It’s Not That Being In A Wasteland Would Suck, It’s That Every Day, You Are Constantly Reminded You

it’s not that being in a wasteland would suck, it’s that every day, you are constantly reminded you were born into a world where you had no chance. i mean the wasteland was already dreary, and somehow your parents managed to fuck to create you? statistically you’re a fucking anomaly unless you’re from a vault. but still somehow your mother had nine months of adequate food, shelter, and water that resulted in you. and somehow you survived all those years. all so you can live in a place that bares lacerated scars of the past?

physical proof that god has abandoned you, and the sun shines down only to bake your world to death, irradiated everything, turning you to living sludge. you are born into the world, with barely much of a life, and you are born into a world where you will experience, very likely, an extreme amount more pain and suffering than if you just hadn’t been alive.

it is impossible to step a foot in any direction without seeing some prewar reminder of anything, a reminder of what other people fucked up for you. and you still persist.

you still persist. despite all the rationale for not, or for meeting some accidental end, you still persist despite all odds.

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fallout or something fnv fallout new vegas courier six mojave desert Patrolling the Mojave Almost Makes You Wish For a Nuclear Winter fall out new vegas mojave wasteland you get what that means now? like the wasteland by all accounts is fucking miserable it’s a wonder rhe inhabitants are still there to begin with the unbreakable human spirit indomitable drive for survival it’s boring but we’re still here like jesus christ how

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