Latest Posts by aethererebus - Page 13

they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was

i’m sick of the ache in my chest that constantly tells me i will never be good enough.

theyre going to kill me because nobody in history has acted strangely and im the very first

is that a nothing in your pants or are you just normal to see me

why can't i just run away into the woods and rot into the ground and join the bugs and critters??? typical...

AND I KNOW NONE OF THIS'LL MATTER IN THE LONG RUN

BUT I KNOW A SOUND IS STILL A SOUND AROUND NO ONE

AND WHILE I'M IN THIS BODY

I WANT SOMEBODY TO WANT

AND I WANT WHAT I WANT AND I WANT YOU

americans: pssshh you think 80°F is hot???? i'm from big texas this is nothing kid, i might put a coat on actually

europeans: wdym 10°C is cold???? this is shorts weather bro, when you start pissing crystals then we'll talk

unattended raspberries: i went moldy while you were reading this

i feel like a plant withering away lmao

crying my eyes out makes me so tired (it's the dehydration)

crying my eyes out makes me so tired (it's the dehydration)

christmas is coming so heres a reminder:

if ur stuck with abusive or shitty family...

u are always allowed to step away. i opt to go for a walk because "the fresh air is nice and its a little crowded in here right now" [using a light happy tone is key here, so hopefully theyre less likely to take it negatively]. u have autonomy over urself even if u dont feel like it

u can go to ur room and say ur just "grabbing something" [say its ur phone or a phone charger, something like that] and take a quick breather

u dont have to listen to the conversations. if theyre being bigotted u dont have to listen or say anything. loads of ppl have started a "if u dont say anything about ur familys bigotry ur part of the problem". u arent. ur keeping urself safe. u can zone out, tune it out, etc [u can even hide an earbud in ur ear for music if that helps]

keep a comfort item on u. i keep fidgets in my pockets.

u dont have to drink. no matter the pressure put on u.

if presents are involved and u feel overwhelmed by ppl trying to force u to give a positive reaction i usually say "wow thank u all so much! im putting these in my room real quick to keep them safe, thank u theyre lovely" [i struggle with this one a lot given im autistic as well so forcing the reaction is hard. i always use a script]

DENY. DEFEND. DEPOSE.

ART WILL ALWAYS BE FOR THE WORKING CLASS.

my emotional support self neglect

Your symptoms don’t have to perfectly match the stereotypical view of the disorder.

No, you don’t have to have extremely distinctive alters or switch 24/7 to have DID/OSDD/PDID.

No, you don’t have to feel empty and sad 24/7 to be considered to have depression.

No, you don’t have to be super clean, tidy, and “perfectionistic” to have OCD.

No, you don’t have to be hyperactive externally to match an ADHD diagnosis (there’s inattentive, quiet types too)

Most of all disorders live on a spectrum, and within that spectrum are several smaller spectrums for each symptom. Everyone poses their symptoms differently, and every experience is very unique. The overall “umbrella” of a disorder is just for: 1) insurance diagnostic reasons and 2) to better relate someone’s experience to a broader experience.

The experience and symptoms you have matter a lot more than the label.

longing and jealousy are going to be the death of me chat

my brother is harassing me for having emotions every day all the time every day

even tho it's his fault!!!!! /nsrs

LET ME OUT OF MY ENCLOSURE (my house)

Reblog to make your blog smell like petrichor an fresh dirt

I understand the CEO of UnitedHealth was shot but has he considered losing weight? Because that would help resolve those symptoms.

the urge to disappear to see if anyone notices

anyone wanna take me out back and shoot me like an old dog

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

can you all forget everything you know about me pls I really want to start again but be cooler this time.

just for the record i would have played wolves with you

death isnt enough. i need to never have existed

What if I just don’t talk to anyone ever again

“what if kids identify with something and it ends up just being a phase-?” good. stop teaching and expecting kids (and adults honestly) to formulate permanent traits and ideas of themselves. everything in life is a phase. that doesn’t make it any less legitimate while you experience it. let people explore themselves and know it’s okay if what you think about yourself changes.