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why do my parents have to love food so much

too bad I hate throwing up and i'm too much of a pussy to do it to myself

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I have a friend who's (naturally?) really skinny and she was telling me abt how she sometimes gets bruises from resting on wooden/metal chairs. I WISH I had that struggle.

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"on today's episode of how fucked up is fucked up"

I wanna become so deep in the £d rabbithole that I can't function properly and people notice my weight loss

what's the big deal with eating anyways. It's tasy, yeah, but why should my life revolve around it

I'm gonna vomit, I'm seeing my friend next friday and she can't see me so fat

I'd rather be called skin and bones than a whale

I'm not saying that ppl who are naturally skinny don't have their own struggles, but you can't convince me that you don't have it easier than ppl with slower metabolisms.

Whys everyone so obsessed about food? If they just stop talking about it and insisting we go eat, I'd have an easier time losing weight

I'm such a pig

I literally can't handle this anymore, I'm going back to my dorm today and I'm literally not gonna eat until I literally can't keep going anymore. I'm so sick of my body and everything going on in my life rn.

the fun part in an £d and being overweight is that I can lose somebody's entire weight and still be fine. People would congratulate me.

Things I'm looking forward to

Thin arms

Thin thighs

Smaller hips where you can feel my bones better instead of fat

Smaller belly

Slimmer face

Looking more elegant

Looking good in jeans

My restricting guidelines

If fasting isn't really your thing but look for advice/tips with dealing with your £d, this is your post.

For reference, I usually aim to eat around 1K cals in a day, because then I can still function. While the urge is there, I try not to give in and get worse. I'm not really strict with myself and eat just about whatever, as long as I stay under my calorie limit.

Breakfast

I usually don't have breakfast (I'm not really a morning person and I don't feel hungry), but if I do, I try to go as low call as possible or make it nutritious. A safe meal is usually a fried egg and half an avocado.

Lunch

If I had breakfast, I tend to skip lunch. If I didn't and I'm having a break between my classes, I like to have tomato soup, or a sandwich. If I'm still home, I decide between something light/nutritious (like the eggs and avocado) or something bigger.

Dinner

This is usually my biggest meal of the day, of around 600 cals. Obv the lower the better, but I look at how much I already ate that day. If I didn't have too many calories and also moved, I feel like I earned a bigger dinner and don't feel as self concious. I usually just calculate at how many cals there is in the food and how many I allow myself to still eat that day.

If worrying abt my weight/body could burn calories >>>>>>>>>>

I wanna feel the bones in my body

omg I'd be so skinny then :sob:

I'd burn like 2K cals on my lazier days and 12K-15K on my more active days, but like 5K to 8K on an average

In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned

people are so silly sometimes. They're talking how they want to lose weight but are triggered by the idea of eating less. You're literally meant to eat less calories one way or another.

I'm not saying you shouldn't eat a proper meal and stuff, but you can't tell me that watching what you eat/calories aren't literally an important factor. You shouldn't need to stuff your face constantly and eat 3K calories

my bf knows i'm tring to lose weight and shi and he told me last night something like "yeah and when you're skinny..." abt cuddling or so

⭐ving so I'm not the "as long as you're happy bro" girlfriend.

tb to my teen years when i had a b.e.d. and was so stubborn to not let my mom see that her words regarding my body/weight affected me that I didn't try to lose weight

Would I prefer to satisfy a thirty minute craving or have the body I’ve craved for a lifetime ?

Comparing myself to my friend (skinner, also struggling with an ed) <<<<<<<

I was so skinny as a child, why didn't I stay that way

Exam season is coming around, which means I should make sure I'm not weak, but I can also use the excuse that I forgot to eat, because of the workload.

I hate myself for struggling w/ a b.e.d. for so long and not trying to get better out of stubbornness

I wanna vomit, I hate my lower stomach.