Хочу домой(
Олицетворение моей души
Убийство - проявление классовой ненависти
Или проявление расстройств?
Малиновый латте что-то из ряда извращений, второй раз лучше не брать..
Меня давно не было.
Хотелось бы сказать, что изменилось в моей жизни.
1. Переехала в другой город для учебы.
(собственно живу в общаге)
2. Рпп развилось до очищений
3. Покончила с таблетками, немного восстанавливается организм.
(учитывая что я все ещё не так много ем)
Пока все писала, поняла что ничего особо в жизни не меняется.
Депрессивные периоды все ещё со мной.
(и лишний вес)
I'm can't live in this world
I'm so fat...
I want sleep ~💤
15.10.23
I really like school~♡
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°photos from the archive
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What's wrong honey?
My tg 》
~he said I'm weird~
I feel terrible ₍ᐡඉ ̫ ඉᐡ₎
I am very tired today (/˶•﹏• ˶\)
hooray i bought a watermelon(っ´Ι`)っ(っ´Ι`)っ
and finally it started to rain with a thunderstorm, I really like this kind of weather♡♡
I really want watermelon.ヾ(;→㉨←)ノBut I don't know if I can carry it home
I'll try to make a summary today. I'm holding up pretty well. I gained a little over the past week so now my weight is 40.4kg. (っ´Ι`)っ
crash again today. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t want to come to school and look like a fat ugly. just sew up my mouth.
This morning I felt very sick, I felt very nauseous and it seemed like I smelled like pills all day. As for my diet, I was very surprised that I almost don't want to eat, for now I plan to go on a lighter diet so I don't feel uncomfortable. Also it was very unpleasant that on the street people constantly looked at me, because of that I could not even listen to music(((
To be honest, I still don’t know if it makes any sense to continue on this diet. because I still eat more than I need to. especially before the diet, I didn’t eat so much, so far I just think there is a calorie deficit. If you're lucky, maybe even the weight will become less.