is apart of the Lucha Set. The skin: Masked Fury is apart of the Lucha Set. We can see Masked Fury in Mariposa's loading screen!! As well as Mariposa having a secret style called: Dynamo!!
My theory is: I do not think Meowscles is the only skin Fortnite might have been talking about when they said that there was a skin that was of a character we already knew! This is not saying that Mariposa is the secret skin, I just think there might be more redesigned skins!!
I think that others theories about #FortniteChapter4Season3 going back in time, might support this as well. I think we should try and pay more attention to all the skins and see if they are similar to Mariposa's situation! She may not be the only skin like this!
Sources: I used http://fortnite.gg for the pictures and I got the dates from the fortnite wiki. Everything else is from me!
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I did my best to make the image descriptions as accessible as I could for others, but I had alot of difficulty.
*the bag in question*
I have a bunch of pins on the front and my mallard keychain on the zipper
In the front pocket i keep my inhaler and inhaler chamber, my sunglasses, my mask and two stim toys: a squishy sugar malt ball and a keycap clicker
In the other pocket I have my medicine box, my wallet, my pouchie, and my trinket box
Inside my pouchie I have my earbuds, my lip balm and my key with my banana lip balm keychain and parks and forests tags
Inside my trinket box is a ring my mom got me for graduation, a shopkin, rainbow moonstone, a calico critter (Justin from the caramel dog family), a star and a dinosaur charm. This is a box that holds things I collect. I cycle through my things every month. This is just this months box is.
I also bring some things for bird identification. These are the current ones I carry.
I also have my headphones that I sometimes carry.
I also normally carry water and a snack. This is mostly what I keep in my bag and use on a daily basis.
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I made a penguin wearing walrus pajamas out of perler beads!
One of my sparks is horses. Another spark is red dead redemption. I found a connection to why all of the gang members have specific horses.
Bill- his horse's name is Brown Jack. Brown Jack is a Brown Roan Ardennes. Bill used to be in the war, and it shaped him into the man he is today. Ardennes horses were and are war horses both in the game and in the real world. An Ardennes horse was chosen as Bill's horse because both have involvement/ties to the war.
Charles- his horse's name is Taima. Taima is a Grey Snowcapped Spotted Appaloosa. Appaloosa's are/were commonly used by Native Americans. Charles is Native American and African American. Charles tried to connect with his Native American culture throughout the game. It would make sense for him to have an Appaloosa horse because of his cultural/racial identity.
Dutch- his horse's name is The Count. The Count is an Albino Arabian horse. Arabian Horses' s are an expensive breed. They are mostly, if not always, associated with high society. Dutch wants nothing more in the world than to strangely fit into high society and prove he is something he is not. Because Arabians are an expensive breed, Dutch owns one to feel as if he were to fit into the strange, backwards society.
Hosea- his horses name is Silver Dollar. Silver Dollar is a Silver Turkoman. Turkoman horses are a hardy breed, but are sadly extinct in our modern world. This is because of the industrial era, which we can actively see happen in the events of Red Dead Redemption. Hosea is seen as old fashioned and "washed up". He is extinct, much like the modern day Turkoman. The reason I say extinct is because, Dutch held a tight grip on Hosea, and the grip is what killed him, similarly to the Turkoman horse which has been relied on by humans for a very long time but eventually became "old" and "washed up" by the time the industrial era came. Cars were the newer, better thing. The equivalents to this in the game would be Micah.
Javier- his horses name is Boaz. Boaz is a Grey Overo American Paint horse. Javier is Mexican. American Paint horse's are the in-game modern day Azteca Horse. Azteca Horse's are native to Mexico and as time went on, and breeding contiuned, the American Paint horse was born. They are commonly used all throughout Mexico. As a Mexican man, similar to Charles, Javier owns an American Paint horse because it is a horse commonly used by his people.
Karen- her horses name is Old Belle. Old Belle is a Smokey Black Nokota. Nokota are known as a feral/semi-feral horse. This means they have a lot more trouble with domesticating them. They want to stay free, similarly to a Mustang and many other horse breeds. Nokota do not conform to societal standards of being a "well bred" and "well-tempered" horse. This is very similar to Karen as a person. Karen does not want to conform to society's standards of women. She acts the exact opposite of how a women "should act" in that time period. She can be seen in the same light as a Nokota, a "feral" horse and woman.
Kieran- his horses name is Branwen. Branwen is a Flaxen Roan Tennesse Walker. Tennese Walker's are known as Tennese Walking Horse's in our time. They are a very common horse breed, especially at the time the game took place in. They were relatively easy to find anywhere and everywhere. They got you to where you needed to go, and were affordable to buy. Anybody from a normal person to a common thief could own one. Kieran is a meek and weak willed person. He is forced into many things, like joining the O'Driscoll's and joining the Van Der Linde gang. He isn't seen as important enough to own a "specialty horse" like the other gang members, and he is very similar to any other person you would find. All of the gang members aren't in society because they have something that sets them apart from others. Whether they are a killer who enjoys killing, or someone who was harrassed or hatecrimed because of your race or gender, they are in a gang for a reason. This doesn't mean these people are more special. This just means that Kieran doesn't want the life that the others have and wants to live a normal, calmer life like many other people, not in a gang.
John- his horses name is Old Boy. Old Boy is a Silver Dark Bay Hungarian Halfbreed. Something important about Hungarian Halfbreed's are, that in our modern time, there is and never was any horse known as the Hungarian Halfbreed. This doesn't mean the horse doesn't exist, it just means it goes by a different name. John's horse is a Nonius horse. I believe that a Hungarian Halfbreed was chosen as John's horse because neither are what they seem. For starters, Hungarian Halfbreed isnt its name; it's a Nonius. 2nd, when they were domesticating the Nonius, they orignially planned to use the horse for light draft work, but it didn't work out. Then they realized they were best suited for agricultural work. John tries to pretend he is a mean, cold hearted man and denies many things. The most important thing being, his son. Once he realized that he was happy with the idea of a family and a "normal" life, he was better suited for that than killing and being an outlaw.
Lenny- his horses name is Maggie. Maggie is a Light Palomino Mustang. Mustangs are a commonly known horse, mostly because of that very loud car. Mustangs are assosiated with being young and moving fast, and that is all that Lenny did. One moment, everything was normal, then the next it wasn't. Lenny is around 18 years old when he joined the gang. He went from being a kid, to being on the run. He moved a bit too fast.
Micah- his horses name is Baylock. Baylock is a Black Missouri Fox Trotter. Baylock is said by many others to resemble the low honor scrawny nag that would come when called in Red Dead Redemption. I do not believe the Missouri Fox Trotter has anything to do with Micah specifically, other than the fact that the build and coat of it resemble the low honor scrawny nag from the first game. There are many comparisons with Micah, and specific things are chosen for a reason. Like how his hat is white while Arthur's is black. White is commonly used to resemble a "good" person while black is assoiated with a "bad" person, but in reality it is reveresed. They are doing the same thing with Baylock. I do believe Baylock is meant to look like the low honor scrawny nag for the first game, and that is why the Missouri Fox Trotter was chosen.
Sadie- her horses name is Bob. Bob is a Gold Dapple Turkoman. I mentioned the Turkoman earlier with Hosea, but I left out a key fact about them. I left it out so I can mention it in Sadie's area. It is no secret that Sadie is surronded by change. Her life changed in minute's all because of others actions and contiunes to change time and time again. But not only does change surrond her but she brings change as well. She changes alot of gender norms in the game. Turkomans might be extinct for us, but their blood is not. Turkomans are in almost every breed of modern day horse. They are known as a hardy and resillient breed, and traces of their blood still exist to this day. They brought a change in the whole horse world that will last forever and can be seen in modern horses. Sadie did something very similar. While Sadie did not single handedly change the gender roles in our world, and isn't even real, women like Sadie changed our world. People like Sadie all around the world, changed how we live, to be where we are now. A lasting impact and change was caused by both Sadie and the Turkoman that changed both of their species forever.
Sean- his horses name is Enis. Enis is a Silver Buckskin American Standardbred. For us, they are known as the Standardbred. Standardbred horses are show horses and alot of what they do (even if its not their choice) is for attention. Show horses do specific tricks and trots for attention. That's their job. Sean loves attention. He makes bad jokes and does bad things all for attention.
Trewlany- his horses name is Gwydion. Gwydion is a Brown Leopard Appaloosa. Appaloosa's were mentioned earlier in Charle's section but for a different reason. I think it's because he wants to appear as mysterious.
Uncle- his horses name is Nell II. His horse is a Sabino Kentucy Saddler. Kentucy Saddlers are known as "The American Horse". I think that kind of explains Uncle's horse choice pretty well. I don't really care for it much so I'm not going to say more.
I think these are all of the gang members horses. Arthur is not on this list because we choose his horse. Also, it's not confirmed what Boadecia is, and I will probably talk about my theories for it another time. I did all of this on my own. I didn't look up what others ideas were and such. So all of the credit of this goes to me. I also don't care about spelling errors.
Product brand-Product name-rating/10-a review on it
AOA studio-Dreamy Lipstick Fling-4/10- my mom got it for me from Miss A. it says the color is vibrant and hydrating. while it is vibrant, the color doesn't show up the same as in the picture and it's very drying. it's more of a deep red, instead of a brown.
B Pure- tinted rose oil lip balm- 5/10- we got it from the dollar store. i prefer lip stuff shaped the way that this is (alot of lip balms are shaped like this). its not drying, but it can be very overstimulating. it claims the color changes based on your ph level. its like a fuchsia purple pink. not a fan of the color but it's accessible to apply and it doesn't dry my lips out
peripera- ink velvet 01- 4.5/10- i like it but I'm not a fan of the color. my mom originally got it but she didn't like how bright the color was, so she gave it to me. I like it but I prefer plum, and berry colors.
wet n' wild- cloud pout fluffernutter-5/10- these were some of the first lip things i got. I got them from 5 below. I love the smell the most. I like that they are soft to apply, but they are also pretty overstimulating. the colors are literally the color of my lips. i really like the smell
wet n' wild- cloud pout marshmallow madness- 5/10- same thing as the last one
colorpop- blotted lip doheny dr- 8/10- it is one of my first colorpop products. I've waited years to be able to try colorpop items and i finally have. i only got it because I was buying a gift for my mom from colorpop and it gave me free shipping. i like plum and berry colors, and this is a plum color. the shape of it is very accessible for me, and the color is long lasting. its not overstimulating to wear, and I don't even feel it on me. it is one of my favorites.
went to the bookstore yesterday and got some new books. i was mainly looking for books that were easier to understand and relate too. here are the ones i found:
-fish in a tree by Lynda Mullaly Hunt. it's supposedly about a disabled student who has trouble in school
-a storm of strawberries by Jo Cotterill. its about a girl with down syndrome who loves her older sister. but her older sister's friend is sleeping over and all her older sister's attention is on is her friend and its making the main character upset, who just wants to spend time with her. there is also a tornado.
-full cicada moon by Marilyn Hilton. its about a mixed girl who has trouble with the fact that she doesn't physically look like either race she is mixed with. and she wants to be an astronaut.
-what a wonderful phrase by Nicola Edwards and Many Montoya. its about a bunch of different commonly heard phrases from around the world and what they mean. i take things too literally and this explains where the phrase orignated from and what it really means.
-our generation: a fair share at the diner by Erika Nadine White and Geraldine Charette. i like our generation dolls and it felt sad to see this book abandoned at the bookstore and for only $0.25 as well. i figured it would be a good idea to get to know the two characters (who are also physical dolls) from this book.
-the selkie girl by Janis Mackay and Ruchi Mhasane. the title pretty much tells you what its about. its a scottish and irish (but this book in particular is the scottish one) folklore about selkie's.
I went on the first outside checkie uppie today and found a moth. the moth is a moss moth or a green arches moth. it was hiding in a shaded spot on some brick. it was very cute and soft and fluttery.
I read about ciénega mermaids today. They live in lil swamp marshes now because as time went on, the ciénegas were left to became small little streams of water. ciénega mermaids are really small, about the size of frogs. They need to be small because ciénegas are small. ciénega mermaids are very rare to find. I was trying to draw one earlier but I had trouble with pain and overstimulation so i stopped.
My ciénega mermaid is a cuatro ciénegas killifish. They are supposedly common in ciénegas. I was going to base the mermaids human half off of indigenous Mexican people. I don't think it's fair to make a mermaids human half a race that is not native to that region. ciénegas are supposedly in Mexico so that is why I said the human half would be based off of the indigenous Mexican people.
I liked drawing the killifish but the mermaid was really hard to draw.
The book I was reading was: A Field Guide to Mermaids by Emily B. Martin.
It's one of my favorite books. I love the art and everything in it.
I started playing Skyrim today after not being able to play for around 2 months.
Season Undending is a difficult mission.
The name should tell you enough how hard the mission is. It's not a matter of it being hard in the game, its a mentally hard mission. I just feel so angry, confused, and sad whenever I play it.
At least I got to meet Odahviing. I've been playing this game for more than 6 years and I've never been able to get far in the main questline. I finally have gotten to the point of meet Odahviing, which is a really big achievement to me.
Odahviing is very sweet and I do like him. I'm glad I got to meet him. At least that one good thing came out of Season Unending.
May 26th, 2023
I saw a Spongy moth last night. I also saw a bleptina flavivena. I got to hold the other one but not the Spongy moth.
Spongy moths names were changed from a racial slur. I personally think their new name describes them way better and it is inclusive and doesn't hurt specific groups of people.
I'm unsure what bleptina flavivena it is specifically but it was still really nice to see one.
bingus khajiit
bingus of the dungeons
made another moodboard. this one's for my dark brotherhood character: vira
My comic for SENSORY: Life on the Spectrum! Organised by Schnumn.
On harm reduction and understanding NSSI! Many autistic folk have normalised harmful behaviours as coping mechanisms in our daily lives and this comic is meant to help people recognise their self injuring behaviours and (hopefully) begin to see pathways to reducing their frequency.
made a moodboard for my monster hunter world character
Really proud of my dragonborn art
Some sketches I made of Abby 🥰
My skrim characters (again)
bitches talk mad shit abt how dumb lydia is while they kill themselves climbing a mountain instead of going around liKE A NORMAL PERSON
dragonborns be like “i know a spot” n take you to the sacellum of boethiah
snail as old as slime
My dragon age origins character and her multiple outfits throughout the game:
Daenyris Cousland- Female noble/Cousland
I romanced Leliana with her