One of the things that I will NEVER stop going feral for when reading comics is the general notion that
When Dick is young, Bruce focuses so hard on his work as Batman and his assertion that Batman is the truer and more important of his two identities, that he accidentally creates a Dick Grayson that thinks he is worthless if he is not Robin.
I was reading Robin: Year One and (SPOILERS FROM THIS 2001 COMIC) Dick gets fired as Robin after Two-Face nearly kills him. And once he has recovered, runs away, and he leaves a note for Bruce that contains the line "You don't want a partner. And you don't need a son. I'm sorry I failed you." and I lost my ENTIRE mind.
And to me, this always has to be a MAJOR part of why Dick is so hurt when Robin is stripped away from him permanently. Yes, it is his mantle, and yes, he thinks that his work as Robin is generally important, but ultimately, it stings so much because he is convinced that if he is not Robin, then he isn't ANYTHING to Bruce. Because Bruce doesn't need a son. Because if he's not Robin, then he has failed him.
Tumblr prompt:
A daughter of Apollo who finds that anything she even briefly mentions wanting tends to show up on her bed within a week. New watercolors, candies, hairties. She suspects that one of the Hermes' kids is doing it, but no one is willing to give them up. It stops after Manhattan.
That said I strayed from the aforementioned prompt but I liked how it turned out, so, if you are interested on how this fic turned out, here it is!
All the pain in Aelia's life stemmed out of love.
Sadly her parents are innocent, ignorant to her woes.
Sadly Vivienne is long dead.
Sadly the memories of Luke's hands on her make her feel dirty.
Sadly the pain of her scraping never leaves her.
Sadly the person that always left her wonderful drawings and cute trinklets fights on the other side of the war.
Sadly her twin's face in her mind is horribly disfigured, just like it was when she had to wrap him into his golden shroud.
Sadly her little brother's body is never gonna be found.
Sadly, this sorrowful circle it is never gonna end.
Me, literally giving a character my (very minor) disability in a fanfic I am writing.
Some person on Ao3:" don't talk about things you don't know, girls aren't colorblind".
(Just in much less civil therms, thus I cancelled it).
First of all we are in the DC comic universe, people come back to life every other day, and you are telling me girls can't be color blind.
Second of all, girls can be colorblind or have various types of color deficency, you can trust me and my Tritanopia
Signed: a tired fanfic writer who won the genetic lottery and who has to video-call one of her brothers (who actually won in a non-sarcastic way) every time she is alone at home and she has to properly coordinate her own laudry.
As I wrote some posts ago, the Bonus instalment of Robin's Blues will have more than one ending, one with Roy (obv) and one with Wally.
What I would like to ask you all, is if you'd like a third ending too?
Im just feeling a certain way rn
It's strange working on the same series for over a year.
It's strange because the protagonist slips into your bones (she already has my soul, that pours into her with my very breath).
Dixie by now is almost flesh for me.
I guess it's fair.
I made her haunted and she haunts me in return.
I guess it's fair.
I KNOW for a fact that my own genderbent version of Dick Grayson is far more serious in her out-of-the-suit public persona than she is in her in-suit public persona, but I think it would apply to most female reinterpretations of her character.
Let me explain:
1 being the daughter (and not the son) of a billionaire Dixie/Rikki/Rachel/Mary/Whatever is ALWAYS gonna be considered shallow, there is no way around it. Even the way she dresses herself (because, let's face it, she is a girl, she HAS to go out dressed half-way decently if she doesn't want to be submerged in hate mail) is gonna paint her that way, because half-way decent for an heiress is a VERY expensive thing.
2 She wants to change the world, in any identity she takes, but she can't do it from the bottom. She can't. Too beautiful, (perceived as) too soft, too delicate, all things to say “TOO FEMALE” to ever be a cop either in Gotham or in Bludhaven.
So, wanting to change the world, she has to take a different road, the attorney road, which demands seriousness and respectability from a man and absolute and total seriousness and respectability from a woman, especially one raised by Brucie Wayne.
3 If she is too easy-going, too joyous, too her, she is gonna be criticized and she is gonna have EVERY aspect of her life put under scrutiny, not only the private ones.
Those are the reasons Why, I think, in the end, Nightwing will always be fem-Dick more joyous and (in some ways) spontaneous side, because Nightwing is an Heroine and, even being both women, she is gonna be allowed some kind of leeways her unmasked self could never achieve.
https://archiveofourown.org/series/4163446
Idk Who would be interested in this, but I kinda ended up on a creative roll that, instead of bringing forth the main continuty of my series "Robin's blues", ended up exploring a sliding door aka 'What would have happened if, at the wedding venue (described in the first chapter of "of loving Nightwing (Titans edition)", Roy said the RIGHT thing and Dixie decided to take time for herself and heal instead of going on a self-destructive roll?'
The work would explore much of Wally's, Roy's and Lian's relationships with Dixie and would have two different outcomings.
Like I said before, idk who would be interested in it, but I kinda already wrote a LOT of this what if universe and I am kinda curious of the feedback it may receive
https://archiveofourown.org/series/4163446
I WANT FOR AO3 TO HAVE A FILTER TO TAKE OUT ALL THE FICS I'VE ALREADY READ CUS MAN I'VE READ A LOT
Bruce loved his daughter’s eyes.
Those eyes that have always been as blue as his father’s.
It was a quiet comfort, looking into her face and finding echoes of the man who made him.
But now, they’re different.
And it hurts.
Because Thomas Wayne is gone forever, and without those eyes, the illusion that he ever lived is harder to maintain.
His daughter's eyes aren’t Wayne eyes anymore.
But neither are they Al Ghul's.
And in that, Bruce finds strange solace.
His daughter's eyes are something left behind (just like her), unclaimed by legacy.
Had this strange really lucid dream about yet another AU of my AU (that I am never getting around to write) in which Bruce “died” like in Final Crisis # 6.
Now, for obvious reasons, Dixie can't really stand in for him, because the kind of work it would take to make her look like her dad would be enormous, but Jason (who has a really good, really strong, relationship with Dixie) can.
And it's very traumatic for him, but both him and Dixie know that it is what ‘must be done’, so he does.
But the end result? Hilarious.
Because Nightwing follows Batman around like a concerned mother hen and Robin (Damian) just REFUSES to listen to Batman (he can occasionally be reigned in by ‘Wing).
It's obvious and yet no-one ever figures them out, up until Joker escapes from Arkham and has a face-off with Batman and the Dark Knight has a full-blown panic attack.
And yes, Jason is trained, he is capable, he craved a confrontation with his murderer ever since he came back, but…but doing it wearing his dad's suit, his dad's skin, feels wrong. Hence the panic.
And Joker is convinced to have finally bent the Batman, until Nightwing just pummels herself from the darkness and bashes his head out with her escrimas, all the while laughing like she did as a kid: bright, joyful, just shy of manic.
Crooks are terrified.
Utterly paralyzed in horror.
And that horror only amplifies when Nightwing, once again more like Nightwing and not the horror dressed in a traffic-lights suit she once was, hugs Batman and manages to calm him down, all the while she is completely drenched with Joker's blood and brain matter.
Some witnesses say Robin critiqued her technique but gave her praises for her brutal efficiency, but those witnesses also checked themselves in Arkham spontaneously, so who knows.
Tim still went on his world travels trying to prove his theory, so I guess that's why he didn’t appear.
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