Latest Posts by isthatmorbidica - Page 2

Really interesting thing I glimpsed on rednote today

I think We- we’re developing international class consciousness 

hmm, with everything I'm getting and hearing lately, honestly this must be a sign or something.

I couldn’t reboot it for some reason

dudegirl in the way a doe grows antlers. god i love being intersex. testosterone monster but i got fat tits and a feminine shape. a droplet of my blood would feed transmascs for eons, and id be glad to provide. transfems give me their testosterone. i am all of me

I know vampirism is often used as a metaphor for the drain of the aristocracy but I think it would be fun to have more vampire characters who were just some guy before they got turned. You seek out the most ancient vampire in existence and find out he was a 40 year old wheat farmer in ancient Mesopotamia when he was turned 7,000 years ago and he hasn’t been doing much since then.

I think I have DID or a OSDD, and I think it's becoming more prominent. I forgot that I have looked at it a handful of times, and forget until the symptoms become bad again and I go to look for therapists (which I cannot find any given my location/insurance. Hate living in the south istg.) It also hurts to not have anybody to talk to about it just to have somebody who understands or just to discuss things with for an idea. I've tried talking to a friend who is far mentally typical, but he's also judgemental of me it feels like so, oh well I guess. I just wish I didn't feel so different, or didn't feel like I should talk to anybody about it.

Just because your queer doesn't mean you can be sleazy to queer women just because you think they're hot. I'm so sorry for your experiences, and for others like you who have gone through it.

people on this fucking app love to see a post made by a trans woman talking about how shes treated for being masc and how awful it feels and make it about how hot they feel her with literally no fucking sense of hesitation

they make me sick

where stars rest

I couldn’t stop laughing while making this haha, is my humor broken??

Also this little doodle was based off of the fact that bat moms hold onto their babies like this:

he's trying to be a good bf

Them and Sonadow ToT. I got two hands for a reason ig.

So I’m new to the Sonic fandom and I’m already discovering my newest obsession XD

you guys made luigi mangione trend for days and I need to see the same energy for brianna boston. she is a 43 year old mother of three who ended a phone call with blue cross blue shield (after being denied a claim) “delay deny depose, you people are next” and is now being held under a 100,000$ bond and could face FIFTEEN years of prison if charged. she has no weapons, her record is clean, and yet she is being held behind bars. they are afraid of the public and are trying to subdue. do not let them!!!! be outraged that our freedom of speech is being threatened!!!!! deny defend depose! free brianna boston!

I love being alone most of the time. It's the only state of being I know of how to be. Like a concrete flower. There, but not noticed, or acknowledged. Crying alone when nobody else is awake or around. Never having space to myself. Everybody wants to be involved now for themselves. I'm just tired, really. Tired of never feeling like I can achieve a deep emotional connection to anybody, or being completely myself because of things I can not help. It's just something too far out of my reach. I have to just accept my role of being the called upon one, who nurtures and cares for somebody, and being ditched when the person they really want comes back, but still being there. It's my birthright. My curse of life.

we DO grow old and happy. btw.

thinking about how these writers literally outright say jinx was the issue in Vi's life while also having cait show no genuine love for vi in any way

Jinx was the one who pulled her out of her pitfighter arc. Cait was too busy going through with martial law to even be bothered to give a shit where Vi was

Jinx was the one that even after everything Vi had done and how angry she was with her, wanted to still be a family with her. To build their family back together, to have Vi be apart of her life along with Isha.

Jinx was the one who found Vi's father and went with Vi to a place where they could heal, stay, and help them out and again...be happy together.

When I tell you these writers can go fuck themselves. It was JINX who loved her sister genuinely, who had looked out for her when the person they put her with in turn couldnt have given less of a shit. just being a dictator and sleeping with someone else. only having Vi be the thing that stops it from happening again...and even that isnt a guarantee considering she hit vi in act 3 for trying to ground her.

WHAT. ARE. THEY. SMOKIIING??? Jinx is literally the one that loves Vi the way she deserves and is the one who loves Vi DESPITE what she cant do for her... im sorry im just angry with how dirty they did jinx and the fact that they literally think shes the problem like??? WTF??W?ASFDJASDJFD

I think more cis butches who want top surgery should get it, not just because it pisses off TERFs and that's funny, but because it helps normalize a post double mastectomy body on women. ya know, the thing women with breast cancer dread to have? because as a society we treat breasts as a womanly body part, and when a woman gets a literal lifesaving procedure it's treated as a tragedy cuz they're 'mutilated' now? yeah, I don't know, I think normalizing top surgery in women is a Good Thing. treating post op results from a double mastectomy as "mutilation" is super fucked up all around and is yet another example of how TERF rhetoric hurts cis women too. TERFs are so fucking stupid that they consistently harm the "real" women they claim to care so much about. shocker.

Idk what trans man needs to hear this but you're NOT evil or disgusting for being a man. You do NOT have to suffer for the sins of the patriarchy committed by cis dudes. Being a man doesn't invalidate the misogyny you experienced growing up or experience now. Being a man doesn't mean you deserve to be isolated. Being a man doesn't mean you're inherently predatory or scary. You didn't "choose" this, and finding your true self is NOT "betraying the community" because you happen to be a man and/or masculine rather than a woman and/or feminine. You ARE allowed to be upset when people "affirm" your gender by malgendering you.

You DO deserve a community that uplifts you. You DO deserve to experience trans joy. You DO deserve to have your voices heard and your struggles recognized. Wanting the bare minimum of solidarity is NOT "making everything about trans men".

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When I was a kid I was “darn I just love when female characters pretend to be dudes for whatever reason” and the reason will not shock you in the slightest

Nico made me MLM :”)

does goncharov tumblr know that two years ago I created a catboy boyfriend for Finn From Adventure Time and accidentally tricked tumblr into thinking he was a canon character. I made a zine about it and everything.

tumblr is the fake media website fr this is just what we do here

I should've killed myself when I had thr chance at 12.

I’ve loved them since I’ve seen them

various JT doodles, with pacific rim AU in the second image

The one night I decide to check my tumblr again and I have a bunch of notes from art I made 10 years ago for a crack ship I forgot about 😅

Anyway, thanks for the love, here’s a new quick sketch from me 🥰

jarida behaviour

My brother told me that when he graduates high school in a few years, he'll be better than me. He's right though. Even if it upsets mom, he's right. I wish I could learn that my depression has and will absolutely never matter simply because I'm me and look and act the way I do.

I'm "that" family member. It's my curse. Stupid fucking teenagers should've worn a condom then I wouldn't be in this mess.

A part of me is ready to just end it all. My father has decided to just worm his way back into my life, now suddenly wanting to be a father suddenly now that his marriage has fallen apart. He's just like my mom. They act like I'm an idiot, incapable, just to be talked over and have people do things for me, then get mad when I don't know it. They talk about me living with them forever, not want me to go anywhere, make comments about me not being able to stay away from home. They only call me when they want somebody to mother them. I'm too stupid to be on my own or make decisions for myself, but yeah, go ahead and call me to baby you and do what you need me to do, or when you're lonely. Don't respect my boundaries or what I tell you. I guess I'm still 13. 10 years means nothing. Nothing I did meant anything.

Even with friendships, I'm only liked because they're lonely and miss somebody else, I'm a backup. Everything, nobody cares how they've treated me, and still expect me to bend over backwards or drop everything for them. I want to pack up and leave, yet I don't know where to go. There's nowhere to go. I feel like I'm disposable, there to be picked up when needed but on my own the rest. I wish I knew where to go, but I feel out of place everywhere and I'm so emotionally drained. Everybody acts like when I'm anything but fine it's a hassle and I'm dramatic. Idk what I've done but it's just my curse I guess. I should've ended it and stayed in 2014 forever.